1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:04,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 3 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:06,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 4 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 5 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:10,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 6 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:12,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 7 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:14,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 8 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:16,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 9 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:18,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 10 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:20,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 11 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:22,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 12 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:24,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 13 00:00:24,000 --> 00:00:26,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 14 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:28,000 I'm not going to be a bad guy. 15 00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:46,000 When people really want to hear when they come to me for our beating, they want to know when they want to be sure that dead is not dead and that they can still see them and hear them and be a part of their lives. 16 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:52,000 No reason to act surprised. 17 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:54,000 I am the shini-gummy of you. 18 00:00:54,000 --> 00:00:58,000 Shini-gummy will not surprise. 19 00:00:58,000 --> 00:01:02,000 In fact, the view I've been waiting for you. 20 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,000 Tell me if you'd feel out of signature card for a new account. 21 00:01:04,000 --> 00:01:06,000 And I hope you. 22 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:08,000 Yes, I'm here to fill out a... 23 00:01:08,000 --> 00:01:10,000 ...since I've been waiting for you. 24 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:12,000 Tell me if you'd feel out of signature card for a new account. 25 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:14,000 And I hope you. 26 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:18,000 Yes, I'm here to fill out a signature card for a new account. 27 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:20,000 And do you know your account number? 28 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:22,000 926 31043 29 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:24,000 36 31043 30 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:26,000 31 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:28,000 Freedom Miller 32 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:30,000 What? 33 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:32,000 Freedom Miller. 34 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:34,000 Didn't they have your sign of card been opened to the account? 35 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:36,000 Tell a call, Bruno, or open it for you, my phone and ask you to come in today. 36 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:40,000 It's just a call, Bruno. He opened it for me by phone that account. 37 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:42,000 And now he's asked me to come in today. 38 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:46,000 I'm here to fill out a signature card for you. 39 00:01:46,000 --> 00:01:50,000 Just to sign this card on the bottom line, please. 40 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:52,000 5... 41 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:56,000 42 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:57,000 9... 43 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:00,000 It'll be alright. Answer it. 44 00:02:00,000 --> 00:02:01,000 5... 45 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:02,000 What is it? 46 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:04,000 I thought she'd like some apples. 47 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:06,000 The neighbors brought them over for us. 48 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:08,000 Why on earth is it so dark in your room? 49 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:09,000 You're only here. 50 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:11,000 I said, let's go in on it. 51 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:13,000 Long can't see you. 52 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:16,000 You're only only one who's able to see me. 53 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:20,000 And of course, my boys can only be here by you. 54 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:22,000 You don't. 55 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:24,000 What do you think you're doing to me? 56 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:27,000 I look, if you think I come all the way down here for my help, you're out of your mind. 57 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:28,000 Sam's there. 58 00:02:28,000 --> 00:02:29,000 What's that? 59 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,000 Tell our love. 60 00:02:31,000 --> 00:02:32,000 What's that you love? 61 00:02:32,000 --> 00:02:33,000 You love you. 62 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:37,000 Sam would have to say that. 63 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:38,000 Tell our dear old. 64 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:39,000 Let's do it all. 65 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:40,000 Let's do it all. 66 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:41,000 Let's do it all. 67 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:06,000 Another name I hear you was Mike. 68 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:09,000 He's showing me his crossing. 69 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:10,000 Something happened in his lungs. 70 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:15,000 And this is if he's trying to say at the end he couldn't breathe. 71 00:03:15,000 --> 00:03:18,000 Who was this child that is trying to tell me that they're here? 72 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:19,000 I didn't. 73 00:03:19,000 --> 00:03:20,000 Oh, so sorry sweetheart. 74 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:23,000 There's showing me that when she left, that's not she was young. 75 00:03:23,000 --> 00:03:25,000 I don't think she was in five years old. 76 00:03:25,000 --> 00:03:26,000 How old was she? 77 00:03:26,000 --> 00:03:27,000 She's just two. 78 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:30,000 She's trying to make sure you understand that it was her time to go. 79 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:33,000 And there was nothing you did and there was no choice that you made. 80 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:37,000 You're not responsible and she does not want you to feel guilty. 81 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:42,000 I've heard of mediums and the past and I've seen someone TV. 82 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:44,000 But I never believe that was real. 83 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:47,000 And the cancer was part of her body. 84 00:03:47,000 --> 00:03:49,000 Because a year is where she showed me the cancer's all here. 85 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:55,000 My sister passed away a breast cancer and she had mentioned early on that. 86 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:58,000 That she seen something and her felt something within the chest. 87 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:00,000 Right now she's just counting on you to send her love. 88 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:03,000 And the suffering is over. 89 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:04,000 All right. 90 00:04:04,000 --> 00:04:06,000 I'll one other thing, whose name starts with an L. 91 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,000 She's telling me I'm she's with her. 92 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:09,000 Louise. 93 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:14,000 The chances of her annoying are even coming close to this person Louise, 94 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,000 which is my cousin. 95 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:18,000 My sister and my cousin were extremely close. 96 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:22,000 That was an experience that I'll never forget for sure. 97 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:25,000 I'll one other name, Smechens is me. 98 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:26,000 Me. 99 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:27,000 Is there? 100 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:29,000 Concerted me to the name me. 101 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:35,000 She actually spelled it out in the time I had no idea of who she could possibly 102 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:36,000 talking about. 103 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:40,000 When I went home, I talked to my wife about my experience and she indicated 104 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:44,000 her stepmother had recently passed away within the last walk month. 105 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,000 And her middle name was in fact me. 106 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:50,000 And me, my first name was me. 107 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:52,000 And I wanted to believe. 108 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:58,000 I wanted Bali not to believe, but as a result, I just did not deny that 109 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:01,000 she was right on. 110 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:05,000 She will bring you communication from your dear little girl through a medium 111 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:07,000 because that practice has been forbidden. 112 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:11,000 So getting like if engaging in that practice is not a good or badly spirit. 113 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:12,000 So get this. 114 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:17,000 So they say to me, then how did that spirit know about the pink teddy bear 115 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:20,000 who is still locked in the bottom drawer and five-year-old, 116 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:24,000 and they took my little girl thing to be for that teddy bear 117 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:27,000 and I never had the chance to give it to her because she died before she was 118 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:31,000 because she died before I could give it to her, then I know this is real. 119 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:35,000 And I say to them, I know this is horrible, this is how this is. 120 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:40,000 I call all these demons, they take leave and make you something. 121 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:45,000 They know about the pink teddy bear because they saw you behind. 122 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:51,000 They know the good, they know about the lock and they know about the institution of that. 123 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:53,000 I said, they are to see. 124 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:56,000 When doing this to me, you hear me? Why are you doing this to me? 125 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:59,000 I can't. I just. 126 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:00,000 I just. 127 00:06:00,000 --> 00:06:01,000 Wait, wait. 128 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:02,000 What do you mean? 129 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:04,000 Tell her she's wearing a shirt. 130 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:08,000 And I still have the bargaret on in the nearing. 131 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:12,000 Oh, it's SAMHSA to tell you the awareness of the shit that you've got the bargaret on. 132 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:13,000 The nearing is okay. 133 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:14,000 Please. 134 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:22,000 I'll just see I'm not a fake. 135 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:24,000 I'm about this. 136 00:06:27,000 --> 00:06:31,000 You can't go with the names a lot of times. 