1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:13,619 Thank 2 00:00:13,619 --> 00:00:29,980 you. 3 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:43,619 Thank 4 00:00:43,619 --> 00:00:59,979 you. 5 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:13,620 Thank 6 00:01:13,620 --> 00:01:29,980 you. 7 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:35,849 *Demonic voice* Hassan Piker! I'm coming to kill you! 8 00:01:35,849 --> 00:01:41,909 In Los Angeles! At your house! I'm going to stalk him and become obsessed with him! 9 00:01:41,909 --> 00:01:50,000 And wear his makeup! And his dresses! Do you blame yourself? 10 00:01:50,000 --> 00:01:57,000 What? Well it's quite common in this situation for a patient to feel a kind of... 11 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:10,000 What situation? ♪♪ 12 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:20,000 ♪♪ 13 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:33,620 Thank 14 00:02:33,620 --> 00:02:49,979 you. 15 00:02:50,000 --> 00:03:01,770 Thank you, I'll 16 00:03:01,770 --> 00:03:13,580 say goodbye soon 17 00:03:13,580 --> 00:03:20,629 , though it's the end of the world. Don't blame yourself 18 00:03:20,629 --> 00:03:27,939 , no And if it's true, I will surround you 19 00:03:27,939 --> 00:03:37,919 And give life to a world that's our own Thank you 20 00:03:37,919 --> 00:03:45,789 , I'll say goodbye soon Though it's the end of 21 00:03:45,789 --> 00:03:53,860 the world Don't blame yourself now And if it's true 22 00:03:53,860 --> 00:04:01,699 , I won't surrender I'll give life to our world 23 00:04:01,699 --> 00:04:13,710 That's all I 24 00:04:13,710 --> 00:04:22,430 never met somebody like me My heart has teeth, my heart 25 00:04:22,430 --> 00:04:29,769 has teeth And it's looking for something to eat My heart 26 00:04:29,769 --> 00:04:36,310 has teeth, my heart has teeth Oh, yeah, then it's a 27 00:04:36,310 --> 00:04:42,220 bittersweet That I love you, would you please? 28 00:04:42,220 --> 00:04:50,379 You never meant something like this My heart has, my heart 29 00:04:50,379 --> 00:04:58,550 has, because my heart has something like this My heart has 30 00:04:58,550 --> 00:05:05,339 teeth, my heart has teeth And it's never for something like 31 00:05:05,339 --> 00:05:12,379 me. My heart has teeth. My heart has teeth. 32 00:05:12,379 --> 00:05:19,379 And it's never for something like me. My heart has teeth. 33 00:05:19,379 --> 00:05:26,379 My heart has teeth. And it's never for something like me. 34 00:05:26,379 --> 00:05:31,379 My heart has teeth. And it's never for something like me. 35 00:05:31,379 --> 00:05:38,939 Cause you've never met something I see. Thought I asked what you think. 36 00:05:38,939 --> 00:05:47,959 Cause you've never met something like me. My heart has seen. 37 00:05:47,959 --> 00:06:01,970 My heart has seen. Disc 38 00:06:01,970 --> 00:06:08,579 laimer. If you want to stop me, you're going to have 39 00:06:08,579 --> 00:06:15,420 to do a lot more than ban me. If you're uncomfortable with the subjects of this sh... 40 00:06:15,420 --> 00:06:18,420 I will no longer be apologizing for doing what I do. 41 00:06:18,420 --> 00:06:23,019 If something offends you, it's satire. If it doesn't, I'm at every word. 42 00:06:23,019 --> 00:06:30,720 Enjoy the show! Well, we're having, obviously, an acceleration of cases now. 43 00:06:30,839 --> 00:06:38,040 We're having now the beginnings of what's called community spread. I can't give you ... 44 00:06:38,040 --> 00:06:42,360 It's almost down, right here. You could easily hack into them. 45 00:06:42,360 --> 00:06:47,779 I also want to talk about an update to a warning regarding a complication to the J&... 46 00:06:47,779 --> 00:06:53,600 Why is gas so expensive and why is the United States inflation rate at a four-time decad... 47 00:07:00,839 --> 00:07:23,649 All right 48 00:07:23,649 --> 00:07:32,139 , partners. keep on rolling baby you know what time it 49 00:07:32,139 --> 00:07:39,410 is i don't even know what time it is 9 22 what are you doing here sorry everything's... 50 00:07:39,410 --> 00:07:45,920 's literally i broke it all welcome back it's the show i forgot how to work the computer... 51 00:07:45,920 --> 00:07:53,350 of uh errors in my life before so that was fun uh but i would like to go ahead and... 52 00:07:53,350 --> 00:07:59,910 uh myself sorry i like poked myself in the eyeball uh i'd like to congratulate myself... 53 00:07:59,910 --> 00:08:07,009 that would have made me cry and it didn't aside from poking myself in the eyeballs n... 54 00:08:07,009 --> 00:08:13,649 uh and it didn't i actually figured it out but that was actually very complicated i... 55 00:08:13,649 --> 00:08:20,310 why i've never anyway obs if you've ever streamed before sorry here's the monologue... 56 00:08:20,310 --> 00:08:27,009 i guess if you've ever streamed before and you use obs you know what i'm talking abou... 57 00:08:27,009 --> 00:08:33,610 ever but it's free and you kind of get what you pay for and sometimes it'll just it ju... 58 00:08:33,610 --> 00:08:40,190 program it crashes every single time like every last one of them and i just i'm like... 59 00:08:40,190 --> 00:08:47,230 it closes i guess i don't know anyways that's fine that's part of it what's up andy ten... 60 00:08:47,230 --> 00:08:53,830 thank you yeah slay yeah listen here buddies i would like i was i'm actually 61 00:08:53,830 --> 00:09:00,470 kind of glad I had technical difficulties of like unknown uh you know origin proximal... 62 00:09:00,470 --> 00:09:07,340 you will uh because I really like I wanted to say something like sappy to you or not sap... 63 00:09:07,340 --> 00:09:13,850 so disrespectful like I wanted to have something really like thoughtful to say an... 64 00:09:13,850 --> 00:09:20,679 of like think about it while the like the intro was running and then it just like I... 65 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:27,529 it's just how life is you know uh obviously you don't need me to summarize the last... 66 00:09:27,529 --> 00:09:34,360 month has been basically from hell you don't need me to summarize that for you uh but then 67 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:40,879 also in the midst of last week actually got quite sick last week um it was it was my u... 68 00:09:40,879 --> 00:09:47,590 birthday last weekend three years old big deal you know uh and they had like a bounc... 69 00:09:47,590 --> 00:09:54,379 're like god like aunt lauren get in i was like all right yeah yeah but i forgot one... 70 00:09:54,379 --> 00:10:01,039 kind of towards the beginning of uh well he goes like pre-k or whatever but uh or i do... 71 00:10:01,039 --> 00:10:07,710 't know he goes somewhere during the day when my brother and sister-in-law are at work s... 72 00:10:07,710 --> 00:10:14,480 -k maybe uh but right like school starting back in and uh my nieces in elementary sch... 73 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:21,080 little petri dishes and not only that bunch of little friends were there because i was... 74 00:10:21,080 --> 00:10:27,860 -blown workout that i needed uh but i like a couple days later i was 75 00:10:27,860 --> 00:10:34,639 like i could feel i could feel it setting in and i like completely lost my voice all la... 76 00:10:34,639 --> 00:10:41,490 but i think i think that was probably good though because there's been so much like... 77 00:10:41,490 --> 00:10:48,200 on and i think that had had been trying to assist with that and do the show i think i... 78 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:54,789 have like i don't think i i had to pick one or the other and i think that kind of forc... 79 00:10:54,789 --> 00:11:01,330 actually over overall has helped i'm not saying i you know i'm doing what i can i'm... 80 00:11:01,330 --> 00:11:07,870 single-handedly saving this republic but no like i like to help i like to be a helper Hel 81 00:11:07,870 --> 00:11:14,409 py Helperton I like to be creepy if I'm being honest I actually it turns out I've learne... 82 00:11:14,409 --> 00:11:21,909 new about myself I actually kind of enjoy watching other people like you know face a... 83 00:11:21,909 --> 00:11:28,759 or two I think that's pretty great uh so I think that uh I mean again you know I I'd... 84 00:11:28,759 --> 00:11:35,309 interacted with Charlie he didn't like we did he didn't know me and then I'd always kind of 85 00:11:35,309 --> 00:11:42,279 just thought about him as like a like a golden retriever kind of dork you know and... 86 00:11:42,279 --> 00:11:48,970 this really it was turning point action the like political like i mean it's all political 87 00:11:48,970 --> 00:11:55,509 but like the like going out and chasing ballots and how much like i just i started... 88 00:11:55,509 --> 00:12:02,250 kind of thought of charlie as kind of like a dork but like a fun like harmless dork and 89 00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:09,340 boy howdy yeah i guess i don't know anyways i don't think you can reason 90 00:12:09,340 --> 00:12:15,870 with crazy uh but it turns out we're surrounded by a lot of crazy uh 91 00:12:15,870 --> 00:12:22,690 and and in a way that's i mean really can't help themselves continuing to do so actual... 92 00:12:22,690 --> 00:12:29,330 more things before the stream started and it's like you know what you're surrounded ... 93 00:12:29,330 --> 00:12:36,009 you know and it had been it had happened multiple times over the course of this pas... 94 00:12:36,009 --> 00:12:42,519 're if you haven't forgotten uh at the beginning it's either at the end of last... 95 00:12:42,519 --> 00:12:49,029 this month that uh tranny shot up a bunch of kids while praying and really like it's li... 96 00:12:49,029 --> 00:12:55,779 first whisper of this right was mocking of prayer they're like well they were praying... 97 00:12:55,779 --> 00:13:02,379 you know we that we all saw that oh boy yeah that okay i guess that's 98 00:13:02,379 --> 00:13:08,909 what i guess that's the line say the line bart sure oh they were praying how much do... 99 00:13:08,909 --> 00:13:15,620 okay sure yeah you don't get it sure whatever fine we get it we get it we know you don't... 100 00:13:15,620 --> 00:13:20,240 then of course Serena Zaruzka. And then now Charlie. 101 00:13:20,240 --> 00:13:25,240 And it's just, I mean, really, it's been, I don't know. 102 00:13:25,240 --> 00:13:31,759 I've asked myself a few times, you know, over the course of the past few years, if it... 103 00:13:31,759 --> 00:13:38,419 been, uh, Hurricane Maria, that was kind of like that pass the point 104 00:13:38,419 --> 00:13:45,120 of no return moment for me. That was my my red pill moment as they say right if it... 105 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:51,860 that you know what would it have been and i mean obviously i know that there are peopl... 106 00:13:51,860 --> 00:13:58,649 gonna live breathe and die by it you know me of old age 107 00:13:58,649 --> 00:14:05,710 right not excitement uh but if anyone was kind of how I 108 00:14:05,710 --> 00:14:12,649 was back when I was a you know trotting out the trotting 109 00:14:12,649 --> 00:14:19,149 out the who goes to college and who votes Republican and who votes Democrat statisti... 110 00:14:19,149 --> 00:14:25,710 Thanksgiving which I did that one year I did that in 2016 uh you know if I were still k... 111 00:14:25,710 --> 00:14:32,559 in that sort of liberal like I don't know I don't know how this wouldn 112 00:14:32,559 --> 00:14:39,120 't do it you know I mean and I it's not even really it 113 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:45,870 's it about political gain ultimately I think we'd rather have the children 114 00:14:45,870 --> 00:14:52,399 who were slaughtered and Charlie and Irina back but here we are we don't have them an... 115 00:14:52,399 --> 00:14:58,980 't know how you don't see it but people truly cannot help themselves and now of course 116 00:14:58,980 --> 00:15:05,590 uh the i've been tracking a couple of different things well a lot of different... 117 00:15:05,590 --> 00:15:12,120 i'm a 35 year old flat woman it's my god-given right as an american to become a... 118 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:18,899 aren to call the managers of places and bitch and i've been doing that uh actually well ... 119 00:15:18,899 --> 00:15:25,480 of learned that uh for contacting universities for professors and whatnot uh... 120 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:32,600 a booster club uh funding for athletics and and you know little student 121 00:15:32,600 --> 00:15:39,419 life stuff uh and and most of them their contact page and like direct lines of cont... 122 00:15:39,419 --> 00:15:46,110 they are like okay well if you're looking for the booster page you probably want to give... 123 00:15:46,110 --> 00:15:52,860 booster clubs and really just practicing my like excuse you tone which actually uh mos... 124 00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:59,389 have been incredibly receptive and i think most most people i spoke with actually on ... 125 00:15:59,389 --> 00:16:06,360 lot of like retweeting and stuff like that but it's we're like oh or they're like we ... 126 00:16:06,360 --> 00:16:12,990 on it all right well don't make me call back i did a couple times i called clemson like... 127 00:16:12,990 --> 00:16:19,710 you know and actually one thing that i do appreciate and shout out to vergy who if y... 128 00:16:19,710 --> 00:16:26,379 with the the revenge of the cis guys a lot he's a good guy but they all gave me shit... 129 00:16:26,379 --> 00:16:33,100 when everyone was uh expressing you know deep and profound regret that trump 130 00:16:33,100 --> 00:16:39,750 had not been assassinated uh by uh what's the little uh crooks thomas mat 131 00:16:39,750 --> 00:16:46,259 thew crooks people were getting fired then uh and then everyone's like well we're better... 132 00:16:46,259 --> 00:16:52,919 this no i'm not and i'll never be again actually it turns out i don't think i'll e... 133 00:16:52,919 --> 00:16:59,429 might become worse actually i think i might study the tactics that are the most effect... 134 00:16:59,429 --> 00:17:06,000 literature on how to do it and spread the knowledge okay like i don't think i'm ever... 135 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:12,599 ever again i want i want consequences i want consequences across all aspects of life i... 136 00:17:12,599 --> 00:17:19,180 're a fucking barista i don't care if you work at taco bell i don't care if you work... 137 00:17:19,180 --> 00:17:25,710 to go to but like i'm not like someone has to work there i don't care if you work there ... 138 00:17:25,710 --> 00:17:32,250 them worse i don't give a fuck i'll be your worst nightmare all right i'll be your wor... 139 00:17:32,250 --> 00:17:38,859 on a first first name basis if i have to i cannot and will not abide that shit anymor... 140 00:17:38,859 --> 00:17:45,450 gie apologized to me for having given me shit previously he's like i was wrong and i'm... 141 00:17:45,450 --> 00:17:52,230 i don't care i don't care if you think it's cringe i don't care if you think 142 00:17:52,230 --> 00:17:58,880 it's like free speech okay they're free to say it i'm free to call their manager that 143 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:05,700 's my that's my right as an american it's your right to say and it's my right to tat... 144 00:18:05,700 --> 00:18:12,210 uh so anyways there's a lot been going on obviously i don't know if you know there's... 145 00:18:12,210 --> 00:18:18,750 in the news what the fuck am i talking about oh by the way if you're new here i know uh... 146 00:18:18,750 --> 00:18:25,349 been chummy okay i don't want to oversell it we're not best friends she like we've neve... 147 00:18:25,349 --> 00:18:32,150 a lot she's a very like she's a very warm and very uh she's like as far as i can tell re... 148 00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:39,250 deal i feel like most everyone has like also witnessed that right uh and actually 149 00:18:39,250 --> 00:18:46,009 uh i went back and i was being really creepy kind of right before everything went to li... 150 00:18:46,009 --> 00:18:53,230 got bad i was being really creepy and i was actually going back and kind of looking at... 151 00:18:53,230 --> 00:18:59,750 dorks that were like calling it weeks before the election and like had such like 152 00:18:59,750 --> 00:19:06,299 like their numbers were super tight and like she i just just wanted to see it uh and uh... 153 00:19:06,299 --> 00:19:13,279 she's in there she's real deal but she's she's very warm very personable but she an... 154 00:19:13,279 --> 00:19:19,829 in common which i think makes us a good duo and when it's time to team up for somethin... 155 00:19:19,829 --> 00:19:26,460 both don't like working with other people like plain and simple i work alone because... 156 00:19:26,460 --> 00:19:33,069 easy to manage to be honest i and and i'm not i don't always have i'm not 157 00:19:33,069 --> 00:19:39,640 always fun to be around sometimes i'm actually downright miserable to be around ... 158 00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:46,400 my own shit uh but she actually uh expressed that because people kept like tagging uh like 159 00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:53,000 putting my like name in her comments like you should work with some and she likes it i... 160 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:59,630 i said it first but we both realized very quickly i respect i like what you do i'll... 161 00:19:59,630 --> 00:20:06,390 i don't want to work with anybody sorry i don't know it works well so we've been ove... 162 00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:13,059 stuff off of each other it's been fun and i she's given me a bit of a bump on social... 163 00:20:13,059 --> 00:20:20,240 you're new here welcome this is it so um but she's really 164 00:20:20,240 --> 00:20:26,880 she's really the real deal also michelle malkin tweeted yesterday i have like i hav... 165 00:20:26,880 --> 00:20:33,539 set up for a couple people and michelle is one of them because she like tweets like o... 166 00:20:33,539 --> 00:20:40,160 's you know hey if that's what it takes to get everyone out of the woodwork and 167 00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:49,519 fuck again is it is it worth it i mean ultimately no but i've enjoyed 168 00:20:49,519 --> 00:20:56,049 the the teamwork and then of course uh i go ahead and give you a forewarning uh i 169 00:20:56,049 --> 00:21:02,759 've not really been i know i know i know there's a lot of people out there right no... 170 00:21:02,759 --> 00:21:09,339 motive uh and whodunit and i know people are talking about like israel and 171 00:21:09,339 --> 00:21:16,000 massad and and all of the like supposed and somewhat confirmed discussions that were... 172 00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:22,660 the scenes which i don't know anything about that okay and i you know eventually i assu... 173 00:21:22,660 --> 00:21:29,519 aware of what everyone's been saying but my focus right now are the literal demons that 174 00:21:29,519 --> 00:21:37,849 are delighting in a man's death making deep fake porn of his bereaved widow and... 175 00:21:37,849 --> 00:21:44,799 That's my focus right now. And, you know, ultimately, the reaction and the response 176 00:21:44,799 --> 00:21:50,180 from my fellow Americans, the whodunit doesn't really matter. 177 00:21:50,180 --> 00:21:53,910 The reaction is the same. I mean, it does matter. 178 00:21:53,910 --> 00:22:01,859 Like, right, it does matter. But also, part of what I've been doing a lot of work, if ... 179 00:22:01,859 --> 00:22:04,910 And by the way, if you are new here, also, there is a pop quiz. 180 00:22:04,910 --> 00:22:08,420 Actually, hang on, Let me open up the Twitter chat really quick because I forgot to do... 181 00:22:08,420 --> 00:22:12,700 There is a pop quiz, and I'm going to quiz you on everything I've said this week. So... 182 00:22:12,700 --> 00:22:16,220 I'm just kidding. I think I'm funny, though. 183 00:22:16,220 --> 00:22:22,039 That's my problem. I don't actually plan to quiz you, but I do think I'm funny. 184 00:22:22,039 --> 00:22:28,910 And that's about all it takes to get me to make a dumb joke. But what I have been 185 00:22:28,910 --> 00:22:35,910 doing this week is helping to, you know, archive digital paper trails 186 00:22:35,910 --> 00:22:41,259 , I guess, of people's digital footprint. Whatever. 187 00:22:41,259 --> 00:22:46,339 You know what I mean. You know the expression. I've been collecting digital f... 188 00:22:46,339 --> 00:22:51,059 Sorry, I know when I mention feet sometimes it's too much. 189 00:22:51,059 --> 00:22:59,099 I know. Sorry. That was my bad. But unfortunately 190 00:22:59,099 --> 00:23:05,869 , and fortunately, I guess, I've read a lot of the things that 191 00:23:05,869 --> 00:23:12,529 largely the tranny boyfriend, I guess, was saying on social 192 00:23:12,529 --> 00:23:19,829 media and some surrounding like comrades, maybe in the figurative 193 00:23:19,829 --> 00:23:26,279 , maybe in the literal sense, you know, kind of seems to be up in the air right now. 194 00:23:27,039 --> 00:23:33,769 um and then a little bit from uh the autism chin uh i don't even know his name 195 00:23:33,769 --> 00:23:40,509 he doesn't get a name it doesn't matter his name's autism face as far as i'm concerned... 196 00:23:40,509 --> 00:23:47,049 way someone posted and it's like it's it's not even funny but they all have the same... 197 00:23:47,049 --> 00:23:53,730 weird chin and someone was like yeah it's autism face and i had to learn what that i... 198 00:23:53,730 --> 00:24:00,279 would have rather not learned and ultimately again would we rather not be in the situat... 199 00:24:00,279 --> 00:24:06,789 one that shot up uh the church in wisconsin uh now this guy and crooks they all have 200 00:24:06,789 --> 00:24:13,440 that like it's it's here i can pull it up if you want uh we're learning 201 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:20,009 about uh he's free to turn replies off but it doesn't change the facts sorry i'm getting... 202 00:24:20,009 --> 00:24:26,579 of push notifications this week which I hate but it's nice to stick you know trying to... 203 00:24:26,579 --> 00:24:33,579 better currently uh hey I know it's way back but I'm sure if you've not seen it I always 204 00:24:33,579 --> 00:24:40,109 assume everyone is just as chronically online as I am even though I know that's probably... 205 00:24:40,109 --> 00:24:46,750 you are a lot of you are more chronically online than I am which is respect where's ... 206 00:24:46,750 --> 00:24:53,559 is hang on boop I know I tell you hang on you don't have a choice it feels goofy 207 00:24:53,559 --> 00:25:00,109 to even like i feel it's like is it allowed to like i don't know it 208 00:25:00,109 --> 00:25:06,690 's been what a weird uh set of uh a lot of emotions right um 209 00:25:06,690 --> 00:25:13,269 oh and i set that up and i don't know how to change it so sorry you get like 210 00:25:13,269 --> 00:25:19,880 flashy i've been on with some stuff like like early last week before all this happened i... 211 00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:26,690 my whole setup and now anyways but they all okay hang on hang on this is you know i need 212 00:25:26,690 --> 00:25:33,400 the where's like the uh i need to put like a fibionacci golden ratio 213 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:42,740 spiral on it uh they all have that chin dude coincidence I don't know. 214 00:25:42,740 --> 00:25:47,309 Someone said it's autism face. I don't know. 215 00:25:47,309 --> 00:25:54,240 I guess. Uh, Zamster says, I think Cand 216 00:25:54,240 --> 00:26:01,730 ace has gone one conspiracy too far. Well, I haven't been, I don't know. 217 00:26:01,730 --> 00:26:08,950 I don't know what she has been saying uh candace though she's one she's another 218 00:26:08,950 --> 00:26:15,609 person that i don't know her she doesn't know me i'm only speaking of her as like a casu... 219 00:26:15,609 --> 00:26:22,470 the subject matter interests me on her show okay uh i appreciate like how she 220 00:26:22,470 --> 00:26:27,579 'll sink her like teeth into a subject I didn't go for it. 221 00:26:27,579 --> 00:26:31,670 However, I do think, uh, don't re-it me. 222 00:26:31,670 --> 00:26:38,650 I do think there's a time and a place. I don't think this is the time nor the place... 223 00:26:38,650 --> 00:26:45,160 I don't know what people are expecting to solve right now, right this very second. 224 00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:52,710 Uh, and I think that ultimately, again, there are very real and actionable 225 00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:59,660 items right in front of your face that need addressing and need 226 00:26:59,660 --> 00:27:06,230 all hands on deck and all eyes on to be quite honest and maybe that's the wrong take but... 227 00:27:06,230 --> 00:27:12,799 's how i feel about it because again ultimately i don't really know if i don't... 228 00:27:12,799 --> 00:27:19,410 are again it's not been i just i'm like i'm sure i'll hear about it eventually uh i do... 229 00:27:19,410 --> 00:27:25,960 about massad or whatever i don't think that's gonna be something i can topple 230 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:32,849 but i can get a barista fired okay i have the power to do that and i feel like that's a... 231 00:27:32,849 --> 00:27:39,549 trade-off uh but like i mean you know i people can't help it and i don't want 232 00:27:39,549 --> 00:27:46,210 to ever it's kind of a delicate balance too because i don't think that it's it's not... 233 00:27:46,210 --> 00:27:53,220 incorrect to to be you know to practice what's the discernment 234 00:27:53,220 --> 00:27:59,769 you know to really take a second before deciding uh what you think about 235 00:27:59,769 --> 00:28:06,460 something or actually even just to practice the act of formulating and expressing your... 236 00:28:06,460 --> 00:28:13,299 of a dying art uh and not just the ones that you hear other people say but to kind of... 237 00:28:13,299 --> 00:28:20,150 um i don't know it's a whole thing i don't know but i i don't know 238 00:28:20,150 --> 00:28:27,000 and i i assume i'll learn eventually but i just i don't know right now because that's... 239 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:33,609 i don't think i can have actionable uh items i could address with that one so i don't i... 240 00:28:33,609 --> 00:28:40,359 't know people is i guess free country do what you want i think 241 00:28:40,359 --> 00:28:50,250 that it's ultimately probably not ideal for people who were very 242 00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:57,059 close i don't i just i feel like i feel like 243 00:28:57,059 --> 00:29:03,559 that pissed me off uh just like can we can we can we wait like we i don't know but whate... 244 00:29:03,559 --> 00:29:10,119 massage chill i don't know i don't know i don't know what the right answer is that's... 245 00:29:10,119 --> 00:29:16,769 the answer oh shit they got me i just think there's 246 00:29:16,769 --> 00:29:23,329 things that i can actually do that will have measurable outcomes and i'm kind of 247 00:29:23,329 --> 00:29:29,849 addicted to that right now uh so i've been uh i've been looking i've been going through ... 248 00:29:29,849 --> 00:29:36,700 know that i know some of you i know i talked to some of y'all too today on on Twitter... 249 00:29:36,700 --> 00:29:43,559 official what's the official word for the uh the documentation oh my god I have so much 250 00:29:43,559 --> 00:29:50,109 like I've got so much information and it's a lot of it is useless but it's just 251 00:29:50,109 --> 00:29:56,900 all bouncing around like I've got his like address on my screen right now like what a... 252 00:29:56,900 --> 00:30:03,490 I don't know I've got like a Che Guevara mini manual of the urban Gor not like 253 00:30:03,490 --> 00:30:10,000 a you know but like a i've been looking at all kinds of crap all right look at all so 254 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:16,529 uh what's the word the the the the uh charging documents uh were issued 255 00:30:16,740 --> 00:30:23,349 today and i gotta be honest uh i'm not super well versed in what 256 00:30:23,349 --> 00:30:30,130 all of the exact uh qualities of a charging document are but you know what 257 00:30:30,130 --> 00:30:37,359 i did do is i looked up what they were because everybody's like um this seems lik... 258 00:30:37,589 --> 00:30:44,789 it is uh it doesn't have timestamps it's not going to that's not what it's for this... 259 00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:51,650 you tell me they had all of this conversation just no actually that's not what a chargin... 260 00:30:51,650 --> 00:30:58,240 who should take two seconds to learn where like to learn it's essentially to give an... 261 00:30:58,339 --> 00:31:05,210 being made by the prosecution for the defendant so they know to prepare a defens... 262 00:31:05,210 --> 00:31:12,259 to be charged or the you know charging doc and it needs to be done with the utmost... 263 00:31:12,259 --> 00:31:18,880 as possible but when you get into time stamps when you get into phone records when you g... 264 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:25,400 timelines who knew what when was there like foreknowledge are they lying are they... 265 00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:32,109 of planted conversation they had that doesn't matter right now that's what they do when ... 266 00:31:32,109 --> 00:31:38,869 know they go to court take that shit to trial bitch um or whatever that happens there 267 00:31:38,869 --> 00:31:45,710 that's not what happens here uh it's it's like writing your rough draft before you... 268 00:31:45,710 --> 00:31:52,269 writing the essay or what i i don't know maybe pick a different metaphor i don't ju... 269 00:31:52,269 --> 00:31:58,839 i don't know people people myself included mind you myself included i annoy 270 00:31:58,940 --> 00:32:05,599 the shit out of myself and i know that i am guilty as charged sorry not to make court... 271 00:32:05,700 --> 00:32:12,799 i know that i am not always like but i feel like it's very disrespectful 272 00:32:12,900 --> 00:32:19,400 to just not know what the fuck you're talking about if there's a reasonable question sur... 273 00:32:19,400 --> 00:32:25,920 why is he why is he not in court why is he like going through because he's being held... 274 00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:32,420 now they're not transporting him anywhere he's staying in like the little like padde... 275 00:32:32,420 --> 00:32:39,400 like he's he's under watch right now they're not gonna they're not gonna risk it he's t... 276 00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:46,380 a thing in 2020 like that it's standard i don't 277 00:32:46,380 --> 00:32:53,329 know but i've read i've read so maybe this is maybe this is 278 00:32:53,539 --> 00:33:00,259 all a like a seven-year reddit post history mko i don't whatever i know you can 279 00:33:00,259 --> 00:33:07,200 fake anything all the time all right i know anything can be fake at all times okay why... 280 00:33:07,279 --> 00:33:13,910 i don't know but that's infuriating to me i like to work with things that i can at lea... 281 00:33:13,910 --> 00:33:20,819 you know like tangible uh countable quantifiable uh as and if it's turns out t... 282 00:33:21,019 --> 00:33:27,529 measurement or the metric or whatever is like when we found out that the ihme was like... 283 00:33:27,529 --> 00:33:34,640 well for covid data we knew it from the beginning i actually called that shit when... 284 00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:41,390 well we knew for sure uh that they had poisoned the well for covid data permanent... 