137 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:32,000 Well, that's them. 138 00:06:32,000 --> 00:06:33,000 Well, that's them. 139 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:34,000 Well, that's them. 140 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:34,000 141 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:35,000 They came up with names. 142 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:38,000 I get the credit for it, but they're really the ones who are so amazing. 143 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:39,000 That makes me very happy. 144 00:06:39,000 --> 00:06:41,000 But if you walk away with anything today, 145 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:43,000 I don't want you to walk away with saying I'm amazing. 146 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:46,000 I want you to walk away saying my family's not dead. 147 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,000 And someday we'll all be together again. 148 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:49,000 That's what I want you to walk away with. 149 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:50,000 Thank you. 150 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:53,000 Second evening off in that one out there, we'll have that dinner. 151 00:06:53,000 --> 00:06:55,000 You told me, hey. 152 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:59,000 I got something fantastic to tell you. 153 00:06:59,000 --> 00:07:05,000 He said, I am affiliated with people that speak with the spirits of the dead. 154 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:10,000 How would you like to talk to the spirit of your dead mother? 155 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,000 And I was shocked. 156 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:14,000 I was shocked. 157 00:07:14,000 --> 00:07:19,000 He said, you wouldn't be afraid of talking to the spirit of your dead mother with you. 158 00:07:19,000 --> 00:07:21,000 Well, I said, I'll tell you what. 159 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,000 I would have to give that some thought. 160 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:25,000 Something I never thought about before in my life. 161 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:27,000 Most of us probably haven't. 162 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:28,000 A little afraid of something like that. 163 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:30,000 You know, it's not all your face. 164 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:33,000 You're afraid of going to a sales. 165 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:35,000 But he says, I know you. 166 00:07:35,000 --> 00:07:36,000 You're going to come. 167 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:41,000 And then he said, tell me how brave I was when he says, you're not the same man. 168 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:43,000 You're changed. 169 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,000 You're chicken. 170 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:47,000 That's all I needed to hear. 171 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:51,000 I said, when do we grow to a sales? 172 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:52,000 Help. 173 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:53,000 Place? 174 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:54,000 No. 175 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:55,000 Okay. 176 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:57,000 I'm not saying that where you should work, but you might want to go back to school. 177 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:58,000 Have you thought of that? 178 00:07:58,000 --> 00:07:59,000 Yes. 179 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:00,000 I feel you need to go back to school. 180 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:04,000 And who is Katherine or Anne? 181 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:07,000 Who is Katherine? 182 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:09,000 That was a friend of mine. 183 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:11,000 Did she pass away at a young age? 184 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:12,000 Yes. 185 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,000 Okay. 186 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:14,000 So she didn't go to be an old person. 187 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:15,000 No. 188 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:16,000 Her spirit is with you. 189 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:18,000 She wants you know, she knows how much you miss her. 190 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:22,000 And you did something recently that reminded you of her. 191 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:27,000 You either found something that she gave you or you did something recently. 192 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:28,000 So I pictured what did you do? 193 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:33,000 She's telling me, she's telling me, she's telling me, she's telling me, she's telling me, you just did something that reminded you of her. 194 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:36,000 I've been thinking about her sister a lot. 195 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:38,000 She was murdered when she was 14. 196 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:40,000 And we had all thought that. 197 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:41,000 Ted Bundy had done it. 198 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:43,000 And that was the current. 199 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:45,000 That was what everyone thought until they found. 200 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:46,000 They found me at Real Guy. 201 00:08:46,000 --> 00:08:47,000 Right. 202 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:48,000 Right. 203 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:49,000 He's in prison right now. 204 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,000 Right. 205 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:52,000 She wants her family to know she's a piece. 206 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:54,000 See, there is a spirit world, everybody. 207 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,000 And, you know, you're not going to really know to get over there. 208 00:08:56,000 --> 00:08:58,000 But I promise you, there's a spirit world. 209 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:03,000 And I feel that since they found the murderer, she is at peace. 210 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:07,000 And they need to know that since she's telling me about William. 211 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:09,000 That was the man that killed her. 212 00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:10,000 Yeah. 213 00:09:10,000 --> 00:09:12,000 She's saying that William will get his. 214 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:14,000 What goes around comes around. 215 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:16,000 William will get his. 216 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:21,000 And it's um. 217 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:23,000 There's a sign. 218 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:24,000 She comes as a sign. 219 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:28,000 Do you see signs and you think of it's her? 220 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:30,000 Did she give you an owl or a bird? 221 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:34,000 Did she give you an owl or a bird? 222 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:38,000 I was in the hospital once when we were 12. 223 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:39,000 And she came to visit me. 224 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:41,000 And I still have a little. 225 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,000 A bird she gave you? 226 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:43,000 No, it was a little. 227 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:45,000 It was a little booklet that she made so people could sign it. 228 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:48,000 And she drew an owl on the front of it. 229 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:49,000 Okay. 230 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:51,000 That is her sign to you. 231 00:09:51,000 --> 00:10:00,000 That she wants you to know that she watches over you. 232 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:02,000 How did that spirit know? 233 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:05,000 Anyway, your friend wants you to know that she's a piece and I got to go. 234 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:08,000 So thank you for I'm sorry, I didn't read for other people. 235 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,000 But you guys thank you so much for trusting me. 236 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,000 And just know your friend is a piece. 237 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,000 Tell her family. 238 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:14,000 What do you say? 239 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:15,000 What do you say? 240 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:16,000 What do you think? 241 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:18,000 I'm in shock. 242 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:21,000 I mean, I felt Kathy around me a lot. 243 00:10:21,000 --> 00:10:24,000 And there's a song that makes me think of her every time. 244 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:25,000 I drive by her house. 245 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:26,000 You know, I'm a sir. 246 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:29,000 We were best friends until she disappeared one day. 247 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:30,000 He had checking on her. 248 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:33,000 The one thing I can promise you is when it is your time. 249 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:35,000 Any years from now to go to the spirit world. 250 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:39,000 When they talk about the white light and seeing our loved ones again, she'll be there waiting for you. 251 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:41,000 Thank you so much. 252 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:42,000 Charlotte, thank you. 253 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:48,000 If you're interested in a reading room, Charlotte, she's doing a small group reading tonight at the downtown Seattle Marriott, starting at 630 p.m. 254 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:51,000 And it may as to be because all of a sudden you'll only feel a bit of known that. 255 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:52,000 It's amazing. 256 00:10:52,000 --> 00:10:55,000 Oh, the spirits who were around build that are familiar with them. 257 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:57,000 It's a lean new that too. 258 00:10:57,000 --> 00:11:03,000 And now that demon is communicating back to the demon that's in the psyche, it's a demon hotline. 259 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:05,000 Not a psyche hotline. 260 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:07,000 You have two demons communicating back with each other. 261 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:09,000 What the other person is doing? 262 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:12,000 They're the leaf of your belief on the coronation. 263 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:16,000 If you've conjured a spirit of the dead, so you can speak with someone who was right. 264 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:20,000 I'd like to say that you originally went to was the practice of Nakomansi. 265 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:25,000 Now, the priest says that the super dissociation is brought about. 266 00:11:25,000 --> 00:11:32,000 You know, the one way through the deceptive belief that man has an immortal soul that lives on after death. 267 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:36,000 And he said that constitutes idolatry, pre-nequalomancy. 268 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:41,000 So he says that hundreds of millions of Christians are, thank you, an idolatry. 269 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:42,000 What do you think? 270 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,000 Here. 271 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:44,000 You're fine, though. 