285 00:33:41,390 --> 00:33:48,240 your your scope but i i'd like to work in the known if i can what can even be known what 286 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:54,799 is knowing okay spare me that i majored in english i took rhetoric like i took critic... 287 00:33:54,799 --> 00:34:01,359 i took those classes that taught me about capitalistic structure and white's like an... 288 00:34:01,359 --> 00:34:08,010 how bad those were we read some of them on stream once uh semi recently within the la... 289 00:34:08,010 --> 00:34:14,849 but yeah no no wonder i turned out kind of lefty for a while but uh i know you you know 290 00:34:14,849 --> 00:34:21,619 things i you if you break everything down to the point where none of it even looks like... 291 00:34:21,619 --> 00:34:28,510 then what like what'd you do it for just because i like patterns i like i like... 292 00:34:28,679 --> 00:34:35,369 kinesthetic learner right so anyways i guess masad did it right i don't 293 00:34:35,369 --> 00:34:41,880 know um but i've been reading through their reddit posts there are a 294 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:49,449 couple here's the thing i think too that people don't understand 295 00:34:49,449 --> 00:34:56,340 about and they're like why are they talk like that i don't know these 296 00:34:56,559 --> 00:35:03,260 are two like seemingly closeted or like kind of sheltered ex-mormon 297 00:35:03,269 --> 00:35:09,909 ex-christian kids who are now like early 20s 22 who have 298 00:35:10,190 --> 00:35:17,260 not you know brain isn't even really done in the cookery yet entirely not an excuse 299 00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:24,110 by any means i'm just trying to frame exactly where we're at the life of a 22 year old... 300 00:35:24,110 --> 00:35:30,809 grew up in even though we were all there they do things very differently than how you di... 301 00:35:30,809 --> 00:35:37,510 were 22 or if you're currently 22 congratulations i don't know why you're... 302 00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:44,260 's fine everyone here is old and that's great if you're young though shout out to you i... 303 00:35:44,260 --> 00:35:50,769 and they're keenly aware of it whether or not their parents were making content of them ... 304 00:35:50,829 --> 00:35:57,570 know like there's a whole like child like the family vloggers that like like film their... 305 00:35:57,570 --> 00:36:04,360 all kinds of things happen in childhood now that i wouldn't have even like they couldn... 306 00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:11,610 they're under surveillance constantly and not only that the knee-jerk reaction for everyone 307 00:36:11,610 --> 00:36:18,239 anytime anything happens is to whip out the phone and film or take pictures or whateve... 308 00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:24,820 nothing that can happen if you're around peers that won't be seen by others and so... 309 00:36:24,820 --> 00:36:31,440 a constant pressure to conform and perform for your chosen group of 310 00:36:31,579 --> 00:36:38,150 friends or your subcultures that you're involved in if you get into like the niche... 311 00:36:38,150 --> 00:36:44,670 weird right but everything is performative sorry i don't know i don't know 312 00:36:44,670 --> 00:36:51,940 how long i'm gonna be able to go on for tonight by the way like i hopefully for a... 313 00:36:51,980 --> 00:36:58,619 i got a little frog in my throat uh i can guarantee you i 314 00:36:58,619 --> 00:37:05,230 don't i don't really think about like what what i'm doing now i'm going to and damn 315 00:37:05,230 --> 00:37:11,800 it but you don't think about breathing mechanically you don't think about like wh... 316 00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:18,380 times you don't think about trying to like but it's it's in there constantly they alw... 317 00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:25,099 appear and signify and be ready for like whatever version of cool or 318 00:37:25,099 --> 00:37:31,929 ironic cool it's just it there was you know you have your social uh pressures 319 00:37:31,929 --> 00:37:38,510 as a as a teen you know it was a lot of like neon and sparkly limited two pants there 320 00:37:38,510 --> 00:37:45,039 was a there was a year uh it was fourth grade where me and my best friends there's three... 321 00:37:45,039 --> 00:37:51,849 we were one of us was always kind of the odd one out and we were always fighting it was... 322 00:37:51,849 --> 00:37:58,389 like just like a glitter stripe underneath like like the you know football player but... 323 00:37:58,389 --> 00:38:05,829 we fit in with each other then right but i mean is that cringe and stupid yeah... 324 00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:12,559 but it's fun whatever but it's just so different now and so everything they do th... 325 00:38:12,659 --> 00:38:19,769 they talk to each other is always kind of it's all it's like the performance of it... 326 00:38:19,769 --> 00:38:26,530 than it sometimes okay no i'm painting with a broad brush here these are some generaliti... 327 00:38:26,530 --> 00:38:33,280 get into anything that's done for the or with the intent or with the even expectation th... 328 00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:39,820 be put online which is basically all the time is it's done with that in mind because to ... 329 00:38:39,820 --> 00:38:46,429 or to be seen as out of touch or out of step with the current it's it's what it's the... 330 00:38:46,429 --> 00:38:52,949 just weird it's different it's not it ain't like when we were kids and they grew up in... 331 00:38:52,949 --> 00:38:59,559 the very much the uh the product of that uh the murderers he's 22 or 332 00:38:59,739 --> 00:39:06,489 23 so that would make him 18 years old when trump left office right 333 00:39:06,690 --> 00:39:13,400 so he doesn't i'm not saying he doesn't remember what it was he probably remembers 334 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:20,510 what the adults in his life around him i actually know because they all seem to be... 335 00:39:20,510 --> 00:39:27,159 like how some people like made him feel about how they felt about trump back in the but ... 336 00:39:27,159 --> 00:39:34,230 built different now maybe he was super like politically educated doesn't seem 337 00:39:34,230 --> 00:39:41,300 like it uh but whatever uh and a lot of these like extremely 338 00:39:41,300 --> 00:39:47,940 like begging for like violent youths the youths out there they are young 339 00:39:48,039 --> 00:39:54,550 they were probably 16 or 18 or so in trouble like you know it's they they weren't 340 00:39:54,550 --> 00:40:01,650 necessarily even like george floyd you know time keeps on slipping 341 00:40:01,650 --> 00:40:08,480 into the future right into the future uh so they're they're young they're 342 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:15,380 more chronically online and more autistic and more like performative 343 00:40:15,380 --> 00:40:23,010 and more mired in irony and more like it's not 344 00:40:23,010 --> 00:40:29,550 even about necessarily enjoying it it's about the performance of the enjoyment 345 00:40:29,550 --> 00:40:36,230 it's just like and they're all fucking sociopaths because they were all take it o... 346 00:40:36,230 --> 00:40:42,869 for a couple and like and you know what are we reaping what what we sewed well what ra... 347 00:40:42,929 --> 00:40:49,699 arten like maybe maybe in part they're anti-social they're absolutely 348 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:56,400 autistic as shit they're all like faggots and uh i don't really know what you expect i... 349 00:40:56,400 --> 00:41:03,050 don't know why you expect normal out of that you're not gonna get it you have 22 year o... 350 00:41:03,400 --> 00:41:10,070 Charlie Kirk who again I always just kind of thought is like a like a well put together... 351 00:41:10,070 --> 00:41:16,739 of lovable dork uh and seem as like Hitler incarnate and project so much like 352 00:41:17,059 --> 00:41:23,909 that is insane and you and I both know that so the expectation of of sane or normal or... 353 00:41:23,909 --> 00:41:30,650 or a normal conversation of that is an unreasonable expectation from the from the... 354 00:41:30,650 --> 00:41:37,780 through the reddit posts i actually watched the uh i read the uh lance 355 00:41:37,780 --> 00:41:44,300 a lot flex a lot whatever on reddit has seven years of reddit history that uh the murder... 356 00:41:44,679 --> 00:41:51,949 keep forgetting his name but whatever he doesn't even get one i don't give a shit u... 357 00:41:51,949 --> 00:41:58,739 and that's another indication too if this was a if this was a like a like a true op they... 358 00:41:58,739 --> 00:42:05,250 't have internet history they wouldn't have like sloppy connections all over the place 359 00:42:05,340 --> 00:42:11,920 right thomas matthew crooks nada ryan ralph i had like actually that was yesterday a year 360 00:42:12,300 --> 00:42:18,860 ago by the way uh ryan ralph like i found like newspapers of 361 00:42:18,860 --> 00:42:25,500 him and then some like recent ukraine i would i didn't necessarily find all of this 362 00:42:25,730 --> 00:42:32,889 but it was like newspapers uh from of yore and then uh some recent is 363 00:42:32,889 --> 00:42:39,489 h appearances with like i think it's like msnbc where he's like we 364 00:42:39,489 --> 00:42:46,239 gotta go sacrifice ourselves for ukraine or whatever uh and that's kind of it and 365 00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:52,809 he really seems like the kind of like some of the fuck shit going on you 366 00:42:53,010 --> 00:42:59,820 know uh these kids are all over the damn place they got their their twitch linked t... 367 00:43:00,110 --> 00:43:07,119 steam linked to their tiktok linked to their facebook like like 368 00:43:07,119 --> 00:43:13,670 it's easy not kind of not all of it but some of it retrieval of some of it's been weird... 369 00:43:13,670 --> 00:43:20,199 it's been relatively easy uh that doesn't that that seems abnormal if we're gonna tr... 370 00:43:20,199 --> 00:43:27,219 even just debate on the merits of like what what are the the average like kind of... 371 00:43:27,219 --> 00:43:34,280 could be an op this is a big one they never have a digital footprint ever they they 372 00:43:34,409 --> 00:43:41,090 they do they all have like uh you know they go under pseudonyms but like once you once... 373 00:43:41,090 --> 00:43:47,889 code is that what that's what that was it was like a cryptic whatever once you've solved... 374 00:43:47,889 --> 00:43:54,440 , uh, I don't know what I'm talking about, then you, they, they're the 375 00:43:54,440 --> 00:44:01,070 same everywhere, uh, and because you can see, and shout out to, uh 376 00:44:01,070 --> 00:44:07,789 , someone in, in our midst, I don't, I don't think she wanted me to say anything, but... 377 00:44:07,860 --> 00:44:14,500 who found that, but didn't want to be listed, uh, on the post, so I got all credit for i... 378 00:44:14,500 --> 00:44:21,320 that i had help but i looked like a machine that day that was awesome just for 379 00:44:21,340 --> 00:44:27,889 my own ego uh but i did not i don't i have steam i play some video games 380 00:44:28,199 --> 00:44:34,940 uh but i i didn't know that you could see all of like the profile history and like reall... 381 00:44:34,940 --> 00:44:41,610 actually very uh nitty-gritty data uh until i was made aware because i just i get on the... 382 00:44:41,610 --> 00:44:48,349 play like the deep rock galactic and minecraft which isn't even through steam s... 383 00:44:48,349 --> 00:44:54,889 alert to yuri's revenge because it's fun uh but like it checks quest on halloween but 384 00:44:54,980 --> 00:45:01,539 uh you know i'm not like a big steam gal but uh you can see like all like everything... 385 00:45:01,639 --> 00:45:08,260 it's kind of like the wikipedia pages where you can see the page history you can do th... 386 00:45:08,340 --> 00:45:15,860 it just kind of lays it out for you like a dashboard so it's like we got like the sen... 387 00:45:15,860 --> 00:45:22,719 go through any like change of username or name uh in the case of the the 388 00:45:22,820 --> 00:45:29,920 tranny boyfriend went from lance to luna uh we found all that through steam i love wha... 389 00:45:30,019 --> 00:45:36,590 we're in uh but yeah i that to me seems like again just going off of like what one on... 390 00:45:36,590 --> 00:45:43,159 would I think like an average like intelligence something would look like thi... 391 00:45:43,159 --> 00:45:49,980 a lady in my house who has the power to get baristas fired and to scrape and archive... 392 00:45:49,980 --> 00:45:56,500 's what I've been doing oh my god it's kitty hello say hello little 393 00:45:56,599 --> 00:46:03,150 cat she doesn't want to say hello but there she is kitty there she 394 00:46:03,219 --> 00:46:09,960 is look at that beautiful kitty cat we love our kitty cat don't 395 00:46:09,960 --> 00:46:17,780 we folks uh i also uh i think it's also important 396 00:46:17,780 --> 00:46:25,199 to not get too far away from the central kind of discussions 397 00:46:25,219 --> 00:46:32,210 that have been had here because even before charlie was murdered the conversation 398 00:46:32,210 --> 00:46:39,099 was focusing in on the very real reality of arina zarutska's murder 399 00:46:39,099 --> 00:46:45,719 and the sheer violence of it the brutality of it and the kind of dismissive way 400 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:52,340 she was regarded by other people on the train and you can absolutely say in the initial 401 00:46:52,340 --> 00:46:59,480 it was so sudden and so violent and so like i can i'm a i'm one of those like 402 00:46:59,579 --> 00:47:06,280 deer in headlights people i i wish i had the the programming to like be the one that ru... 403 00:47:06,380 --> 00:47:13,269 the you know fire i don't know if i would i'd want to in hindsight i would always be lik... 404 00:47:13,269 --> 00:47:20,550 but like i have deer in headlights moments i probably would have frozen up too but once... 405 00:47:20,610 --> 00:47:27,380 away no but everyone's kind of that indifference that 406 00:47:27,440 --> 00:47:33,940 very real i just call it what it is it's just like resentment between black 407 00:47:33,989 --> 00:47:40,610 and white people uh is you know in that extraordinarily one-sided that was being... 408 00:47:40,610 --> 00:47:47,210 the public and people weren't backing down from it so i don't really want to fucking... 409 00:47:47,210 --> 00:47:53,909 talk about that when i'm talking about massad or anything really uh because that's an... 410 00:47:53,909 --> 00:48:00,510 needs to be had people need to be able to discuss this stuff openly and just say hey... 411 00:48:00,510 --> 00:48:07,940 's not an easy conversation i guess you know having a conversation isn't even a guarantee 412 00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:14,820 anymore right because that's what charlie was trying to do oh man uh but people were hav... 413 00:48:15,019 --> 00:48:21,539 conversation uh and i think that that's i think to continue to foster that to keep i... 414 00:48:21,719 --> 00:48:28,489 people's minds and and to be willing to engage in that even if it's online or what... 415 00:48:28,489 --> 00:48:35,199 's important uh i i care more ultimately about my country and you'll say well if yo... 416 00:48:35,199 --> 00:48:42,010 you gotta get israel okay okay i hear you i know i know what you're gonna 417 00:48:42,179 --> 00:48:48,739 say i know uh but ultimately uh i care more about my country than i care about 418 00:48:48,750 --> 00:48:55,400 any other i care about my people here more than i care about any other people in the... 419 00:48:55,480 --> 00:49:02,210 in front of my face more than i care about anything else even if it is more important... 