272 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:45,000 I see. 273 00:11:45,000 --> 00:11:49,000 Because they believe that the soul is immortal. 274 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:52,000 They may not be talking to the spirit of the dead. 275 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:54,000 I'm contrary to popular belief. 276 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:58,000 Micromancy does not consist of enduring the spirit of the dead. 277 00:11:58,000 --> 00:12:02,000 The reason being that man is totally mortal. 278 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:06,000 And does not possess an immortal soul. 279 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,000 So who are they thought? 280 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:15,000 He says that friendly, demon-spedits that have always found over the centuries great delight in impersonating apparitions. 281 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:17,000 He paraded loved ones. 282 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:19,000 And persons of great renown. 283 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:23,000 Micromancy is in reality a belief, a religious belief. 284 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:30,000 People believe that that dead has entered into a higher state of existence than the head when the world alive. 285 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:34,000 Also, they are in a position and have the capacity to have the living here on it. 286 00:12:34,000 --> 00:12:35,000 See. 287 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:41,000 Then he said, this is where things get really interesting. 288 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:49,000 He said, according to the great master, a person does not have to supposedly call upon the spirit of the dead to receive help. 289 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:53,000 To be involved in the humanity, all it is to believe in life after death. 290 00:12:53,000 --> 00:13:02,000 Because the micromancy is the belief that man is human being as a immortal soul. 291 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:08,000 So anybody that believes that man has immortal soul is involved in the crime. 292 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:10,000 It's a symbol. 293 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:20,000 By people believing that they are either talking to the saints, see the spirit of the dead, dead saints, 294 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:27,000 or a dead relative, or a dead person of some type, when people believe. 295 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:34,000 In this business, they are actually opening themselves to be computed to see by demon spirits. 296 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:40,000 Because it gives the demon spirits an opportunity to impersonate the dead. 297 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:49,000 And for people to realize, and the priest says that the priest's order is the great master, the respect and the reverence that is youtube. 298 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,000 It's great, maybe. 299 00:13:51,000 --> 00:14:00,000 Then it is all the other spirits, sitting there happy because they are the ones that I've worked to lead people to believe in life after death. 300 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:02,000 And the rejoice. 301 00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:04,000 Your mother is with other people. 302 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:07,000 Lots of them tells me that she is so proud of you. 303 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:08,000 She said something about a car. 304 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:09,000 Did you just get a car? 305 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:10,000 You did. 306 00:14:10,000 --> 00:14:12,000 She said, good luck with the car, baby. 307 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:13,000 She saw you there. 308 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:14,000 She's telling me she's in the car. 309 00:14:14,000 --> 00:14:17,000 She says something about it having something in it. 310 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:18,000 I'm not quite sure. 311 00:14:18,000 --> 00:14:20,000 You have something of your mother's in the car that you keep there. 312 00:14:20,000 --> 00:14:21,000 Oh, good. 313 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:22,000 That's why she's saying that then. 314 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:23,000 Because she says, I see the car. 315 00:14:23,000 --> 00:14:25,000 See what you keep in there. 316 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:31,000 And she also says to tell you that when you were born, I don't know if you were the first girl or the twin. 317 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:33,000 Oh, then you and you came out first. 318 00:14:33,000 --> 00:14:34,000 That's why. 319 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:35,000 So she has, you have a twin sister. 320 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:36,000 And you were the first one to come out. 321 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,000 Yeah. 322 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:38,000 That's why she's saying it. 323 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:40,000 Anyway, she's telling me she can breathe again. 324 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:41,000 She couldn't breathe at the end. 325 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:45,000 And the fact is that that really tortured you, that you could see her struggling. 326 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:46,000 Like that. 327 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:48,000 And she's saying, tell my daughter that it's paradise. 328 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:50,000 The paradise of God is beautiful. 329 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,000 And she's with parents of her, that she loves very, very much. 330 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:55,000 And that you would be happy to know that they're all together. 331 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:58,000 And you've kept a box of pretty pieces of jewelry that went toward that. 332 00:14:58,000 --> 00:14:59,000 She's really glad that you kept. 333 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:01,000 And she keeps telling me you're going to be all right, darling. 334 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,000 You're a good girl and you're going to be all right. 335 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:05,000 And that's your love, your wall. 336 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:06,000 Okay, sweetheart. 337 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:07,000 Thanks, babe. 338 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:08,000 You're so pretty. 339 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:09,000 It's a pretty thing. 340 00:15:09,000 --> 00:15:10,000 Wow. 341 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:12,000 Your mother-in-law has a sense of humor. 342 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:14,000 Did she or was she interested in tea leaves or 343 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:17,000 a tarot coffee drank a lot of tea? 344 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:18,000 Okay. 345 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:19,000 I feel like that's what she's showing me. 346 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:21,000 And but she's teasing about it. 347 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:23,000 Like it was like, I want to say she was addicted. 348 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:26,000 When no, when she passed, we started cleaning up the closets. 349 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:29,000 We found boxes and boxes and tea bags. 350 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:31,000 Liped in tea. 351 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:32,000 Okay, then that's what it is. 352 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:34,000 See, I have no idea what any of this means. 353 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:36,000 And we were laughing about it. 354 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:37,000 The grand daughter's and I, we were a star. 355 00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:39,000 Okay, that's what it is, honey. 356 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:40,000 She has a sense of humor. 357 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:41,000 And she's laughing as she tells me. 358 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,000 And she said that it would be something that would identify her. 359 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:44,000 So obviously it does. 360 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:45,000 And that turns me on. 361 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:46,000 Did you lose your daughter, lover? 362 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:47,000 Your daughter? 363 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,000 Yes. 364 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:49,000 Okay. 365 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:51,000 I don't know how to put this in any other words except to say, 366 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:54,000 I love you so much, my father. 367 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:57,000 I love you so much, my beloved parents. 368 00:15:57,000 --> 00:15:58,000 But this was a daddy's girl. 369 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,000 There's no question she was a daddy's girl. 370 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:04,000 And you took care of her every need, every time. 371 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:06,000 Thank you, she's saying, thank you. 372 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:07,000 I remember. 373 00:16:07,000 --> 00:16:08,000 I remember. 374 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:11,000 You're always asking, do you know how much I love you? 375 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:13,000 Do you know how much I love you? 376 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,000 Daddy loves you. 377 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:17,000 She says, daddy, I know, I know. 378 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:21,000 And she keeps telling me to answer that question for you because when you're alone, you ask her all the time. 379 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:24,000 She tells me that you just recently moved some photographs around. 380 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,000 She saw you moving some photographs. 381 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:29,000 She saw you standing there and you were standing there lingering. 382 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:30,000 Looking at the pictures. 383 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:33,000 It was a great joy to her because she was speaking to you in your subconscious. 384 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:35,000 The two of you are wonderful parents. 385 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:36,000 Please remember that. 386 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:37,000 Always. 387 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:38,000 There was nothing more you could have done. 388 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,000 They want you to know that. 389 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,000 She also says that there's something about it. 390 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:42,000 It looks like a cruise. 391 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:45,000 Are you both going out of cruise or are you doing something by the boats? 392 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:48,000 We have a family cruise every five years. 393 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:49,000 Okay. 394 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:50,000 I want to go to she. 395 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:52,000 She wants to go. 396 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:53,000 Oh, my. 397 00:16:53,000 --> 00:16:55,000 No, no, she wants you to go. 398 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,000 Please. 399 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:58,000 She knows that she mentions the cruise. 400 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,000 It's very important that I tell you to go. 401 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:01,000 She wants you to know that she's with you. 402 00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:03,000 And she's very proud of her friends and her family. 