420 00:49:02,340 --> 00:49:09,800 control and i can have a hand in i think people tend to abstract away from any sort... 421 00:49:09,860 --> 00:49:16,409 for i'm not i'm talking about everyone else except for everyone who's watching the sho... 422 00:49:16,409 --> 00:49:23,239 y'all have ever done anything wrong so don't worry about you it's not about you but if... 423 00:49:23,239 --> 00:49:29,849 myself included guilty guilty charge uh any sort of responsibility for what's right in... 424 00:49:29,849 --> 00:49:36,440 your face or what you can control or what you you ultimately know that you are going to... 425 00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:43,079 try to help do something about uh and i actually i had this kind of moment uh i 426 00:49:43,079 --> 00:49:49,579 've been i've been praying uh I've been praying a lot don't start fucking fighting... 427 00:49:49,579 --> 00:49:56,579 chat I swear to god I will just I don't do it I don't think I can fight with me don't fi... 428 00:49:56,699 --> 00:50:08,329 uh fuck hang on I'll get it back maybe I might 429 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:18,539 I lost it crab hands crab hands uh i don't want 430 00:50:18,539 --> 00:50:25,579 you saying you were a bad boy in my chat either what the fuck is that 431 00:50:25,579 --> 00:50:32,269 liberty like don't be fucking normal stop talking about being like yeah stop i mean... 432 00:50:32,420 --> 00:50:38,960 be normal as close to normal as you can possibly be i know i know sorry i haven 433 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:45,610 't looked at chat too much yet i haven't said hi i look over and i just see someone talk... 434 00:50:46,079 --> 00:50:52,829 tire and i'm a bad boy stop it house of dignity damn it okay 435 00:50:53,030 --> 00:50:59,579 we tend to abstract away from our responsibilities right in front of our fac... 436 00:50:59,579 --> 00:51:06,079 because we like it's kind of like that fucking liberal chart you know like the th... 437 00:51:06,179 --> 00:51:13,019 things you care about and like the further away it gets from like your core like your... 438 00:51:13,019 --> 00:51:19,719 care like i can i care about and and we we saw that i've seen that a few times of lat... 439 00:51:19,860 --> 00:51:26,969 the performance of caring the performative empathy they like cite that 440 00:51:26,969 --> 00:51:33,639 as like a reason for charlie like charlie deserved to be murdered because he said... 441 00:51:33,639 --> 00:51:41,579 we're seeing it i feel myself getting all gross again rapidly 442 00:51:41,889 --> 00:51:48,480 but whatever truck through it um and i i had that realization of like kind 443 00:51:48,690 --> 00:51:55,300 of leading up to uh if you haven't been here like i i'd kind of let a lot of stuff pile... 444 00:51:55,309 --> 00:52:01,960 i kind of just let my life kind of pile up around me a bit uh like physical like just... 445 00:52:02,170 --> 00:52:08,710 everything needed to be cleaned out and i have been doing that but just kind of like... 446 00:52:08,710 --> 00:52:15,420 it's like gets to the point where it's like broken or not working and like that's a bi... 447 00:52:15,420 --> 00:52:22,079 like if it's like a sos moment yeah i'll i will intervene but otherwise i just kind o... 448 00:52:22,179 --> 00:52:28,920 kind of one day I've been really doing well uh and I had I really I'd been trying 449 00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:35,590 to do the kind of mental uh grief the subsequent kind of realization 450 00:52:36,139 --> 00:52:42,639 that you've dug yourself a bit of a pit while grieving uh the realization that you need ... 451 00:52:42,639 --> 00:52:49,179 out the kind of like not knowing I've been trying to like mentally work my way throug... 452 00:52:49,179 --> 00:52:56,059 shocker uh it doesn't really matter why or how you feel this way i mean 453 00:52:56,059 --> 00:53:02,860 it does and you can it's it's important to understand that but realistically it still... 454 00:53:02,980 --> 00:53:09,860 still things still need just got to get done you got to do more you got to do more for... 455 00:53:09,869 --> 00:53:16,460 and and set better habits because you know you ain't doing great And a lot of, again,... 456 00:53:16,460 --> 00:53:23,639 , but just kind of like, I was like, once I, once I finally, like, really get it, like,... 457 00:53:23,900 --> 00:53:27,300 Just take a fucking step forward. Do anything more than that. 458 00:53:27,980 --> 00:53:32,440 And it made me like think of kind of like the difference. 459 00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:38,940 It really is one of the key differences, I think, between the like the liberal mindse... 460 00:53:38,940 --> 00:53:44,780 is like sitting in a filthy room that needs to be cleaned and talking about the room... 461 00:53:45,019 --> 00:53:48,960 And it's like, well, okay, but why did it get dirty? What are the causes of why it got... 462 00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:54,949 And it's like, okay, like, yeah, that is important to know. Maybe we can, maybe we ... 463 00:53:54,949 --> 00:54:01,760 It needs to be cleaned regardless. We could understand what's making it more, what's... 464 00:54:01,860 --> 00:54:07,039 the room and you don't need to understand like the intersectionality of a mop and a... 465 00:54:07,139 --> 00:54:14,090 You just need to clean it. And, and maybe ultimately that will come by, by the act o... 466 00:54:14,090 --> 00:54:21,000 so uh and so i i really have been kind of in for just my own like internal 467 00:54:21,059 --> 00:54:27,659 i've been kind of in turmoil uh and i had expressed to you guys i think god sometime... 468 00:54:27,710 --> 00:54:34,349 that i don't really i don't really i don't question it but i expressed y'all about 469 00:54:34,369 --> 00:54:41,369 a week ago i think that i was i felt ready to like actually really 470 00:54:41,369 --> 00:54:48,710 do like really get in there again and uh again aside from getting 471 00:54:48,710 --> 00:54:55,239 sick this week it's it's felt it's felt really good to just do stuff and not 472 00:54:55,500 --> 00:55:02,059 like try to cerebralize it's like no this is right in front of me this is what i can do... 473 00:55:02,059 --> 00:55:08,690 fired all right i can call their manager i can call the booster club ipte at clemson... 474 00:55:08,690 --> 00:55:15,690 times a day until they fire this bitch and ultimately that needs to happen too we can... 475 00:55:15,690 --> 00:55:22,590 why oh is it like a foreign psyop yeah but like it's still going still gotta do it we... 476 00:55:22,599 --> 00:55:28,239 fired or whatever you know apply it to whatever fits your own mental model. 477 00:55:29,340 --> 00:55:39,809 Anyways, I really wish I had appreciated Charlie more when he was alive 478 00:55:39,969 --> 00:55:47,739 . That's big regret, right? But I do think 479 00:55:47,739 --> 00:55:55,889 that I don't think that losing focus on what our core 480 00:55:55,889 --> 00:56:03,590 values to if you're one of my international viewers sorry but 481 00:56:03,840 --> 00:56:10,440 what's core to our american values or to our our vision for like a future of amer 482 00:56:10,440 --> 00:56:17,889 ica i think you might want to address systemic problems sure yeah 483 00:56:17,889 --> 00:56:24,409 defo i think there's a more long-term uh you know solutions we're looking at there and ... 484 00:56:24,409 --> 00:56:30,929 what's right in front of our faces right now is like an sos it's like the dog just shit... 485 00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:37,469 got to clean some we got to clean up the dog shit it's everywhere the room have you eve... 486 00:56:37,530 --> 00:56:44,130 laugh like the you know what i mean though for a while 487 00:56:44,130 --> 00:56:52,260 um Roombas Have you ever had a Roomba? 488 00:56:52,309 --> 00:56:58,809 I have one but it's like one of the really old school ones And it won't like Run over... 489 00:56:58,809 --> 00:57:05,659 pretty good sensors But there was like this new Generation of Roomba That like it was... 490 00:57:05,760 --> 00:57:12,320 For like Just like There's this video on YouTube of this guy coming home 491 00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:19,300 After like his Roomba has like His dog like poops on the floor and then the room just... 492 00:57:19,300 --> 00:57:25,800 tour with it just all over the house awful so glad it's not me sorry i just cried i 493 00:57:25,800 --> 00:57:32,300 haven't thought about that in forever it's very funny it's kind of like is it potty... 494 00:57:32,300 --> 00:57:38,989 yeah it is is it kind of like reading the like reviews of sugar-free gummy bears on... 495 00:57:38,989 --> 00:57:45,739 like like i should think this is funny but it's funny uh 496 00:57:45,739 --> 00:57:52,280 i have like the first my dad my dad papa l got it for me for christmas couple years 497 00:57:52,280 --> 00:57:58,940 ago that thing's great but the new ones they put too many computers in our shit you kno... 498 00:57:59,079 --> 00:58:05,670 put too many newfangled sensors and you know what i mean i don't need i don't need 499 00:58:05,670 --> 00:58:12,679 an online login dashboard for my vacuum cleaner i don't want to download a software 500 00:58:13,119 --> 00:58:20,059 update for my fucking grill all right i don't want ai and everything i've ever had that 501 00:58:20,070 --> 00:58:27,190 's electronic i actually would like it to be more low tech i miss when i miss what i wa... 502 00:58:27,190 --> 00:58:33,900 about the other day and i think i might make kind of like a not like it like but 503 00:58:33,980 --> 00:58:40,670 i miss when my camera was a camera and my gp like it wasn't all just like the 504 00:58:40,730 --> 00:58:47,250 one you know box from hell it was like things were like separate places uh or things that 505 00:58:47,320 --> 00:58:53,940 you that you interacted with us i think that i might go a little bit more low tech 506 00:58:53,949 --> 00:59:00,489 on my phone if i have a i don't recommend this the stream is not brought to 507 00:59:00,489 --> 00:59:07,030 you by apple and fuck apple i hateiphones i hate i hate it i hate my iphone but i have... 508 00:59:07,030 --> 00:59:13,590 iphone now the 12 pro max uh and i'm gonna use it till it dies so 509 00:59:13,590 --> 00:59:20,300 i don't know how long that timeline is gonna be but i think i might go a little bit mor... 510 00:59:20,300 --> 00:59:27,000 features on it one thing that i will shout out to apple i hate your phone so much i'm... 511 00:59:27,000 --> 00:59:33,659 to it i hate using it i hate looking at it i hate holding it i guess that's ultimately ... 512 00:59:33,980 --> 00:59:41,059 shout out to ab i just and it's not i don't know it's not like oh like i'm better than... 513 00:59:41,059 --> 00:59:47,929 or like i just i hate it i don't know why i really hate it but i i do like the actual 514 00:59:47,980 --> 00:59:54,800 hardware better i just hate it but i don't use it all the time i'm on my computer... 515 00:59:54,800 --> 01:00:01,400 my screen time i have three screens in front of me right now so my screen time is... 516 01:00:01,400 --> 01:00:08,360 by three and new and new and and out the wazoo sorry um 517 01:00:08,469 --> 01:00:18,550 sorry um i made a joke about hitler 518 01:00:18,550 --> 01:00:26,420 on twitter earlier so i'm getting push notifications I just keep 519 01:00:26,539 --> 01:00:34,179 , I think it's fun to find new ways to express that Hitler is trying to communica... 520 01:00:34,289 --> 01:00:40,789 And people either think it's funny or they're like, what? And if you don't think that's... 521 01:00:40,789 --> 01:00:47,349 ards are so fucking retarded that they think that Sidney Sweeney's blue jeans are, you... 522 01:00:47,349 --> 01:00:51,860 the greatness of the Third Reich. You don't have a sense of humor. 523 01:00:51,969 --> 01:00:58,750 That's hilarious. And I like talking about it. and i know they wrote all our they sai... 524 01:00:58,909 --> 01:01:05,510 freaking out they were first of all your mass formulation psychosis is not as sneaky as 525 01:01:05,510 --> 01:01:12,760 you think and the whole pretending it doesn't exist the being up to like we we see it fo... 526 01:01:12,760 --> 01:01:19,449 uh i know i don't think any liberals watch this show so if you are hey uh if you we 527 01:01:19,460 --> 01:01:26,210 see it i think that's another thing too is like a lot of these people like they they 528 01:01:26,210 --> 01:01:33,119 are of the belief it's no it's no secret that anyone who 529 01:01:33,119 --> 01:01:39,699 has like even like a anything like you know to the right of like stalin is of course a... 530 01:01:39,809 --> 01:01:46,360 it's hitler or whatever the discourse is now uh uh what the fuck am i 531 01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:53,139 even talking about i was gonna go somewhere with that and now i just i'm trying to thi... 532 01:01:53,139 --> 01:01:59,840 the political compass meme i don't know my brain i'm so full of brain rot right now... 533 01:01:59,980 --> 01:02:06,860 at these kids post history i guess they're young adults they're just they're just they 534 01:02:06,860 --> 01:02:13,679 're so fucked up in the head and come from you know seemingly 535 01:02:14,269 --> 01:02:21,460 both come from like decent hard-working loving tight-knit nuclear 536 01:02:22,030 --> 01:02:28,559 families uh and you know i so did i i went astray i tried to push my parents away so... 537 01:02:28,670 --> 01:02:35,619 they wouldn't let me which is why i you know i owe i think pretty much everything... 538 01:02:35,809 --> 01:02:42,449 to them as far as like kind of getting pulled back from the brink without suffering any... 539 01:02:42,860 --> 01:02:49,920 you know maybe losing a few brain cells here or there uh you can people can 540 01:02:49,920 --> 01:02:56,780 do everything right now uh you can do everything right and you can or yeah you k... 541 01:02:56,789 --> 01:03:03,340 it's like statistically impossible to get everything right it's funny i know okay bu... 542 01:03:03,340 --> 01:03:09,929 can you can provide the kind of like love and support and and tight-knit closeness of like 543 01:03:09,929 --> 01:03:17,710 family and have that structure and uh this marxist gender ideology proclaim 544 01:03:17,829 --> 01:03:24,380 s that if if your family does not adhere to your chosen identity that you shut them an... 545 01:03:24,380 --> 01:03:30,980 've all seen it and it's the rejection of you know the collect like 546 01:03:31,230 --> 01:03:37,829 collective just comfort of your family for the the uh affirmation of self 547 01:03:37,980 --> 01:03:44,820 and it becomes that thing that you change the chase the mcguffin and it i mean it has 548 01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:51,960 really driven a lot of people really really batshit crazy uh 549 01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:58,739 and and not only that i mean i i don't know what it's like uh and of course another on... 550 01:03:58,849 --> 01:04:05,579 shit lip things that they say like well women take hormone replacement therapy when they... 551 01:04:05,579 --> 01:04:12,460 boy so that doesn't apply to you or whatever yeah women in menopause are not 552 01:04:12,460 --> 01:04:20,639 14 year old boys or a little like okay argument invalid check 553 01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:30,000 mate libtard uh yeah it exists as a therapy we're aware uh I don't know. 554 01:04:30,099 --> 01:04:37,079 I've seen, just seen, I've seen so many terrible fucking art. Like, cause some peo... 555 01:04:37,139 --> 01:04:45,199 Yeah. Your, your debate King is dead. So now they're like really have just truly... 556 01:04:45,199 --> 01:04:51,730 I think in general, uh, not only how angry people in general are uh 557 01:04:51,900 --> 01:04:59,010 or how spiteful uh people get like and also how unwise it is to have 558 01:04:59,010 --> 01:05:05,880 like your first name last name and like your address listed on like your 559 01:05:05,909 --> 01:05:12,440 link tree like this the meme that was circulating around is like is that people are 560 01:05:12,550 --> 01:05:19,110 like we're being doxxed and it's like you have all of your government information tw... 561 01:05:19,179 --> 01:05:25,889 profile you put that there and you know it's there that's not doxing it's truly just it's 562 01:05:25,889 --> 01:05:32,460 not it's it's what uh and that's another thing too it's like people 563 01:05:32,679 --> 01:05:39,469 are like i don't know why these kids would like put all of this stuff in like their... 564 01:05:39,469 --> 01:05:46,030 it's to be consumed by their friends they're in the panopticon yada yada yada they also... 565 01:05:46,030 --> 01:05:52,570 like even understanding what OPSEC is and, uh, you 566 01:05:52,570 --> 01:05:59,219 know, having any at all. Uh, but that has really 567 01:05:59,789 --> 01:06:07,429 , with the proliferation of app usage and cell phone, it really is that damn cell... 568 01:06:07,429 --> 01:06:10,599 These kids don't know how to tinker with shit. They don't know how to take apart a... 569 01:06:10,599 --> 01:06:17,460 They were taking apart a remote and putting it back together because their robots have... 570 01:06:17,460 --> 01:06:24,429 with stuff they use apps they they don't really understand i'm painting with a broa... 571 01:06:24,429 --> 01:06:31,400 they're very like very like nerdy tech like teens and young adults yeah i know but lik... 572 01:06:31,510 --> 01:06:38,460 they don't really know they're like okay well this is a private 573 01:06:38,690 --> 01:06:45,829 chat i don't like i they can't read or write uh in increasingly large numbers 574 01:06:45,829 --> 01:06:52,340 uh well into adulthood now so i i don't know people are surprised by what they're seein... 575 01:06:52,389 --> 01:06:59,139 we've looked at the like hey kids are like they can't read and they're being just lik... 576 01:06:59,230 --> 01:07:05,760 an eighth grade teacher is like hey 50 of eighth grade is illiterate and people are... 577 01:07:05,849 --> 01:07:12,780 this happen yeah they've been they've been coming this whole time they're here and th... 578 01:07:12,809 --> 01:07:19,480 college and their boyfriend's a furry tranny and now they are going 579 01:07:19,480 --> 01:07:26,039 to go to prison or maybe it's a death penalty i don't 580 01:07:26,039 --> 01:07:36,239 know uh you know not i mean 581 01:07:36,239 --> 01:07:42,789 not whatever but ultimately the outcome will be the outcome they it's not that's not it's 582 01:07:42,789 --> 01:07:49,570 not some like oh it'll get here eventually they're here here we 583 01:07:49,639 --> 01:07:56,320 are yeehaw no child left behind they're all coming 584 01:07:56,780 --> 01:08:03,599 they're all getting dragged along and they're not doing great 585 01:08:03,780 --> 01:08:10,349 is that ultimately their fault i mean what they do as adults is of course 586 01:08:10,420 --> 01:08:16,970 you know your your actions have consequences but like you know the system is turning th... 587 01:08:16,970 --> 01:08:23,529 intended so uh it's sad the whole thing's sad uh but i don't think there's enough 588 01:08:23,600 --> 01:08:30,390 money in the world to get me to like what am i gonna do to be a teacher hell no so uh... 589 01:08:30,399 --> 01:08:36,970 i will if i have a kid i will homeschool or do like a co-op hey the kid not set foot in 590 01:08:36,970 --> 01:08:43,689 a public school building ever ever you hear me uh but anyways 591 01:08:43,689 --> 01:08:51,539 i went to church on sunday first time in like uh 592 01:08:52,170 --> 01:08:58,840 i think maybe i might have i think i went to like a christmas or 593 01:08:58,890 --> 01:09:05,460 a i like i like those services i mean who doesn't who doesn't like christmas service at 594 01:09:05,560 --> 01:09:12,229 church uh i've had a relationship with god since uh september 19th of 2019 actually... 595 01:09:12,229 --> 01:09:19,380 know do you do you call it my my god anniversary i 596 01:09:19,380 --> 01:09:26,279 don't know uh it was when my grandfather died i had 597 01:09:26,279 --> 01:09:32,829 a moment of divine uh i guess clarity that uh truly was heaven sent and 598 01:09:32,829 --> 01:09:39,380 it changed everything forever uh but i have not i've not felt the call until... 599 01:09:39,380 --> 01:09:46,149 expressed a few times on the show i've been i've been recently feeling the drawback to... 600 01:09:46,149 --> 01:09:52,649 you know i think that i probably got everyone sick but i went anyways uh i went to churc... 601 01:09:52,649 --> 01:09:59,409 sunday it was that was nice i don't know if i'm gonna go but i think i'm gonna i didn'... 602 01:09:59,409 --> 01:10:05,960 myself but it was really nice i think i'm gonna shop around a bit before i like... 603 01:10:05,960 --> 01:10:12,590 know what the average visitor number looks like so i couldn't tell you but uh seeming... 604 01:10:12,590 --> 01:10:19,819 people were noticing a bit of an influx here which is what an incredible impact someone 605 01:10:19,819 --> 01:10:26,550 's life could have 31 years old that's what i can't get over 31 years old he was 606 01:10:26,600 --> 01:10:33,750 and what an impact holy crap sorry lord but you know oh also if you were wondering 607 01:10:33,750 --> 01:10:40,390 i my mom asked me a couple weeks ago bad month for this mom my mom 608 01:10:40,390 --> 01:10:46,920 asked me to stop swearing on the internet she asked me to stop saying the f word but i... 609 01:10:47,489 --> 01:10:54,119 best to like try to not swear as much at least via text uh i think by bad month for... 610 01:10:54,119 --> 01:11:01,000 a moratorium on the swear jar uh until october and i think that given the... 611 01:11:01,050 --> 01:11:07,989 i think it's still a good thing to practice towards uh but uh you know what because i'... 612 01:11:07,989 --> 01:11:14,579 fuckers this month and i'm gonna quote tweet them and call them fuckers and i'm gonna g... 613 01:11:14,720 --> 01:11:21,239 come call them fuckers and i don't put a dollar in the jar so uh did i make up my o... 614 01:11:21,239 --> 01:11:27,960 yeah i did sorry mom but i love my mom and i respect my parents and if they if 615 01:11:27,960 --> 01:11:34,600 they make a request of me i think it's you know it's your duty as a child no matter h... 616 01:11:34,770 --> 01:11:41,500 parents and love them and cherish them but i say you know what i think we could postpon... 617 01:11:41,500 --> 01:11:49,289 some legal ground there aka most women in existence w mom swearing something 618 01:11:49,289 --> 01:11:56,119 something sorry uh swearing stocks are up up up right to the moon 619 01:11:56,189 --> 01:12:02,850 diamond hands uh all right does the swear jar fund little cat 620 01:12:02,850 --> 01:12:09,380 toys uh little cat has toys she likes to play with uh she likes 621 01:12:09,489 --> 01:12:16,100 to play with plastic straws so she's killing the planet thanks little cat uh she loves ... 622 01:12:16,210 --> 01:12:22,890 anytime if i uh get any sort of takeout and like unwrap a straw for a drink or whateve... 623 01:12:22,890 --> 01:12:29,470 i always get two and i bring her one home so i'm killing the planet by bringing my cat ... 624 01:12:29,470 --> 01:12:36,119 she also i get her these little um forget the brand but they're like they sound crinkly 625 01:12:36,119 --> 01:12:42,750 like paper kind of uh but it's like filled with catnip it's like a butterfly that's l... 626 01:12:42,750 --> 01:12:49,250 if you know what i'm talking about, you know, she loves those, 627 01:12:49,250 --> 01:12:56,000 uh, but little cat will be, um, little cat will 628 01:12:56,000 --> 01:13:02,979 be, uh, 11 on Friday, by the way, I don't actually know her official birthday, but I... 629 01:13:02,979 --> 01:13:09,579 19th, uh, because that's Hermione Granger's birthday at Harry Potter, uh, and she's 630 01:13:09,579 --> 01:13:16,109 11, so, uh, I still, you know hey i'm a millennial through and through 631 01:13:16,109 --> 01:13:22,800 i i got some of like the those core competencies of millennial enjoyment uh bu... 632 01:13:22,800 --> 01:13:29,329 i found her when i was drunk at burger king uh when i was still living in auburn i kno... 633 01:13:29,329 --> 01:13:36,069 i found her and i took her home and i wasn't gonna keep her so i called her little cat ... 634 01:13:36,069 --> 01:13:43,119 here we are but i i didn't i don't know when she was born officially but i think we're... 635 01:13:43,119 --> 01:13:50,109 little cat on friday you can send her uh bars of gold if you'd like uh bitcoin actually 636 01:13:50,109 --> 01:13:56,729 i don't even know how to receive bitcoin so don't send me bitcoin i don't know if you... 637 01:13:56,789 --> 01:14:03,510 a why i don't want to just don't send me bitcoin it's fine or whatever this shit fa... 638 01:14:03,510 --> 01:14:06,960 i don't want it I don't want it that bad. I don't want to have to set it up. I don't w... 639 01:14:07,069 --> 01:14:12,500 I don't get it. I don't understand it. I appreciate the offer. 640 01:14:12,609 --> 01:14:16,079 It's fine, though. You can keep it. I don't want your fart coin. 641 01:14:16,189 --> 01:14:24,869 But you can send little cat bars of gold. Or bars of... 642 01:14:25,020 --> 01:14:29,760 Oh, I don't know. Sometimes people... And I actually do take these to heart. 643 01:14:29,949 --> 01:14:33,439 If anyone... There's a couple of y'all who... 644 01:14:33,789 --> 01:14:40,739 like andy or uh jbsx like we'll uh set like send like a little uh oh actually 645 01:14:41,060 --> 01:14:47,770 hang on speaking of the devil singing to what what was i singing uh and you can leave like 646 01:14:47,770 --> 01:14:54,539 a little message if you like send like a dollar or two or whatever on on cash app b... 647 01:14:54,550 --> 01:15:01,180 bucks to be like go get little cat treats and i i really do uh for the most part unless ... 648 01:15:01,180 --> 01:15:08,140 10 bucks worth of temptations which is like a box or whatever uh you know the temptation 649 01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:15,489 economy is thriving that is a uh that's an it was a solid 650 01:15:15,489 --> 01:15:21,989 uh steady asset always kind of steadily appreciating in value seemingly 651 01:15:22,390 --> 01:15:29,020 what am i talking about i don't know my cat i don't know what 652 01:15:29,020 --> 01:15:35,630 what what a week huh how about that airline fee i don't i don't really know what to sa... 653 01:15:35,630 --> 01:15:42,130 's still a lot going on a lot like i don't as far as like developing stuff goes 654 01:15:42,130 --> 01:15:48,670 uh i don't i do have something i'm working on but i'm not done with it so i'm not gonna 655 01:15:48,789 --> 01:15:55,439 talk about it because it's kind of like the nature of it right now i learned the hard ... 656 01:15:55,439 --> 01:16:02,289 uh and i i tend to share as i go but there's a couple things right now that are kind of... 657 01:16:02,289 --> 01:16:09,760 are because if they get wind that someone's aware of it uh you know people 658 01:16:09,760 --> 01:16:16,579 have been pretty quick to take stuff down like i was the the salt lake city like gay... 659 01:16:16,689 --> 01:16:23,329 uh there's got some ngo and non-profit ties shock it's 660 01:16:23,329 --> 01:16:30,449 that's not shocking uh like there's there's some some 661 01:16:30,449 --> 01:16:40,800 very entrenched uh militant aggressive uh towards perceived 662 01:16:40,850 --> 01:16:48,840 threats leftist group and again uh not affirming someone's 663 01:16:48,949 --> 01:16:55,899 gender like that's violence that's genocide or whatever there's there you can't you ca... 664 01:16:56,090 --> 01:17:02,739 with they just say shit to each other just repeat it which is why uh the the 665 01:17:02,739 --> 01:17:09,239 name of the show i don't know what did i actually end up settling on uh make the lie 666 01:17:09,239 --> 01:17:15,939 big keep saying it make the lie big keep saying it uh well the middle line is keep ... 667 01:17:15,939 --> 01:17:22,439 but it's a little too too long of it but that's just kind of what we've seen is mak... 668 01:17:22,439 --> 01:17:29,170 charlie kirk is literally hitler or what you know that's a bit hyperbolic keep it simpl... 669 01:17:29,229 --> 01:17:35,819 saying it and uh we've we've witnessed over and over again just how like they only tal... 670 01:17:35,970 --> 01:17:42,640 other they only get their affirmations from very specific people in legacy media which 671 01:17:42,640 --> 01:17:49,250 like is same you know i not me like they don't even watch msnbc i wouldn't recommen... 672 01:17:49,250 --> 01:17:55,810 anybody on this earth but you know what i mean like they don't they don't pay attent... 673 01:17:56,029 --> 01:18:02,699 general is propped up by people who are watching it in a hospital in a coma and... 674 01:18:02,699 --> 01:18:09,239 't even what percentage of households have a tv have cable hang on i'm gonna look it up... 675 01:18:09,310 --> 01:18:16,079 can make a guess in the chat what percentage of american households have 676 01:18:16,239 --> 01:18:22,840 cable was that like nielsen i think does like the the doodad 677 01:18:22,949 --> 01:18:30,890 according to wikipedia which is the most solid source of 678 01:18:30,949 --> 01:18:37,670 information on algor's internet cable television first became available in the... 679 01:18:37,670 --> 01:18:44,180 states in 1948 shout out if you were born before then you're older old old baldy i... 680 01:18:44,180 --> 01:18:51,640 just kidding you're welcome if you're bald it's fine I won't judge you I'll probably 681 01:18:51,640 --> 01:18:58,579 go bald just for saying that uh okay by 1989 53 53 million American 682 01:18:58,579 --> 01:19:01,819 households received cable television with 60 percent of all U.S. 683 01:19:01,859 --> 01:19:06,560 households in 92 okay but now what okay according to FCC U. 684 01:19:06,560 --> 01:19:13,380 S. television subscriptions peaked around the year 2000 68. 685 01:19:13,520 --> 01:19:20,539 5 since then cable subscriptions have been in slow decline as our population has like 686 01:19:20,539 --> 01:19:31,550 grown wild population growing that that's that might get metrics uh 54 687 01:19:31,550 --> 01:19:38,090 .4 by december 2013 get to the point wikipedia 688 01:19:38,090 --> 01:19:44,760 it's like reading the story before you get to the recipe on a page on like a website lik... 689 01:19:44,800 --> 01:19:51,550 your grandma that's nice i just want to know the chili recipe i oh you loved it you 690 01:19:51,550 --> 01:19:58,159 loved eating chili with your grandma in winter i bet i i probably would like to hear 691 01:19:58,260 --> 01:20:05,600 that story but not right now because i want to make chili for me sorry a 2021 pew... 692 01:20:05,600 --> 01:20:15,119 center survey found that the percentage of american adults reported having cable 693 01:20:15,119 --> 01:20:21,899 uh satellite television fell from what all of the wikipedia i expected 694 01:20:21,899 --> 01:20:28,640 more out of you i don't know why i thought for sure they just have because cable... 