403 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:04,000 All of you. 404 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,000 Please says to tell her mother, 405 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,000 Mom, there's pieces of jewelry you kept to hers. 406 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:09,000 That she knows that you treasure. 407 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:11,000 I feel like when she shows us to me, 408 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:15,000 it's either in your pocketbook or you have something here with you that you brought. 409 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:16,000 And she says it's in there. 410 00:17:16,000 --> 00:17:17,000 Tell my mother, I know. 411 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,000 I saw her put it in there. 412 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:19,000 Do you know what she's talking about? 413 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:21,000 I have a jewelry and something. 414 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:22,000 Okay. 415 00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,000 In your pocketbook. 416 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:24,000 Now, very good. 417 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:26,000 Please tell you know she knows you put it in there. 418 00:17:26,000 --> 00:17:29,000 And you said, this woman tells me this is in here. 419 00:17:29,000 --> 00:17:30,000 I'll believe it. 420 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,000 She doesn't tell me I won't believe her. 421 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:33,000 So, Mom, I'm supposed to tell you. 422 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:34,000 Don't believe me. 423 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:35,000 Believe your daughter. 424 00:17:35,000 --> 00:17:36,000 Because that's more important. 425 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:37,000 Thank you. 426 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000 You're welcome, sir. 427 00:17:38,000 --> 00:17:39,000 I assure you. 428 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,000 All right. 429 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,000 There's somebody trying to tell me something here about a boy that committed suicide. 430 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,000 Who is it? 431 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:44,000 Oh God. 432 00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:47,000 They want me not to let you leave. 433 00:17:47,000 --> 00:17:49,000 Somebody is telling me something about somebody. 434 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:50,000 They think they committed suicide. 435 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,000 It was an accident. 436 00:17:51,000 --> 00:17:54,000 And that or they tell me they're sorry about it. 437 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,000 It's real strong. 438 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,000 And I'm standing over here. 439 00:17:56,000 --> 00:17:57,000 Do you know what it is? 440 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:58,000 It's my father. 441 00:17:58,000 --> 00:17:59,000 You're father. 442 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:00,000 It's my father. 443 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:01,000 It's very possible. 444 00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:02,000 It's him. 445 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:03,000 I'm sorry. 446 00:18:03,000 --> 00:18:04,000 That's why I'm standing right here. 447 00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,000 And they're trying to apologize. 448 00:18:06,000 --> 00:18:08,000 Oh, yes he is, darling. 449 00:18:08,000 --> 00:18:09,000 Don't worry sweetheart. 450 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,000 That's what it is. 451 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:11,000 He knows you're worried about this. 452 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:15,000 But I know that it's it's very important that I tell you that he is in the light of God. 453 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:16,000 And completely at peace. 454 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:17,000 And that is that. 455 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:18,000 I know you have. 456 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:20,000 That's why he doesn't want you leave here without you. 457 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:21,000 Okay. 458 00:18:21,000 --> 00:18:22,000 It's really hard. 459 00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:23,000 So don't worry, Bobby. 460 00:18:23,000 --> 00:18:24,000 I'm sorry. 461 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,000 You're going to be like this. 462 00:18:26,000 --> 00:18:27,000 You're going to be like this. 463 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:27,000 464 00:18:27,000 --> 00:18:28,000 You're going to be like this. 465 00:18:28,000 --> 00:18:29,000 You're going to be like this. 466 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:30,000 You're going to be like this. 467 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:33,000 So, when Saturday evening, who are in the place? 468 00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:37,000 He was a very beautiful, my place of medium was a lady. 469 00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,000 Get a clutch at your home. 470 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:40,000 And pray all. 471 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:43,000 And they were about 20 invited guests there. 472 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:44,000 Which I was. 473 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:52,000 And she came to do the spirits for different people there. 474 00:18:52,000 --> 00:18:55,000 And they were telling them what the spirit said. 475 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:59,000 And then there was one lady that I've been talking almost continually before that. 476 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:00,000 They said, I'm going to continue on a journey. 477 00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:05,000 And she didn't believe in the dead, you know, the giving and all of this. 478 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:09,000 And all that she said, well, I would have to say that sister. 479 00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:11,000 She says to believe it. 480 00:19:11,000 --> 00:19:16,000 So, well, this, the city that was going one minute today. 481 00:19:16,000 --> 00:19:21,000 Should I, like you, talk to my friend and died six months ago. 482 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:23,000 But I don't want to appear. 483 00:19:23,000 --> 00:19:25,000 Just want to talk to him. 484 00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:27,000 Because he says, I don't trust you. 485 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,000 I don't come to my friend for me. 486 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:33,000 He put the, so the, millions says, let me inquire. 487 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:34,000 The spirit. 488 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:37,000 The spirit will talk with you. 489 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:42,000 And that big, master and voice was heard in the place. 490 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,000 It says, hi, friend. 491 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:47,000 It's nice that you asked for me to talk with you. 492 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:49,000 And he has a little chat. 493 00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:53,000 And if it was over, he says, this is the greatest thing on it. 494 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,000 You'd be able to talk with the spirit of the dead. 495 00:19:56,000 --> 00:20:02,000 Then, this, the million said, we have a very special surprise tonight for you people. 496 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:06,000 A spirit will manifest itself openly. 497 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:10,000 Here in a few minutes. 498 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:15,000 And his wife, like a big, gust of wind hit the building. 499 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,000 And right through the wall. 500 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:22,000 And the delights weren't terribly bright, but you know, they were like living in the room lights. 501 00:20:23,000 --> 00:20:26,000 A couple of floor lanterns, maybe some of these. 502 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:31,000 And that translucent being seemed to come right out of the wall. 503 00:20:31,000 --> 00:20:33,000 How did you feel about it that moment? 504 00:20:33,000 --> 00:20:36,000 It's almost like my heart stopped a little bit. 505 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,000 Very weird feeling. 506 00:20:38,000 --> 00:20:42,000 You were a lady in a beautiful evening gown, sorely. 507 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:48,000 And she said, to marry my dear sister, you are so wonderful to ask for me. 508 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:53,000 And Mary fainted and fell right off her chair on the floor. 509 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:58,000 And a couple of girls jumped up and they grew up in the street gown. 510 00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:00,000 And that was the beginning of it. 511 00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:02,000 That's how you got into it. 512 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,000 You know, let's see what we're going to do. 513 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:05,000 Voice with change. 514 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:09,000 And it would be just like you don't club all who's been dead 10 years in the U.S. 515 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:12,000 Go, that's my own club and he would speak. 516 00:21:12,000 --> 00:21:13,000 Give you a message. 517 00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:15,000 That kind of thing. 518 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,000 So, be honest, that scared me. 519 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:17,000 I only went to a few of those. 520 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:22,000 But my mother certainly went to, to more because she was developing towards becoming a medium. 521 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:25,000 She was going to all the development classes. 522 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:27,000 She was coming on leaps and bounds. 523 00:21:27,000 --> 00:21:32,000 But what started to happen was she couldn't belong or control. 524 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:35,000 The spirit gates they were now choosing when to come through her. 525 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:39,000 She could be, I was worth it a few times at the shops. 526 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:43,000 Walking along the districts and the spirits would come through her. 527 00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:46,000 She would take control when she didn't want to. 528 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,000 And take over. 529 00:21:47,000 --> 00:21:49,000 Really they did it to such an extent. 530 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,000 But our life was not our own anymore. 531 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:56,000 At this point, she wanted out because there was so many spirit voices. 532 00:21:56,000 --> 00:22:00,000 They all wanted to give messages to the neighbors to pass us by. 533 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:03,000 So, she just, you know, was getting to the point where she didn't know it wouldn't 534 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:06,000 That's anymore because of always talking through her. 535 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:09,000 So, she tried to get help. 536 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:11,000 My mother had psychic experience. 537 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:13,000 She's really since she was a child. 538 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:16,000 And 13 and adult life. 539 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:18,000 But she tend to take an order. 540 00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:19,000 She wasn't too interested there. 541 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:22,000 And I would say she met my dad and they had me. 542 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:27,000 So it wasn't until in the later years she decided to pursue it and develop it further. 