695 01:20:29,220 --> 01:20:35,720 subscriptions and satellite like those aren't the same that's not even the same 696 01:20:35,859 --> 01:20:42,100 thing uh here's another random website okay i don't know let's see evoka. 697 01:20:42,100 --> 01:20:48,920 tv i listen i can find out what street you live on 698 01:20:48,920 --> 01:20:55,699 but i can't figure out how many people have a tv 699 01:20:55,810 --> 01:21:03,750 subscription oh hang on it is Nielsen group right N 700 01:21:03,890 --> 01:21:10,770 ielsen media research there we go whoop do you ever get like a dollar 701 01:21:10,770 --> 01:21:17,359 in the mail from them it's like the best ever they'll mail 702 01:21:17,359 --> 01:21:23,920 you a dollar and they'll be like if you take more if you take some surveys we'll send y... 703 01:21:23,920 --> 01:21:30,560 it's fine Anybody know what I'm talking about? Is that Neil? 704 01:21:30,659 --> 01:21:35,659 It's someone. Someone sends you like a dollar and they're like, if you do some stuff for... 705 01:21:35,770 --> 01:21:42,819 Pretty cool. It's usually a nice crispy dollar too. 706 01:21:54,930 --> 01:22:01,550 how audiences are watching tv okay here let's get some statistics how many people are 707 01:22:01,550 --> 01:22:08,119 like watching shit regularly i don't watch anything oh shit did i just close obs no i... 708 01:22:08,119 --> 01:22:14,619 okay i minimized it on accident but i was like yeah i got streams over fuck um i don... 709 01:22:14,619 --> 01:22:21,119 anything really i watch like some people stream sometimes i don't know why you'll... 710 01:22:21,529 --> 01:22:28,529 honest but i'm happy you do uh I don't know I watched most of the new King of the Hill 711 01:22:28,529 --> 01:22:35,069 season because I really do like I love King of the Hill great show love Mike Judge I l... 712 01:22:35,069 --> 01:22:41,739 everything he's ever made uh but I didn't even finish that I just I don't I don't en... 713 01:22:41,739 --> 01:22:48,289 to and it's like it was it like as good as the OG it was pretty good I liked it uh 714 01:22:48,289 --> 01:22:54,930 but it's like whatever i'll finish it eventually or i won't i don't know okay... 715 01:22:54,930 --> 01:23:01,579 sen who sent me a dollar once so i owe them a debt of gratitude uh in august of 2025 716 01:23:01,689 --> 01:23:11,250 uh how are people watching crap 46.4 percent are streaming 19. 717 01:23:11,250 --> 01:23:18,220 1 broadcast would that be me am i broadcasting to you i don't think 718 01:23:18,220 --> 01:23:25,539 that counts maybe it does uh cable 22.5 and other 719 01:23:25,539 --> 01:23:33,420 how mysterious 12 read more okay let's learn teach us something 720 01:23:33,420 --> 01:23:39,939 send me more dollars for doing this i feel like this is a pretty good trade-off to be... 721 01:23:40,109 --> 01:23:48,699 god where's my dark mode supremacy silent act great is always 722 01:23:49,329 --> 01:23:56,020 like staunchly on team light mode for web i can't i'm a gremlin 723 01:23:56,130 --> 01:24:03,079 okay i don't okay i don't care about radio how many people 724 01:24:03,180 --> 01:24:10,000 are subscribed to cable whatever i don't care that much enough 725 01:24:10,039 --> 01:24:16,569 more than two probably less than 10 billion okay that's my guesst 726 01:24:16,569 --> 01:24:23,500 imate that's my mental math lefties aren't watching legacy media people man 727 01:24:23,500 --> 01:24:35,109 i don't raise your hand if you have a cable subscription I 728 01:24:35,130 --> 01:24:42,079 feel like my parents, uh, go back and forth between having a cable subscription or not. 729 01:24:42,079 --> 01:24:45,520 I think it's like, it just like a holdout thing. Like, cause I, I miss it. 730 01:24:45,520 --> 01:24:50,029 But like, then once you have it again, you're like, I don't watch it, but I miss it. 731 01:24:50,029 --> 01:24:54,739 I like knowing that I could, I like knowing that I could flip through and not find... 732 01:24:54,800 --> 01:25:02,069 And then ultimately just watch, you know, short YouTube, like reels or whatever, or... 733 01:25:02,180 --> 01:25:05,229 And yeah, Was it YouTube shorts, Instagram reels? 734 01:25:05,510 --> 01:25:13,390 See, I know the lingo. I know the stuff. Man, I'm starting to get really congest 735 01:25:13,390 --> 01:25:19,500 ed really fast, so I'm going to try to speed it up. I have not heard, have not had TV... 736 01:25:19,609 --> 01:25:26,220 Well, Joe, not Joe Diffie. Sorry. 737 01:25:26,329 --> 01:25:32,069 What does he mean, Joe Diffie? Oh my gosh. 738 01:25:32,590 --> 01:25:39,109 John Prine, you know, Spanish pipe dream, blub your TV, throw away your paper, move ... 739 01:25:39,109 --> 01:25:44,220 , have a little garden, eat a lot of peaches. You know, I'm losing it. 740 01:25:44,279 --> 01:25:47,380 I might be. You never listen to John Prine. 741 01:25:47,489 --> 01:25:54,279 She was a level headed dancer on the road to alcohol. 742 01:25:54,529 --> 01:26:01,149 anyways uh many have cable and internet because the company says you can't have one 743 01:26:01,149 --> 01:26:07,750 without the other it's tech lie says thumper the actually i did have 744 01:26:07,930 --> 01:26:14,500 cable i paid for cable uh probably within the last 10 years uh for a 745 01:26:14,510 --> 01:26:21,119 couple years because the subscribe the service offered in my area at the time 746 01:26:21,260 --> 01:26:27,960 was uh comcast which people really hate comcast but actually had a pretty great... 747 01:26:28,010 --> 01:26:35,010 them comcast xfinity and it wasn't cheaper to bundle them but like no i'm bad like 748 01:26:35,010 --> 01:26:41,829 it was like okay sure why not and i didn't watch tv 749 01:26:41,930 --> 01:26:48,500 it's like i want i want oh i like the idea of having the option to watch tv am i gonna do 750 01:26:48,500 --> 01:26:55,039 it no i ain't gonna actually my tv uh my like tv in my living room went out like a year 751 01:26:55,069 --> 01:27:01,649 ago i haven't replaced it because i don't ever sit in my tv i never i never sat in... 752 01:27:01,710 --> 01:27:08,500 now it does kind of look like someone just came in and stole my tv because you know i... 753 01:27:08,609 --> 01:27:15,140 very obvious i was like i don't know i don't really want it i don't even have a tv... 754 01:27:15,250 --> 01:27:22,300 I'm that cool or hippie or whatever the fuck or lazy I 755 01:27:22,300 --> 01:27:28,819 shouldn't use it I'm cheap that's another thing I'm cheap to my 756 01:27:28,819 --> 01:27:35,479 core and I'm like I won't watch it I don't want to buy another one even though 757 01:27:35,479 --> 01:27:42,039 TVs are cheap now you can get like a pretty like big shitty TV for a couple hundred bu... 758 01:27:42,039 --> 01:27:48,840 't watch it wouldn't matter so I have three screens in front of me I spend 759 01:27:48,989 --> 01:27:55,699 any money I do spend on anything is on my computer shit and I don't even spend that... 760 01:27:55,699 --> 01:28:06,430 on that I'm being honest ad hoc although probably probably gonna 761 01:28:06,500 --> 01:28:13,020 pull the trigger on a couple things for scaling up I think I kind of see 762 01:28:13,020 --> 01:28:19,630 the writing on the wall but anyways that's neither here nor there even that won't eve... 763 01:28:19,789 --> 01:28:26,500 ugal to my core so i ain't buying it i am buying cable just to have i like the idea ... 764 01:28:26,810 --> 01:28:33,369 ultimately if i really wanted to watch tv that bad uh i would go to one of my janky... 765 01:28:33,369 --> 01:28:40,000 don't visit them they're frowned upon don't do it uh and then i would ultimately get... 766 01:28:40,050 --> 01:28:46,840 been listening to I decided I was going to enjoy sports ball again this year all for ... 767 01:28:46,960 --> 01:28:53,750 sports ball sayers but I listen to Auburn play on the radio I enjoy that very much... 768 01:28:53,750 --> 01:29:00,340 a kid my dad would be out in the out in the garage doing shit listening to the Auburn... 769 01:29:00,340 --> 01:29:06,840 'd go sit with him listen to oh gosh who's the name of the announcer in the 90s he wa... 770 01:29:06,930 --> 01:29:14,039 of iconic voices I guess everyone feels like their sports like radio announcer is iconic 771 01:29:14,039 --> 01:29:20,619 but Auburn special damn it uh play stupid games win stupid prizes and you get 772 01:29:20,619 --> 01:29:27,420 a stupid mount on the wall that's fair oh what's up pixels thanks for the raid man I... 773 01:29:27,869 --> 01:29:34,409 screen someone left in the back room wait what happened uh what the heck 774 01:29:34,989 --> 01:29:41,750 what the fuck y'all know i had comcast internet only that was okay now 775 01:29:41,750 --> 01:29:48,430 fiber from another company yeah i have google fiber you know uh do i love google 776 01:29:48,430 --> 01:29:55,569 as a company not really uh do i love fiber yeah unfortunately 777 01:29:55,569 --> 01:30:02,180 do big fan it's very fast uh the other week when I thought I was having 778 01:30:02,180 --> 01:30:08,770 internet was having internet connectivity issues, it was because I had been, I've 779 01:30:08,770 --> 01:30:14,060 been routing files to my C drive and it had like, it was out. 780 01:30:14,199 --> 01:30:22,220 So when I was sitting, I was sitting there like, why isn't my internet working and my... 781 01:30:22,590 --> 01:30:27,720 So, Fiverr's great. I love it. 782 01:30:27,770 --> 01:30:34,439 I don't love Google, but I've made my peace with it. I think ultimately, you know 783 01:30:34,439 --> 01:30:42,810 , that'd be all right. Uh, uh, let's get together, please. 784 01:30:42,810 --> 01:30:48,350 How much, I'm not going to read that out loud. 785 01:30:48,380 --> 01:30:54,979 All right, hang on. I have to get up in the morning, so I'm going to go catch some Z's... 786 01:30:54,979 --> 01:31:01,659 is an antenna i think i don't think you i have a digital antenna for the tv that i... 787 01:31:01,659 --> 01:31:08,369 doesn't pick up anything anymore well it does but they're all in spanish and i don't i... 788 01:31:08,369 --> 01:31:14,960 speak espanol muy buen muy bien so uh uh you know is this exciting 789 01:31:14,960 --> 01:31:21,640 conversation i don't know that's the conversation we're getting uh 790 01:31:21,640 --> 01:31:28,170 i've just got a lot of stuff i want to say to you apparently it's been like it's been li... 791 01:31:28,239 --> 01:31:34,869 when the last time i streamed was it was coffee and contemplation it was right when... 792 01:31:34,869 --> 01:31:41,609 caffeine like per oh sorry i accidentally knocked my microphone coffee has like more 793 01:31:41,680 --> 01:31:48,409 caffeine per i guess not like you know milliliter per but i i still don't like it... 794 01:31:48,510 --> 01:31:55,260 the way it tastes i don't like anything about it i can't i don't like drinking it late... 795 01:31:55,260 --> 01:32:02,119 burn again are these exciting conversations no but there's a conversation you're getti... 796 01:32:02,119 --> 01:32:09,109 i don't know why it took me uh 35 years of living to appreciate 797 01:32:09,109 --> 01:32:15,760 the effect even if not the the beverage and people are like well you can make it... 798 01:32:15,770 --> 01:32:22,300 i don't care it's a vehicle to get caffeine into my body so it's fine maybe i didn't h... 799 01:32:22,300 --> 01:32:29,199 's been fun that was like the last time we talked and that 800 01:32:29,210 --> 01:32:35,859 's uh i do an espresso pot now it still tastes like garbage 801 01:32:35,859 --> 01:32:45,140 but it does great so there's that uh Put that shit to bed real fast. 802 01:32:45,199 --> 01:32:49,510 I'm not reading any of your chats. I love stacks, but I see them. 803 01:32:49,890 --> 01:32:56,659 You're fine. You're fine to say it. I don't think you'll read it. 804 01:32:57,050 --> 01:33:01,819 Oh, give it. Hey, don't believe L. 805 01:33:01,920 --> 01:33:05,100 Big don't know on Rumble. I don't know who that is. Oh, my gosh. Hang on. Hang on. 806 01:33:05,199 --> 01:33:10,149 Sorry. I'm sorry. I've totally skipped. Agically came over to the Twitter chat. 807 01:33:10,260 --> 01:33:16,979 I was I was making my way downtown walking fast. faces past sorry i was about to get ... 808 01:33:16,979 --> 01:33:24,189 i have a lot to say is it about nothing yeah yeah it is have i been hunched over my... 809 01:33:24,189 --> 01:33:30,960 like a gremlin in isolation unable to speaketh for a week 810 01:33:30,960 --> 01:33:37,829 yeah also yeah so okay but thank you go over there say 811 01:33:38,010 --> 01:33:44,520 thank you i will we we have manners around here gig thank you for the five bucks toni... 812 01:33:44,539 --> 01:33:51,250 cult kool-aid flavor and cherry and a toast to charlie kirk he must have been good for... 813 01:33:51,250 --> 01:33:57,829 as they are and how 31 years old and like i actually i saw a lot of people 814 01:33:57,829 --> 01:34:04,720 expressing that too who like maybe had always kind of i always got i i'd been 815 01:34:04,720 --> 01:34:12,079 growing to appreciate his organization and the work that he'd done but i didn't... 816 01:34:12,079 --> 01:34:18,789 how deep it went but i've seen people expressing kind of that regret 817 01:34:18,789 --> 01:34:28,859 of like not really recognizing it i mean you 818 01:34:28,859 --> 01:34:35,850 never what did i call the man lived more in his 31 years then 819 01:34:35,859 --> 01:34:42,630 a lot of people will ever live and it's it's what a tragedy that it 820 01:34:42,630 --> 01:34:49,800 's cut short but wow what a life so uh and boy no kidding about 821 01:34:49,800 --> 01:34:56,319 i mean they really i don't know if this guy was trolling on twitter 822 01:34:56,319 --> 01:35:02,829 but the like i saw this dude like like and a lot of people saw it so if you're on twitt... 823 01:35:02,829 --> 01:35:09,649 right wing than charlie kirk and then of course everyone's like posting hitler in t... 824 01:35:09,649 --> 01:35:16,220 like like really how well do you not understand the world that you live in if... 825 01:35:16,220 --> 01:35:22,909 was the embodiment of all of evil incarnate was like the friendly guy who wanted to ta... 826 01:35:22,970 --> 01:35:29,930 good too good for what some of these people deserve and ultimately 827 01:35:30,000 --> 01:35:37,220 that's not my choice to make that's the oh hell 828 01:35:37,930 --> 01:35:46,949 is too good for demons like this and just uh wow uh 829 01:35:46,949 --> 01:35:56,010 thank you gig uh sioran555 thanks for the 830 01:35:56,060 --> 01:36:03,039 two bucks he said after uh or him shim uh after 831 01:36:03,430 --> 01:36:10,020 careful consideration i've decided to become worse sames in fact i continue to i plan t... 832 01:36:10,020 --> 01:36:19,670 to hone the craft uh yeah uh oh i always forget that 833 01:36:19,689 --> 01:36:26,439 but you know as one as uh iron sharpens iron so uh 834 01:36:26,439 --> 01:36:33,300 one friend uh shapes another we can do this together i but 835 01:36:33,329 --> 01:36:40,250 chered that a bit but you know that's the that's the new international 836 01:36:40,250 --> 01:36:46,979 l version i've been trying to do more scripture too uh but i can't i'm 837 01:36:46,979 --> 01:36:53,560 not like one of those this that chapter this verse that i i 838 01:36:53,560 --> 01:37:00,539 like reading the bible it's nice i like the i like the psalms i like the proverbs i like... 839 01:37:00,539 --> 01:37:07,079 over the big lists of names but i've been trying to do a little bit more of that but... 840 01:37:07,079 --> 01:37:13,710 a dense read but one one of these days hopefully god willing i'll be able to be a... 841 01:37:13,710 --> 01:37:20,840 enough to be able to go blah blah blah blah blah chapter this verse that and it'll be... 842 01:37:20,840 --> 01:37:27,479 one for the occasion i always admire people who can do that currently do not 843 01:37:27,479 --> 01:37:34,100 have that skill so uh but i i like that one you know iron sharpens iron 844 01:37:34,180 --> 01:37:40,770 one man or people sharpen other it's like you surround yourself with what fortifies you 845 01:37:40,770 --> 01:37:47,369 and what makes you stronger and better and puts you on a path to you know not to use ... 846 01:37:47,369 --> 01:37:54,100 like you know just collective betterment so we can do this together 847 01:37:54,100 --> 01:38:00,880 we can become worse together we can push each other just when you think you 848 01:38:00,880 --> 01:38:08,060 know do we always see like the expression you don't hate the left enough 849 01:38:08,159 --> 01:38:15,199 or the media enough or whatever you know i do hate them now boy outtie talking about foster 850 01:38:15,199 --> 01:38:22,699 ing hatred yeah um i want to see your act of destruction 851 01:38:22,699 --> 01:38:29,340 now like in every single way the wailing of your women you know so assaulting 852 01:38:29,340 --> 01:38:36,079 the earth where everything you ever built once stood so that nothing may grow there ... 853 01:38:36,079 --> 01:38:42,810 years that's kind of you know a little vengeful actually um yeah i think that peo... 854 01:38:42,810 --> 01:38:49,329 stuff like you can't hate the media enough or whatever and it's like you can't actually ... 855 01:38:49,430 --> 01:38:56,300 think you've reached like you you're like that i can't do it anymore but like there'... 856 01:38:56,399 --> 01:39:02,960 you can always become worse you can always load you can always find new ways and angl... 857 01:39:02,960 --> 01:39:09,939 like to really you know sharpen those that tool set and i think that's important i th... 858 01:39:10,109 --> 01:39:18,460 's inspiring you know the infinite summer or whatever invincible summer al 859 01:39:18,640 --> 01:39:25,340 bert camas he kind of sucks up but I do like the quote I am Thorny thank you for the 50 860 01:39:25,430 --> 01:39:32,670 bucks and I am Thorny posting Cornelius but knuckle 50 bucks 861 01:39:32,670 --> 01:39:39,399 2 bucks 5 bucks 20 but thank you very much I don't 862 01:39:39,399 --> 01:39:46,020 deserve a B all right Cornelius by knuckle but knuckle our 863 01:39:46,020 --> 01:39:52,890 friend I'm sorry I'm readjusting the screen while I drag 864 01:39:52,890 --> 01:39:59,630 the actually I always see I don't know what this is from don't don't judge you 865 01:39:59,630 --> 01:40:06,689 know I don't watch anything that face all the communist shooters have is rocky 866 01:40:06,710 --> 01:40:13,319 Dennis face I still doesn't tell me what what is it I don't doesn't matter 867 01:40:13,319 --> 01:40:19,880 i don't know at this point i'm too afraid to ask that too entirely too much time has... 868 01:40:19,979 --> 01:40:26,720 's the chin though it's the autism chin uh and uh you know far 869 01:40:26,739 --> 01:40:33,500 be it for me to say i don't judge a book by its cover oh i'm judging now 870 01:40:33,600 --> 01:40:40,319 I'm judging and uh I don't give a I hope to be proven wrong by the 871 01:40:40,319 --> 01:40:47,289 contents of the book but I'm judging it by its cover and probably the whole shelf it'... 872 01:40:47,289 --> 01:40:54,590 if you're like in like the uh like the romance section 873 01:40:54,590 --> 01:41:01,130 of a book actually yeah whatever I don't want to like 874 01:41:01,130 --> 01:41:08,020 a young adult like dystopia hunger games divergent like i'm like i'm probably 875 01:41:08,100 --> 01:41:14,600 i'm gonna judge it maybe if i read it i'd enjoy it but i'm gonna be like i'm not gon... 876 01:41:14,600 --> 01:41:21,149 i don't or what i don't know whatever i'm trying to make an analogy here it's not gr... 877 01:41:21,149 --> 01:41:27,819 my best okay uh i don't need to know what it's from though don 878 01:41:27,819 --> 01:41:34,420 't tell me i don't care bro brody thank you 879 01:41:34,420 --> 01:41:44,300 his username i always call him broad which you know is not 880 01:41:44,380 --> 01:41:50,939 fair uh but it's spelled b-r-o-d i don't know why it's it's that second capital 881 01:41:51,649 --> 01:41:58,500 ized d is it brody how do i say it whatever two hundred dollars is insane thank you ve... 882 01:41:58,500 --> 01:42:05,180 i wasn't here back in the day never got to watch you dig and always considered the... 883 01:42:05,260 --> 01:42:12,529 your work it's impressive no i'm actually really good at it uh and i like it and i k... 884 01:42:12,529 --> 01:42:19,239 because i didn't want really like enjoying things i don't know 885 01:42:19,239 --> 01:42:25,869 uh and again i like i kind of knew why i i understood the why uh 886 01:42:25,869 --> 01:42:32,510 a lot of it was was i i have been working through some very complicated 887 01:42:32,510 --> 01:42:39,079 uh you know grief from losing my stepmom it's been two years now uh and then just 888 01:42:39,079 --> 01:42:45,619 kind of like the subsequent uh existential dread the kind of uh free i i what i real ... 889 01:42:45,619 --> 01:42:52,239 was doing but it took me a while to realize what i was doing I was ultimately, I was k... 890 01:42:52,239 --> 01:42:58,100 in, I guess some sort of like subconscious way. I was like, well, if I don't change... 891 01:42:58,199 --> 01:43:05,529 Or, you know, I, I do that. I do freeze. And I had really been doing that to myself in ... 892 01:43:05,529 --> 01:43:12,109 Uh, but I, I stopped doing anything really. I stopped, I stopped enjoying stuff uh 893 01:43:12,109 --> 01:43:18,609 yeah it's not entirely true but i just i the reality of it is 894 01:43:18,609 --> 01:43:25,550 that it's easy when my mind's in the right spot and it hasn't been 895 01:43:25,550 --> 01:43:32,159 easy and i'm not saying it has but like in 20 in 2020 uh 896 01:43:32,159 --> 01:43:38,829 which is when i like i gained like basically an overnight platform was not the plan uh ... 897 01:43:38,829 --> 01:43:45,350 if you if you've already heard the story well congratulations you're gonna hear it again... 898 01:43:45,550 --> 01:43:52,300 went viral as the kids say and it went like crazy viral uh i had to like turn off my c... 899 01:43:52,300 --> 01:43:59,270 like i didn't i had all of the notifications on because it never went off like a reply ... 900 01:43:59,270 --> 01:44:06,020 poster to no one for the love of the game uh i had no idea uh 901 01:44:06,310 --> 01:44:11,819 what i'd Like, what? But I gained, like, a decent little platform overnight. 902 01:44:11,920 --> 01:44:17,420 Like, I think it was, like, 20,000 followers. Something, like, massive. 903 01:44:17,520 --> 01:44:21,949 Overnight. Because I wrote a thread on COVID data. 904 01:44:22,369 --> 01:44:28,779 And I made a lot of, which turned out to be accurate, projections. 905 01:44:32,149 --> 01:44:38,729 kind of postulated how long it had been around based on known as like at 906 01:44:38,880 --> 01:44:45,550 that time they're like the incubator when they were like incubation could take like ... 907 01:44:45,550 --> 01:44:52,329 are so like it kind of took an approximation of it and of course for a while there was... 908 01:44:52,329 --> 01:44:58,829 ever but at the time collecting all of that individualized data from all of the differ... 909 01:44:58,829 --> 01:45:05,420 state uh like health departments like it took a lot of time i wanted it for myself uh bu... 910 01:45:05,420 --> 01:45:12,170 well i'll post it if anyone sees it like whatever they'll enjoy it went crazy viral... 911 01:45:12,180 --> 01:45:18,789 i don't know what to do with it it wasn't the plan because i was working in data analyti... 912 01:45:18,789 --> 01:45:25,289 the time for like a government i was like did like uh defense contracting but i just... 913 01:45:25,289 --> 01:45:31,970 work and i just like posted my normie opinions in the comments of other people's... 914 01:45:31,970 --> 01:45:38,840 know uh people kept asking me like well hey what's it look like now so i kind of kept... 915 01:45:38,840 --> 01:45:45,460 days i should be like well this is what it is this is you know uh and 916 01:45:45,460 --> 01:45:52,890 then i was the one i started to like look at who who Trump 917 01:45:52,890 --> 01:45:59,619 was talking about because it was when he was talking about Tedros Ghebreyesus who is th... 918 01:45:59,619 --> 01:46:06,170 might be familiar he's the director general of the WHO but Trump kept using like very... 919 01:46:06,170 --> 01:46:13,010 biage and phrases when he talked about him he'd say we are at war with a hidden enemy... 920 01:46:13,010 --> 01:46:19,600 back and forth like and they were like subtweeting each other basically through l... 921 01:46:19,600 --> 01:46:26,109 was like i was kind of deciphering some of that and picking up on what the references... 922 01:46:26,109 --> 01:46:33,039 rabbit hole of uh discovering uh peter daszak and the eco health 923 01:46:33,039 --> 01:46:39,550 alliance uh contract which was my second claim to fame um i 924 01:46:39,550 --> 01:46:47,829 think probably which is pretty substantial uh um and so that was 925 01:46:47,829 --> 01:46:54,569 my second big like bump uh and i just kept like i just kind of kept going 926 01:46:54,920 --> 01:47:01,670 like i just i enjoy it still to this day but like i was i was having some very like... 927 01:47:01,670 --> 01:47:08,189 -finding missions uh and it was a blast to do 928 01:47:08,189 --> 01:47:14,699 it and uh it was easy old like it's it's easy to me to like be 929 01:47:14,699 --> 01:47:21,329 able to kind of identify like i'm not like a genius at just like this was like it was e... 930 01:47:21,329 --> 01:47:28,239 i like doing it so i dedicated a lot of my free time to it uh my platform kept growin... 931 01:47:28,329 --> 01:47:35,039 up spotting an anomaly in the 2020 election uh which led me to get my first 932 01:47:35,039 --> 01:47:41,800 ban i lost my first twitter account that had like 120,000 followers on it which 933 01:47:41,899 --> 01:47:48,659 like whatever no sweat uh and then i got like hunted across the internet for like two ye... 934 01:47:48,659 --> 01:47:55,939 kind of like right as like i was getting stuff kind of back together 935 01:47:56,020 --> 01:48:02,739 as far as not getting kicked off twitter every other week which i actually learned ... 936 01:48:02,739 --> 01:48:09,449 or whatever i really don't pay attention to metrics but it became such a game to like... 937 01:48:09,449 --> 01:48:15,960 who like who am i gonna follow first and then they'd like pat like it was fun we made a... 938 01:48:15,960 --> 01:48:22,819 was able to kind of like turn that into like we really formed like a core group and uh... 939 01:48:22,819 --> 01:48:29,600 uh there's really they get that doesn't really matter if you get banned uh and that 940 01:48:29,600 --> 01:48:36,529 was also you know they sent me i went over to gab and i met some of y'all over there 941 01:48:36,529 --> 01:48:43,140 uh I never really I mean I did post on I like cross posted on par 942 01:48:43,140 --> 01:48:49,909 lor but uh but I like and kind of like grew outwards and then I like it had kind of be... 943 01:48:49,909 --> 01:48:56,729 the place uh and I'd had felt a little bit like you know that kind of had lost like a... 944 01:48:56,750 --> 01:49:03,439 of core mission or focus of what to work on and then uh we we went through a big loss ... 945 01:49:03,439 --> 01:49:10,020 I really uh we we knew we were going to lose my stepmom but it just it it messed with m... 946 01:49:10,020 --> 01:49:16,560 't really, I mean, losing someone is horrible, uh, I don't think there's a, an... 947 01:49:16,560 --> 01:49:23,220 way to do it, but, uh, it just, it messed me up in ways that I didn't even become... 948 01:49:23,239 --> 01:49:30,050 , like, a year, or, like, things that I was doing in response to it, like, again, kind... 949 01:49:30,050 --> 01:49:37,899 , I don't know, I don't know what I was doing, uh, but I used to be really good at... 950 01:49:38,010 --> 01:49:43,100 it's still been fun, but I haven't, I haven't, it hasn't been easy. 951 01:49:43,100 --> 01:49:49,619 And so, uh, it's been easy again. And I don't even know how to like, I, I, I know 952 01:49:49,619 --> 01:49:55,279 that seems like a weird metric, but like, it's, it's, it's such a, it feels great. 953 01:49:55,279 --> 01:49:58,640 I've been praying for it. I've been praying for it. 954 01:49:59,020 --> 01:50:06,500 And you know god delivers but what a week for that uh to be the answered 955 01:50:06,680 --> 01:50:13,270 prayer but i appreciate the compliment i don't mean to be full of myself about it b... 956 01:50:13,270 --> 01:50:19,819 'm really i enjoy doing it uh it's something that also i think that people don't people... 957 01:50:20,189 --> 01:50:26,989 people are like interested in it uh like archiving like data retrieval 958 01:50:27,000 --> 01:50:34,439 stuff like that but piecing together like little overall mappings 959 01:50:34,439 --> 01:50:41,409 of something but it will it always kind of goes in and out of like you know people 960 01:50:41,409 --> 01:50:48,159 don't think about it a lot but I see the writing on the wall for it in a lot of... 961 01:50:48,260 --> 01:50:54,859 Google got rid of their entire caching system about a year ago which is a major blow to... 962 01:50:54,859 --> 01:51:01,579 like well it's like a part of like the old internet know, I think devastatingly terri... 963 01:51:01,579 --> 01:51:09,170 back, uh, ultimately edits things that they, it's a massive trope of things. 964 01:51:09,170 --> 01:51:15,670 They're not, but they, they were editing pages and saved, uh, files during COVID an... 965 01:51:15,670 --> 01:51:23,979 , you know, that was just one thing someone caught. What are the odds uh who knows um ... 966 01:51:23,979 --> 01:51:30,689 today for sharing stuff right now but like ultimately that 967 01:51:30,689 --> 01:51:37,279 could go down at any time and just like well bye i guess uh 968 01:51:37,279 --> 01:51:44,350 the the person who if you ever read the faq on archive. 969 01:51:44,350 --> 01:51:51,449 today which uh i i may be one of there's literally dozens 970 01:51:51,510 --> 01:51:58,500 of us but you know the q a is like well who like something's inaccurate will you take ... 971 01:51:58,500 --> 01:52:05,010 funder that keeps it uh you know keeps it funded and i keep it going i'm not taking ... 