543 00:22:27,000 --> 00:22:32,000 And really when I was about a preteen, I also had psychic experiences 544 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:34,000 A child too. 545 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,000 And was very interested in it as well. 546 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:43,000 Because that that that were involved in spiritualism in fact, an uncle was a head of a spiritual structure in a shy. 547 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,000 It was a normal childhood. 548 00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:49,000 Most of the time, really, my dad wasn't interested at all. 549 00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:53,000 And it's so mother and I didn't really go into it too deeply. 550 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:56,000 Eventually they divorced and really they were in a school's sheet. 551 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:58,000 She just plunged into it in a deeper way. 552 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:03,000 But certainly as a child, there were several psychic experiences, 553 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:07,000 dreams that can have a thing that my mother and I had. 554 00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:12,000 So throughout my childhood, they were a few, but it didn't develop until later childhood. 555 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:15,000 There weren't too many scary things happening yet. 556 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,000 That wasn't until much later as a child. 557 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:20,000 It was more you know, I was fascinated with the supernatural. 558 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:26,000 I love to go stories watching supernatural programs on TV, ESP. 559 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:28,000 These kind of things. 560 00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:31,000 It wasn't until later on that the frightened stuff began to happen. 561 00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:35,000 At that point, we were both really well and truly involved. 562 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:40,000 As a creatine, my mother had already joined a spiritualist church. 563 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:44,000 And I joined it too and we went every week a couple of times a week. 564 00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:49,000 So by then we were already involved in psychic development classes. 565 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:52,000 Medium-ship training, silences. 566 00:23:52,000 --> 00:24:00,000 That kind of thing we were already involved in seeking mediums for messages from dead relatives. 567 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:02,000 And really developing in it. 568 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:06,000 We were interested in astral projection, astrology, meditation, yoga. 569 00:24:06,000 --> 00:24:09,000 You know, we were becoming deeply involved. 570 00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:14,000 So when the odd frightened thing happened, I guess we thought, well, it's just a hazard with the job. 571 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,000 You're dealing with spirits. 572 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,000 You're bound to get a few negative spirits. 573 00:24:17,000 --> 00:24:21,000 We didn't really question to deeply straight away. 574 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:24,000 We had communication with spirit guides. 575 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:27,000 Spirit guides tended to be the way it would be described. 576 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:34,000 We'd be perhaps an Indian chief or some spirit that had just evolved high up in this spirit world 577 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:38,000 that had come, had chosen us and had come to be our guide. 578 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:42,000 It gives advice and develop our psychic abilities. 579 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:45,000 Really be with us all the time. 580 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:50,000 They would also help channel a parent-day relatives. 581 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:53,000 That's what they explained it to us. 582 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:57,000 Whether it was our great-grand or sister, great uncle, whoever, 583 00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:00,000 channeled them through and communicate with them. 584 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:08,000 But yeah, sometimes it would be the spirit guides giving her the information all the times it would be the relatives themselves. 585 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:17,000 I was more encouraged to take up the psychic act, which was, I didn't get to involve, didn't go astrically 586 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:19,000 and became quite frightening. 587 00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:20,000 So I didn't pursue it. 588 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:25,000 But that was where I was encouraged to let us spirit guide take over my hand. 589 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:32,000 Draw the psychic act, draw the picture, the portrait of the spirit guide, or even the dead relatives. 590 00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:39,000 So of course, if I was to give that portrait to a relative, they would think, oh yeah, that's my dead granny. 591 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:45,000 It just looks like her and it would make them think that because the grandmother had come through to them. 592 00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:54,000 As I started doing that and I started doing Kirlian photography, which is photographing spirits with infrared film. 593 00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:59,000 But it's a plasm, we'd start to form and really I could quite afraid of that. 594 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:01,000 And then I just didn't want to pursue it. 595 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:06,000 I thought I would go back to it in a few years, but I didn't want to pursue it in a further. 596 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:09,000 My mother did it much more involved than I was. 597 00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:13,000 I was a pre-teen so I was more involved in going out with friends and that kind of thing, 598 00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,000 and she did it right into it. 599 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:24,000 She would allow spirit guides to take over her hand and she would write scripts and scripts and pages and pages of so-called sacred writings. 600 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:32,000 A good friend at the time, she was a Catholic girl and she told me that the Bible said, you shouldn't do that. 601 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:38,000 And I asked her well why, but she didn't really know why she just said you shouldn't do it. 602 00:26:38,000 --> 00:26:42,000 The spiritualists just assumed well Christians are kind of narrow-minded. 603 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:46,000 The Bible, they didn't really believe in it. 604 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:51,000 And some Christian spiritualists even said well they sometimes spoke to Jesus. 605 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:56,000 He was just a psychic, he was just a medium and sometimes channeled through Jesus. 606 00:26:56,000 --> 00:26:59,000 It was all kind of mixed up. 607 00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,000 So at that point I thought the spirit guides were truly who they claim to be. 608 00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:10,000 And the dead relatives were truly who they claim to be as I say if a portrait gave activity dead or car. 609 00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:18,000 The spiritualists would explain that in the same sort of way or sometimes you do a mischief of spirit that manages to get through and that kind of thing. 610 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:23,000 Hi guys, happy Halloween. 611 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,000 We're going to try this again. 612 00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:28,000 Didn't we go to our last mine? 613 00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:30,000 I think it's like this now. 614 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:35,000 If you didn't see about the last mine, there's a, I don't know, take to find it. 615 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:40,000 That's what I'm going to do. 616 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,000 I didn't see it. 617 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,000 I don't know. 618 00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:00,000 I'm going to try to pick one out together. 619 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:03,000 I'm going to try to pick one out anyway. 620 00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:06,000 You're going to have a nice one. 621 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:16,000 I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm. 622 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,000 Alright, I guess. 623 00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,000 Let's put this down first. 624 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:24,000 The fire Christ is holding. 625 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:30,000 Let me go. 626 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,000 And it's a pun. 627 00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,000 I'm using the book. 628 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,000 The fire of Christ's analogy. 629 00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:44,000 Terrible. 630 00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:46,000 God, I'm tired. 631 00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:52,000 I'm going to use the book. 632 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,000 I'm going to use the book. 633 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:57,000 I'm going to use the book. 634 00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:00,000 I'm going to use the book. 635 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:02,000 I'm going to use the 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00:31:16,000 I'm going to use the book. 751 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:17,000 I'm going to use the book. 752 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:18,000 I'm going to use the book. 753 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,000 I'm going to use the book. 754 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:20,000 I'm going to use the book. 755 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:30,000 I'm going to use the book. 756 00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:34,000 I'm going to use the book. 757 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:38,000 I'm going to use the book. 758 00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:40,000 I'm going to use the book. 759 00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,000 I'm going to use the book. 760 00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,000 I'm going to use the book. 761 00:31:44,000 --> 00:31:46,000 I'm going to use the book. 762 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,000 I'm going to use the book. 763 00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,000 I'm going to use the book. 764 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,000 I'm going to use the book. 765 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:53,000 I'm going to use the book. 766 00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:54,000 I'm going 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00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,000 I'm going to use the book. 784 00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:17,000 I'm going to use the book. 785 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:19,000 I'm going to use the book. 786 00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,000 I'm going to use the book. 787 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:21,000 I'm going to use the book. 788 00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:23,000 I'm going to use the book. 789 00:32:23,000 --> 00:32:25,000 I'm going to use the book. 790 00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:27,000 I'm going to use the book. 791 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:29,000 I'm going to use the book. 792 00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,000 I'm going to use the book. 793 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:33,000 I'm going to use the book. 794 00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,000 I'm going to use the book. 795 00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:36,000 I'm going to use the book. 796 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:37,000 I'm going to use the book. 797 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,000 I'm going to use the book. 798 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:39,000 I'm going to use the book. 799 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:40,000 I'm going to use the book. 800 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,000 I'm going to use the book. 801 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:42,000 I'm going to use the book. 802 00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:43,000 I'm going to use the book. 803 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:44,000 I'm going to use the book. 804 00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:45,000 I'm going to use the book. 805 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:46,000 I'm going to use the book. 806 00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,000 I'm going to use the book. 807 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:49,000 I'm going to use the book. 808 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,000 I'm going to use the book. 809 00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:51,000 I'm going to use the book. 810 00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:52,000 I'm going to use the book. 811 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:53,000 I'm going to use the book. 812 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,000 I'm going to use the book. 813 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,000 I'm going to use the book. 814 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:56,000 I'm going to use the book. 815 00:32:56,000 --> 00:32:57,000 I'm going to use the book. 816 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:58,000 I'm going to use the book. 817 00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:59,000 I'm going to use the book. 818 00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:00,000 I'm going to use the book. 819 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:01,000 I'm going to use the book. 820 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:02,000 I'm going to use the book. 821 00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:03,000 I'm going to use the book. 822 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:04,000 I'm going to use the book. 823 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:05,000 I'm going to use the book. 824 00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:06,000 I'm going to use the book. 825 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:07,000 I'm going to use the book. 826 00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:08,000 I'm going to use the book. 827 00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:09,000 I'm going to use the book. 828 00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:23,000 Most mediums and spirituals and side kicks that we knew were lovely lovely people. 829 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:25,000 Genuine people, kind people. 830 00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:28,000 I think that's why a lot of them were attracted to that because they felt they could 831 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:29,000 help others. 832 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:31,000 They could bring comfort to people. 833 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:35,000 Guidance, direction, you know, predictions about the future 834 00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:36,000 offices. 835 00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:37,000 They could help people. 836 00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,000 So it seemed a lovely religion to be in. 837 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:42,000 It seemed, you know, helpful and everything like that. 838 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:47,000 There would be psychic premonitions and dreams even about what would happen on the news 839 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:48,000 next week. 840 00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:52,000 That kind of thing that would all be very accurate and come true. 841 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:59,000 There would be messages for people about their deceased relatives where you wouldn't 842 00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:04,000 think it was fake or a charlotteum was involved because the information would be so accurate. 843 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:09,000 The names, dates, places, descriptions of the deceased person, the personality, phrases, 844 00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:11,000 they might use a lot. 845 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:13,000 You know, you wouldn't think it was fake at all. 846 00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:19,000 And we started to also, around about this time, heard rumors of lots of other psychics 847 00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:24,000 who were going through the same thing, even mediums who were trained, who were having 848 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:30,000 this problem or having portugaste activity in their house and they weren't able to cleanse 849 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:32,000 it or to control it. 850 00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:35,000 So that we started to get this illusion with it then. 851 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:39,000 We thought why now have our spirit gates turned against us. 852 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:42,000 The attack to my mother, they threw her about the house. 853 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:48,000 I was talking about shopping, several times she was picked up and throwing over cars, 854 00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:49,000 over the bonnets of cars. 855 00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:51,000 That type of thing. 856 00:34:51,000 --> 00:34:56,000 The dead relatives, like apparently my grandmother, and that kind of thing had always been 857 00:34:56,000 --> 00:35:01,000 in given advice, suddenly they turned against us and shut up sanity's at us. 858 00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:06,000 So it was confusing as to why is this happening and is there another power actually behind 859 00:35:06,000 --> 00:35:10,000 the not really our relatives after all or our spirit gates after all. 860 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:14,000 Really because of what was happening in the house, my mother was losing control 861 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,000 with the spirit gates, harassing her. 862 00:35:16,000 --> 00:35:22,000 So much, sometimes it was closer and closer to trans once the kitchen went on fire 863 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:27,000 and she didn't realize it happened to go, kitchen was often flames because they had took her away. 864 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:31,000 In a trans she didn't know what was happening. 865 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:36,000 So that's what made me the question that I stopped going to the spiritual structure then. 866 00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:41,000 Although actually still believed in it because it's all I ever knew, eventually I went to university. 867 00:35:41,000 --> 00:35:48,000 I was in second year studying psychology and a lady, a Christian, came along, 868 00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:54,000 and she was beside me, we became friends and by this point my mother was taken and put into the psychiatric ward 869 00:35:54,000 --> 00:35:58,000 because the spirit gates were turned her to kill neighbors and kill people. 870 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:04,000 So the police were getting complaints about my mom, the doctor had complaints about my mom. 871 00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:08,000 She felt she had to do it because the spirit gates were telling her to do it. 872 00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:12,000 So the name was obvious and my name was so badly affected. 873 00:36:12,000 --> 00:36:18,000 So I told Susan this and she surprised me by seeing that Jesus could help her first. 874 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:25,000 Well I hadn't read the Bible before, so it wasn't very sure it first, whether or not to believe her. 875 00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:35,000 But she explained that she went to a Pentecostal church where some of the members had been involved in spiritualism before or psychic phenomena before. 876 00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:43,000 And they had had horrible experiences too, whether poltergeists or similar experiences, but once they became a Christian, 877 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:52,000 and asked Jesus into the heart, Jesus had cleansed their house where mediums before had failed to cleanse their house. 878 00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,000 So that was beginning to make sense to me. 879 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:59,000 The more she said Jesus could cleanse your house, the more my mother's house was still haunted. 880 00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,000 My flat still was not so clear. 881 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:06,000 So I went along because a prophet was there. 882 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:12,000 Obviously I heard the gospel and I heard about Jesus and for the first time I thought, 883 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:16,000 God, you know, this could be real and I had really considered before that it was real. 884 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:20,000 The presence of God was there and touched me for the first time. 885 00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:25,000 Where at that night I went home and I hadn't really looked at a Bible before, 886 00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:31,000 but strangely enough that day before we went to the church, I had a Bible ready to take a charity shop. 887 00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:35,000 So I was sitting at the front door, but as soon as I got in, I opened the Bible. 888 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:39,000 And I was starting to get a bit confused because I thought, well maybe Jesus is just a psychic. 889 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:44,000 Maybe it's all just psychic phenomena, you know, as he really is on a God. 890 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:48,000 I kind of had, it was kind of a bit frightened as well that night, but for spirits because I said, 891 00:37:48,000 --> 00:37:52,000 so they weren't pleased that I had been there to the Christian church. 892 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:57,000 So I prayed, kind of asked God if Jesus was real and if He is the Savior, 893 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:01,000 we please show me what to do and watch it and do about spiritualism. 894 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:08,000 I had a verse that was basically get out of spiritualism, which really they're given right, 895 00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:10,000 because I suddenly realized what I had been involved in. 896 00:38:10,000 --> 00:38:16,000 And over the next couple of days, a few more scriptures came to light and really explained it all to me. 897 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:22,000 Jitter on a May chapter 18 verse 10, let no one be found among you. 898 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:26,000 Her practice is divination or sorcery, interprets omens, 899 00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:33,000 engages in which craft or cast spells or who is a medium or spiritist or her consults the dead. 900 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:37,000 And it goes on to say these things are on a bone-ination to God. 901 00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:43,000 So I got a fright reading that and then two Corinthians chapter 11, 902 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:49,000 for such men a false prophet, a no wonder for Satan himself, 903 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,000 masquerades as an angel of light. 904 00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:57,000 It is not surprising then if his servant's masquerade as servants of righteousness. 905 00:38:57,000 --> 00:39:06,000 And I realized the spirit guides were not benevolent spirits and the so-called dead relatives were not our dead relatives, 906 00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,000 because they did turn against as they became evil. 907 00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:13,000 And it made sense when we wonder if they suddenly turned against us and attacked us, 908 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:18,000 because spirits can impair us any person who ever lived. 909 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:24,000 They were masquerading as our relatives and pretending to be them, just they were impostered. 910 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:29,000 Basically everything involved in all cults, a burned it or destroyed in other ways, 911 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:34,000 and just repented of it, obviously needed to ask Christ if a given me for that, 912 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:38,000 could as me, for that, have delivered some ministry for it, 913 00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:41,000 and just have the whole past wiped out. 914 00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:47,000 It was easy to throw everything out and destroy everything because when you suddenly realise these spirits are 915 00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:51,000 demons and evil spirits, you don't want anything to do with it. 916 00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:55,000 So it was easy to clear everything out, but the thought process, the memories, the deliverers, 917 00:39:55,000 --> 00:40:00,000 was more of a process and that doesn't happen overnight, but with Christ you do walk through that, 918 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,000 and he does lead you through that. 919 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:06,000 Anyone has enabled any things you really do need specific prayer for that, 920 00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:09,000 so they totally set free from it, absolutely. 921 00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:14,000 I think it'd be quite difficult to continue your Christian life without having that all dealt with 922 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:22,000 and totally, sort of be set free from it to be able to grow and the tutors are custom. 923 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:28,000 Mike Mandel is a Canadian entertainer and lecturer for many years who has involved in various aspects 924 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:31,000 of the occult, including spirit mediumship. 925 00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:36,000 Dozens of entities would speak through him on an ongoing basis. 926 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:40,000 I became involved in what is now known as channeling in the late 1960s. 927 00:40:44,000 --> 00:41:06,000 I'm right. 928 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:07,000 Greetings, you're welcome. 929 00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:08,000 Hi, it's Aloudia. 930 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,000 May the peace of the great spirit be with you always. 931 00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:17,000 To let us begin with the discussion. 932 00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,000 It was a spontaneous experience. 933 00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:24,000 We had been trying astral travel and a group of other techniques to let our spirits leave our bodies 934 00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:26,000 to develop clear-voin abilities and so on. 935 00:41:26,000 --> 00:41:30,000 And when I say we have, I mean, small group of us that have polarized together around an occult world view. 936 00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:38,000 By trying these different techniques, I inadvertently open myself up and various entities began speaking through me, 937 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:44,000 initially speaking in my head and then eventually taking over such a degree that we're using my vocal cords and speaking through me to our friends. 938 00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:47,000 Like, literally could literally be talking to you as I'm talking to you now. 939 00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:54,000 And instantly, in a moment, change and be taken over as someone else would be talking. 940 00:41:54,000 --> 00:41:59,000 And as voice would literally stop being Mike and also be somebody else. 941 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:03,000 Initially, it seemed to take them quite a bit of effort to take control of me. 942 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,000 And it was more or less a voluntary thing. 943 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:11,000 But as time passed, I realized that it was getting much much easier for them to slip in and out. 944 00:42:11,000 --> 00:42:13,000 We used to call it someone popping in. 945 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,000 We'd say, oh, so and so just popped in and you were gone. 946 00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,000 And they would appear sometimes a few minutes. 947 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:24,000 And then we realized eventually that they were able to go in and out as they pleased by the end of things. 948 00:42:24,000 --> 00:42:28,000 And we asked one of the entities, someone asked them, I'd be happy and said, why is it? 949 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:31,000 That you can get in and out of Mike's personality so readily. 950 00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:37,000 And they said something to the effect of all human beings, how the door that will keep other spirits being out. 951 00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:43,000 And in most people's cases, the door is locked and barred and stapled shut and roped shut and sealed. 952 00:42:43,000 --> 00:42:46,000 And they said in my case, it was virtually hanging off the hinges. 953 00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:51,000 The first time I ever talked to Tobias was on an airplane in 1997. 954 00:42:51,000 --> 00:42:55,000 And I wasn't particularly spiritual or metaphysical. 955 00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:58,000 I was in the business for a lot of the time. 956 00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:03,000 Tobias came in on his plane flight and started talking and hasn't stopped since. 957 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:07,000 Initially it was just me talking to Tobias. 958 00:43:07,000 --> 00:43:09,000 I hadn't even told him to about it. 959 00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,000 And how long did it take you for you? 960 00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:12,000 What about it? 961 00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:13,000 Is it about a year? 962 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,000 So you have to be yourself or a year? 963 00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:16,000 Yeah. 964 00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:24,000 I received what felt like what I experienced to be a telepathic contact from Basharan his people. 965 00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:34,000 In that moment of the telepathic contact, a memory actually came back of having made an agreement somewhere prior to this life to do this. 966 00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:40,000 I grew up in a Roman Catholic family of Sicilian immigrants. 967 00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:46,000 Most of them even today, after I've been shangling Joseph for 15 years, don't know what I do. 968 00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:52,000 They have some idea because I don't talk about it to them and they don't ask me. 969 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:54,000 They know I do something weird. 970 00:43:56,000 --> 00:44:01,000 I was very lucky. I had a lot of support. My friends were very accepting. 971 00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:05,000 And that's one thing that I've always been really open about. I didn't really hide it. 972 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,000 Even from employers. 973 00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:13,000 I always felt it was really important for me to be honest about that because I saw how it impacted people. 974 00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:28,000 I started in a class where we were really studying making a trans bridge, a interpsychic bridge to other sources of intelligence. 975 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:31,000 And so it started in the context of that class. 976 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:38,000 I thought that all of these esoteric things were for older women over 40 and it would have nothing to do with men. 977 00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:43,000 So I was dragged to these two guys who traveled for me and there was something this was three years apart. 978 00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:44,000 They both filled me the same thing. 979 00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:51,000 And that is when I had to start looking at how good guys 20 years apart in age, three years apart in ID who never knew each other, 980 00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:53,000 give me information that was identical. 981 00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:58,000 And the information just happened to be that there was a master named Krayon who was supposed to get a hold of. 982 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:06,000 This is the grain plane, the master's grain plane, for harvesting the nations, for harvesting the multitudes of beard, 983 00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:11,000 and to his cause just before the close of the Greek controversy between the horse of the medieval. 984 00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:17,000 So we continue it in a few weeks after we ate, and stress out of the subject we're deeply interested in all of our deactivated spirits. 985 00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:20,000 Instead it's going to be done in a unique manner. 986 00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:26,000 This grain plane, so this is going to take people, people are going to eat this stuff. 987 00:45:26,000 --> 00:45:35,000 Because it says spirits, spirits will, the cat and cells to be inhabitants of five distant planets in the galaxy. 988 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:40,000 That are coming to one in half of this planet, heard of the impending destruction of the planet. 989 00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:46,000 Unless something seriously, property is done, no, avoid it. 990 00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:57,000 Due to the fact that the millions of the earth believe in having people living in the mortals all, this is really, really accepted. 991 00:45:57,000 --> 00:46:02,000 When the spirits will, through a transgenital, converse with natural and true people. 992 00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:06,000 Now what is a transmedium? 993 00:46:06,000 --> 00:46:07,000 It's a chandelier today. 994 00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:09,000 But what is known today as a chandelier? 995 00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:10,000 Okay. 996 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:18,000 Surely make planes, experience of getting involved with spritidism, and with the inhabitants of the planet's 997 00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:22,000 of pyrids of plants in the galaxy, I kid the whole these three hours. 998 00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:26,000 When you are hearing the fulfillment of what act is the high priesthood said, 999 00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:28,000 45 years ago. 1000 00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:29,000 Exactly. 1001 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:35,320 So, do you want not explaining about the fact that the spirits will show themselves willing to give 1002 00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:42,600 a valuable guidance that will not only help people avoid the destroyed planet, but if it causes 1003 00:46:42,600 --> 00:46:45,000 to enter into a higher state of existence. 1004 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:52,000 For instance, the spirits will promise, this is a big word promise, that if there, there's 1005 00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:55,000 a bit of a problem, it will be a little more difficult. 1006 00:46:55,000 --> 00:47:05,000 They will offer an enormous new age of peace and prosperity, and there will be, well, there 1007 00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:07,000 will be no more wars. 1008 00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:11,000 There will be no more payments. 1009 00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:15,000 There will be no more people getting unhappy with another. 1010 00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:20,000 Neighbors will love neighbor, and social unrest will not take place no more. 1011 00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:28,000 An arrangement so to speak was made prior to the physical life of the channel, within what you would 1012 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:32,000 call the oversoul of the channel of which I am also a part. 1013 00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,000 We are part of the same soul. 1014 00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:39,000 You might refer to me as the channel's future self, and in carnationally speaking, I would 1015 00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:43,000 look at the channel as my past self, just to put it in linear terms. 1016 00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:50,000 We are not happy with the way that things exist currently in our reality, and we are from what you 1017 00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:52,000 need to be in the future. 1018 00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:57,000 We have come back to our past so that we need learn, and I would say that we need assist the planet, 1019 00:47:57,000 --> 00:48:02,000 because what is going on now is why do impact the entire universe. 1020 00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:07,000 We would prefer that you ask us if you like, if nothing of particular we would like to say, 1021 00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:10,000 except that we are here, and it is very, very pleasant to be here. 1022 00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:18,000 It is a delighted part of sharing it with a big S if you might say, the archetype of sharing is something 1023 00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:19,000 we enjoy embodying. 1024 00:48:19,000 --> 00:48:22,000 I have had many, many lifetimes on earth. 1025 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:30,000 I have deep love and compassion for humans, because I remember what it was like to go through 1026 00:48:30,000 --> 00:48:32,000 the things that humans are going through now. 1027 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:40,000 I remember the challenge in particular, the challenge of knowing at some deep level that you 1028 00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:42,000 are spiritual being. 1029 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:49,000 I go as simply to help people live a more joyful, abundant life, and whatever it takes 1030 00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:52,000 to achieve that we are willing to do. 1031 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:56,000 So that, in a nutshell, if you will, is our work. 1032 00:48:56,000 --> 00:49:01,000 You sit in the energy of a great shift, many of you are feeling it, maybe that's why you are watching 1033 00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:02,000 this now. 1034 00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:06,000 Maybe there is something that has happened in your life that will allow you for a moment just to 1035 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:11,000 open your mind, and look inside something you always thought was untenable before. 1036 00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:15,000 Only reserve for those in the lunatic friend before. 1037 00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:18,000 Here you find it, instead, was the boring out. 1038 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:20,000 Perhaps you even feel the love of God, boring out. 1039 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:25,000 There's a lot of things that are being transmitted and altered at this time. 1040 00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:30,000 You're finding some things out about some of your religious leaders. 1041 00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:35,000 You're finding some things out about religion that just isn't holding true to you. 1042 00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:37,000 It's not ringing true to you anymore. 1043 00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:43,000 What we want to tell you this is that there is so much here that is hiding. 1044 00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:45,000 But you must feel it. 1045 00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:49,000 There's been such a shift in these last few years, especially in the last 20 or so. 1046 00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:54,000 You're remembering who and what you are, and it doesn't need an intermediary. 1047 00:49:54,000 --> 00:50:01,000 This change over from the old religious system that so many of you are familiar with. 1048 00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:07,000 It is difficult, very difficult, because it holds on tightly. 1049 00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:14,000 Those who have such a strong concept of God as some higher authority and is the only creator. 1050 00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,000 They want to hang on to that dearly. 1051 00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:20,000 They fear letting God go their old God, you see. 1052 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:28,000 Because they are so out of touch with themselves, they can possibly even contemplate what it's like to have to go inside. 1053 00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:32,000 They claimed to be distinctive entities. 1054 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:41,000 If they had a name, they would say the name of their purpose or they would tell you that in many cases. 1055 00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:48,000 But the range would range from very what we call low level life forms that really didn't seem to have any purpose, 1056 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:51,000 except to be pranksters, that sort of thing. 1057 00:50:52,000 --> 00:51:02,000 All up to the human range, right up to what you call a send-in masters, the wise, benevolent, powerful type entities, 1058 00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:11,000 and the antithesis of that, the evil, powerful intelligent entities as well. 1059 00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:17,000 They claimed to be ascended masters, highly advanced spirit beings, even on other planets, 1060 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:24,000 people on various astral planes who had reincarnated and gone on to perfection, to baton Buddhists, people from the past. 1061 00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:29,000 I mean, there was an entire realm of things that they called themselves, however, the common thread, 1062 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:36,000 was they were all spiritually pure and were contacting our little groups specifically to help us evolve spiritually. 1063 00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:40,000 There's no question in my mind now that they were demon spirits. 1064 00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:48,000 Water often witnessed strange occurrences, he feared the darker controlling entities, one of whom regularly threatened him with knives, 1065 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:51,000 still, it was fascinated by the spirit's powers. 1066 00:51:51,000 --> 00:52:00,000 What evening when I was over at Lake Spice, we were just sitting talking when all of a sudden, one of the entities popped in, 1067 00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:06,000 and became visibly angry with, I think primarily myself, 1068 00:52:06,000 --> 00:52:13,000 and you get ready and ready, I can't remember these act words, you've got up, so it's stormed off into the kitchen. 1069 00:52:13,000 --> 00:52:19,000 I haven't been to all this fall, making the kitchen very, very, very knives present, and so I just followed, 1070 00:52:19,000 --> 00:52:21,000 but I was very concerned with what was going on. 1071 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:29,000 As I got to the doorway of the kitchen, Mike was standing and picked up two cop bottles off the counter, 1072 00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:35,000 two 26-out cop bottles, and held them both out in front of them and crushed them simultaneously on each hand. 1073 00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:40,000 Then unfortunately, Mike, the entity left and Mike was not able to come back right away, 1074 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:46,000 and in that delay time, Mike fell forward into the broken glass. 1075 00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:52,000 Cutting his, I don't know if his hands were cut at that moment or whether he actually crushed the balls, but they were cut fairly badly. 1076 00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:58,000 He was obviously in shock when he came back, I got moved to the couch, in the living room, 1077 00:52:58,000 --> 00:53:04,000 and again he was taken over at this time by another entity which seemed much gentler and more benevolent. 1078 00:53:04,000 --> 00:53:11,000 And held at his hands in a very, almost pathetic sort of way and said, do the wounds on my hands seem familiar to you. 1079 00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:15,000 And now we had an entity who was claiming to be on imitating Christ. 1080 00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:20,000 Then I would have believed entirely that they were higher beings, a higher spiritual order of beings. 1081 00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:23,000 I wouldn't have believed in demons. I didn't think they existed. 1082 00:53:23,000 --> 00:53:26,000 I thought they were an invention of the Christian church in retrospect now. 1083 00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:33,000 I can see back with horrible clarity that they were malevolent, created demonic spirits, intent on our destruction. 1084 00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:39,000 In my own case, I recalled that some of the entities we had to deal with were overtly violent, almost psychotic. 1085 00:53:39,000 --> 00:53:48,000 And the others were pure and altruistic and all they wanted to do was help us and they would warn us about things that the nasty entities were doing. 1086 00:53:48,000 --> 00:53:52,000 And they would give us teaching and methods of developing ourselves and so on. 1087 00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:57,000 In retrospect, I'd like to say that all the entities were equally evil. 1088 00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:05,000 It was the clever way it was presented by showing this group as overtly evil that made us more ready to accept these guys as the good guys. 1089 00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:07,000 In reality, they were all in it together. 1090 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:18,000 In a evaluated situation, the reason they appeared to be good or evil was to create a contrast and also to create further deception. 1091 00:54:18,000 --> 00:54:26,000 It was obviously that the whole thing was an incredible deception, but it would have had no credibility if it was obvious as an deception. 1092 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:31,000 Obviously what spirits do is walk people's perception of what reality is about. 1093 00:54:31,000 --> 00:54:40,000 And I think one of the difficult things is that you are really dealing with people who are being dupped as the best word I could say. 1094 00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:53,000 And in that hanging over of themselves to this power, in that hanging over, they're going to see that as good stuff and not see that they are moving towards some very destructive things for themselves and for others. 1095 00:54:56,000 --> 00:55:01,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this. 1096 00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:06,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this. 1097 00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:09,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this. 1098 00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:14,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this. 1099 00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:19,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this. 1100 00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:24,000 I think that's the reason why I'm doing this.