972 01:52:05,010 --> 01:52:11,680 all sounds right but ultimately i don't trust them I mean probably more than uh way back... 973 01:52:11,680 --> 01:52:18,359 uh I see the writing on the wall and uh my sort of the long-term pie 974 01:52:18,359 --> 01:52:25,489 in the sky dream is to uh at least have a part in uh creating 975 01:52:25,489 --> 01:52:32,060 a sort of like a federated uh answer to the way back machine that is not only reinst 976 01:52:32,060 --> 01:52:38,680 ates a maybe not quite on the scale of google's like caching but like uh if if an... 977 01:52:38,750 --> 01:52:45,279 't know using the browser plug or whatever it'll cache at least those like it'll it'l... 978 01:52:45,279 --> 01:52:51,920 cache of some stuff or i don't know some sort of caching system for some quick retrie 979 01:52:51,949 --> 01:52:58,689 val uh before it gets wiped uh and then also one thing like i love wayback machine but... 980 01:52:58,699 --> 01:53:05,380 why does it it needs collaborative of features why can't i like why can't i tag... 981 01:53:05,380 --> 01:53:11,899 tag like a web page with the dot like that needs to be a thing uh it would not be... 982 01:53:11,930 --> 01:53:18,710 difficult especially if you did it from the jump um and then also to uh add 983 01:53:18,710 --> 01:53:25,479 in some built-in kind of tools like uh like wiki uh data 984 01:53:25,850 --> 01:53:32,590 uses like a sparkle like uh i think that some of that kind of stuff could 985 01:53:32,590 --> 01:53:39,439 just be kind of baked into it where you could use it on your own you could use it and ta... 986 01:53:39,439 --> 01:53:46,250 a collaborative board for like an art like i think that would be 987 01:53:46,319 --> 01:53:53,159 huge so big project expensive but that's my long-term goal now if i can come even 988 01:53:53,229 --> 01:53:59,960 anywhere close to that before i die then i'll have done a good job uh it's what 989 01:53:59,960 --> 01:54:07,060 we are absolutely at a digital dark age i mean i think it's a of all the websites 990 01:54:07,060 --> 01:54:13,810 that were up in like like 10 years ago over 60 percent are gone uh there are 991 01:54:13,810 --> 01:54:21,359 a lot of archives there are a lot of a lot of crawlers get like broken now uh and all li... 992 01:54:21,359 --> 01:54:27,909 's like there's a lot of like archived 404 pages or like redirects that don 993 01:54:28,050 --> 01:54:34,739 't actually are like it's just uh people kind of say the expression i say it all the tim... 994 01:54:34,739 --> 01:54:41,449 we'll say like the internet is forever it's really not uh it's not and it's a little b... 995 01:54:41,510 --> 01:54:48,350 the information ecosystem i obviously like communication is one thing uh you know... 996 01:54:48,350 --> 01:54:54,890 banned and whatnot but it's just like the actual available like pig trails of... 997 01:54:54,970 --> 01:54:58,970 find like a an archive of something on especially on archive. 998 01:54:58,970 --> 01:55:05,590 today some like someone archived something like 10 years ago and it's like the only... 999 01:55:05,600 --> 01:55:12,220 of that page like someone 10 years ago did me this favor it always makes me i always 1000 01:55:12,220 --> 01:55:19,159 think about them fondly i'm like you gotta plant plant trees now for future 1001 01:55:19,159 --> 01:55:25,949 shade so um we won't have shade for a while but we could we could 1002 01:55:25,949 --> 01:55:32,590 plant some trees or maybe something less hippie we could i don't know burn some tir... 1003 01:55:32,590 --> 01:55:39,340 a mandela way just like a america kind of way i guess if there's such a thing all right 1004 01:55:39,340 --> 01:55:45,899 i'm gonna skip over the part where i talk about the tucker conversation was 1005 01:55:45,899 --> 01:55:52,460 good all right i will look at that later i i just haven't been i haven't been watching... 1006 01:55:52,460 --> 01:55:59,260 i've been doing my thing uh for like a week uh and just just in there in the shit 1007 01:55:59,319 --> 01:56:05,939 i feel like i have like a really uh keen sense of the tranny boy 1008 01:56:05,939 --> 01:56:13,630 like i i feel like i know that i don't like i feel like i've crawled around 1009 01:56:13,630 --> 01:56:20,779 in his brain a lot but like I feel like when I 1010 01:56:20,779 --> 01:56:28,000 talk about some of it or like yeah no one else has 1011 01:56:28,000 --> 01:56:34,699 even I don't expect them to if it's just like I don't know sometimes you just you do a... 1012 01:56:34,699 --> 01:56:41,420 well now I can't even like communicate about this with anyone that's how i feel right n... 1013 01:56:41,420 --> 01:56:50,079 okay uh okay uh average age of a fox news channel viewer 1014 01:56:50,079 --> 01:56:57,329 is 69 it says everyone's gotito nice uh they realized television programming 1015 01:56:57,390 --> 01:57:04,560 was evil so there's binary yeah streaming services are garbage too 1016 01:57:04,560 --> 01:57:11,909 like all the like netflix originals have become a meme 1017 01:57:12,180 --> 01:57:19,180 it's always going to be like a like a you know it's always going to be like a race... 1018 01:57:19,279 --> 01:57:25,930 like historical figure uh or like some reimagined for a modern audience 1019 01:57:25,989 --> 01:57:32,539 it's garbage and they always even if it is something that's good any netflix original... 1020 01:57:32,539 --> 01:57:39,039 that i've ever seen that has been like they'll cancel it it just like like well t... 1021 01:57:39,039 --> 01:57:45,539 who are you doing this for back in my day netflix would mail you a movie you'd have to 1022 01:57:45,539 --> 01:57:53,149 watch it and return it these people there is a new i 1023 01:57:53,270 --> 01:57:59,859 forget the name of it uh there is a new game of thrones like it 1024 01:57:59,859 --> 01:58:06,369 's like a kind of like a side story pretty sub uh it's like 1025 01:58:06,729 --> 01:58:13,319 agon's uh egg from anyways it's it's a cool like side plot in the song of ice 1026 01:58:13,319 --> 01:58:20,430 and fire like book series but uh i don't know when it comes So I probably will like watc... 1027 01:58:20,500 --> 01:58:24,680 I kind of hated House of the Dragon. Not to like talk about shows. But. 1028 01:58:24,760 --> 01:58:29,340 I wanted to like Lord of like, you know, I'm like Lord of the Rings. 1029 01:58:29,439 --> 01:58:32,579 Love that. Rings of Power. Garbage. Trash. 1030 01:58:32,649 --> 01:58:36,800 Hated it. So. All my favorite IPs that I did like are. 1031 01:58:37,170 --> 01:58:42,460 Ain't good. So. I probably will give the. 1032 01:58:42,560 --> 01:58:47,000 The Aegon story when I watched the first couple episodes. 1033 01:58:47,479 --> 01:58:54,069 house of the dragons trash sorry sorry if you enjoyed it that's fine you can enjoy stuff... 1034 01:58:54,130 --> 01:59:00,909 ruined too much of the story they changed too much okay i'm a book enjoyer okay we read ... 1035 01:59:00,909 --> 01:59:07,479 better than you i'm just kidding uh a girl thank you for the five doll hairs be been ... 1036 01:59:07,479 --> 01:59:14,500 i was uh sent something looking forward to what you dig up on the furries I've seen... 1037 01:59:14,600 --> 01:59:21,390 I've seen things you cannot see actually I mean I have 1038 01:59:21,390 --> 01:59:31,439 seen an unfortunate amount of cartoon pornography this 1039 01:59:31,439 --> 01:59:38,340 week which is more because the quota is zero and I've exceeded that 1040 01:59:38,439 --> 01:59:44,949 and then some but they all uh uh the murderer crafton 1041 01:59:45,550 --> 01:59:52,810 247 uh had a couple porn games on steam lo and 1042 01:59:52,810 --> 01:59:59,539 behold uh you know maybe it's for the meme nothing means 1043 01:59:59,609 --> 02:00:06,140 anything anymore apparently anything anymore apparently maybe he doesn't even maybe it'... 1044 02:00:06,140 --> 02:00:12,779 even it's just it's because it's ironic nothing means anything it's all deeds you... 1045 02:00:12,779 --> 02:00:19,680 deconstruct it whatever but i bore witness and i wish you know i suffer 1046 02:00:19,680 --> 02:00:26,380 from my art uh let's see sorry i'm scrolling i wanted to say thank you for it sorry 1047 02:00:26,460 --> 02:00:33,210 I'll go back and read obviously chat tomorrow morning for what I do miss but I want to m... 1048 02:00:33,210 --> 02:00:39,789 you for the grift dollars uh ask yourself why Rachel Maddow makes 25 million dollars a y... 1049 02:00:39,789 --> 02:00:46,569 same thing same info um for your local news anchor making 48,000 says bezo 1050 02:00:46,569 --> 02:00:53,460 for 20 dollars um first of all rachel maddow called 1051 02:00:53,779 --> 02:01:00,670 me a fringe blog okay a blog she said it very derisively once 1052 02:01:00,699 --> 02:01:07,779 so that's worth like a dollar it's really really derisive that 1053 02:01:07,779 --> 02:01:15,010 's a good time i used to be so good brody if you're still 1054 02:01:15,010 --> 02:01:21,670 here man i'm just telling you the winds are blowing i used to be 1055 02:01:21,670 --> 02:01:28,399 fucking good dude i'm what i want to be scary again i want to i want to hone the craft 1056 02:01:28,399 --> 02:01:34,920 again and i feel ready for it weird timing but here we are uh they used to like read... 1057 02:01:34,920 --> 02:01:41,489 to get my reports at the white house and like read it and they'd all get mad about it an... 1058 02:01:41,489 --> 02:01:48,289 msnbc and um for a while people would be like why don't you change your user handle some 1059 02:01:48,289 --> 02:01:55,090 bitch i know is not professional some bitch told me which was my old url i did ultimat... 1060 02:01:55,090 --> 02:02:01,760 but like some bitch told me dot com i think it's funny it's not professional but 1061 02:02:01,760 --> 02:02:08,579 hearing these assholes have to like sputter and apologize their way through 1062 02:02:08,579 --> 02:02:15,340 saying my user handle or my website is the power move that i didn't even know i neede... 1063 02:02:15,340 --> 02:02:22,010 it is so fun to really want like not even wanting to say my name like i'm lord 1064 02:02:22,010 --> 02:02:28,699 voldemort all right that was perfect starts with b and rhymes with mitch like just oh ... 1065 02:02:28,789 --> 02:02:35,829 up that they that comes with it um like draws it's like draws more attention 1066 02:02:35,829 --> 02:02:42,369 to it which makes them mad uh so ultimately if you are ever thinking about trying to l... 1067 02:02:42,369 --> 02:02:48,949 a platform make your user handle and your url slightly offensive not too bad 1068 02:02:48,949 --> 02:02:55,829 like the word bitch is ultimately like every like the fact that they like pearl clutch... 1069 02:02:55,829 --> 02:03:02,789 kind of funny make it slightly offensive it's a it's a it's a long-term kind 1070 02:03:02,789 --> 02:03:09,510 of goal but that pay i didn't even know that i wanted that until 1071 02:03:09,510 --> 02:03:16,100 i had it so no i will never change it i will forever be some bitch i know 1072 02:03:16,149 --> 02:03:22,779 as long as i live i'll be a you know god willing i'll be a meemaw literally and be... 1073 02:03:22,779 --> 02:03:29,359 i know i ain't never gonna change it so uh again if you have a plan to unwitting 1074 02:03:29,359 --> 02:03:36,020 ly fall yourself fall i made the user handle some bitch i know it used to be very popul... 1075 02:03:36,020 --> 02:03:42,520 when i made my first account uh when i was still in college to have like an anonymous... 1076 02:03:42,520 --> 02:03:49,170 it was all the rage everyone had like an unknown twitter and not like a frog postin... 1077 02:03:49,170 --> 02:03:55,770 like just like a flimpy like just like a little bullshit post and so I made the han... 1078 02:03:55,770 --> 02:04:02,350 bitch I know because I thought it was funny uh and then like I never used Twitter agai... 1079 02:04:02,420 --> 02:04:09,060 10 more years until I was like okay I forgot about Twitter and then when I went to go l... 1080 02:04:09,060 --> 02:04:15,729 like oh my god yeah so that's the story so i was 2011 1081 02:04:15,739 --> 02:04:22,409 i made a monumental decision that okay not monumental but like it's kind of 1082 02:04:22,409 --> 02:04:29,109 funny like i just thought i was funny and i still do so uh and i feel like if you don'... 1083 02:04:29,109 --> 02:04:36,039 some bitch if you if you're like so if it offends you so you won't enjoy anything 1084 02:04:36,039 --> 02:04:42,550 i have to say anyways uh so we just go ahead and cut that one off at the 1085 02:04:42,550 --> 02:04:49,430 pass that's what like i have like a pretty decent little influx of like new followers... 1086 02:04:49,430 --> 02:04:56,189 is like hard to ignore uh even i don't know it's been a lot and now 1087 02:04:56,189 --> 02:05:02,729 i gotta like say some shit to like make some of them unfollow me gotta gotta like 1088 02:05:02,729 --> 02:05:09,300 trim the hedges bring in the weed garden and because i i can't i don't want to 1089 02:05:09,300 --> 02:05:15,850 fall into the trap of trying to appeal to people that don't get it if you don 1090 02:05:15,850 --> 02:05:22,380 't get it you can go i ain't trying to appeal to you uh be your own archive says emf 45 1091 02:05:22,380 --> 02:05:30,039 drives i do archive box locally like i do my own thing on archive box but i just don't ... 1092 02:05:30,039 --> 02:05:36,560 today for sharing stuff uh please watch the whatever podcast 1093 02:05:36,760 --> 02:05:43,310 uh at least once where the debate hosts andrew wilson uh you'll have at least a... 1094 02:05:43,310 --> 02:05:53,109 understanding of what's really going on in society right now i 1095 02:05:53,260 --> 02:05:59,880 just came back to say that andrew wilson literally the exact type of degenerate man... 1096 02:05:59,880 --> 02:06:06,569 i respect you less as a person if you enjoy him says silent damn damn y'all got some... 1097 02:06:06,569 --> 02:06:13,819 like kind of old chat now uh i don't know man l don't forget the 200 1098 02:06:13,819 --> 02:06:20,479 don't know i listen y'all are in here hamburger every time i see your every time... 1099 02:06:20,479 --> 02:06:27,029 your user handle it cracks me up because i used to i didn't have like an obsession bu... 1100 02:06:27,029 --> 02:06:34,390 to i said i used to watch some amberlynn read the content oh and nobody gets it nobody 1101 02:06:34,460 --> 02:06:41,239 gets nobody understands it but i know you get it i think 1102 02:06:41,460 --> 02:06:48,479 that's great oh it's like i never in my life i've ever just like watched someone for th... 1103 02:06:48,479 --> 02:06:55,939 being like what the fuck what is happening here what a what 1104 02:06:56,260 --> 02:07:03,319 a lady can y'all not like argue in the chat about stop arguing 1105 02:07:03,380 --> 02:07:10,149 in the chat about men and women being different men are from mars and women 1106 02:07:10,149 --> 02:07:16,890 are from venus and we are gonna have this like how do i always do this i swear on me... 1107 02:07:16,890 --> 02:07:23,409 reading it just fucking quit it uh porn games on steam yeah no they're all over the plac... 1108 02:07:23,409 --> 02:07:30,079 's like i mean it's a thing trust or uh actually i wonder if they've taken 1109 02:07:30,079 --> 02:07:36,760 them down off steam surely Let's go find out. 1110 02:07:36,859 --> 02:07:41,460 I don't know how to use the actual Steam program on my computer. 1111 02:07:41,680 --> 02:07:48,319 Because I have like two games I play. It's cool to see. 1112 02:07:48,609 --> 02:07:56,420 And there's a... 1113 02:07:56,829 --> 02:08:07,189 It used a couple of different user handles on Discord. I 1114 02:08:07,260 --> 02:08:20,020 like found 1115 02:08:20,310 --> 02:08:31,199 the fucking fur affinity page. Oh, man 1116 02:08:31,250 --> 02:08:37,260 . It's been a weird week. It's been a horrible, horrible week. 1117 02:08:37,550 --> 02:08:44,279 There's been some real, real moments. Oh, Joe Exotic? 1118 02:08:44,369 --> 02:08:49,380 I don't think that's his legal, his government name followed me. 1119 02:08:49,479 --> 02:08:53,760 He follows a lot of people, and it's not really that special, but... 1120 02:08:53,880 --> 02:08:59,920 The Tiger King, so that's kind of fun. People are like, is he still in prison? 1121 02:08:59,970 --> 02:09:03,960 I don't know. I didn't watch Tiger King either, so I don't know. Sorry. 1122 02:09:05,729 --> 02:09:16,500 yeah there's the and everyone took 1123 02:09:16,510 --> 02:09:24,399 credit for it which is fine i i actually uh i kind 1124 02:09:24,399 --> 02:09:31,329 of initially had the thought i know i got to some of it first which 1125 02:09:31,329 --> 02:09:37,939 is whatever that's fine uh but i i don't usually like pitch a fit about that kind o... 1126 02:09:37,939 --> 02:09:44,579 anyway because i guess like whatever people steal shit on the internet it's true uh bu... 1127 02:09:44,800 --> 02:09:51,579 blame for being the one to post it first uh that'd be great these people will kill you... 1128 02:09:51,579 --> 02:09:58,149 you know for a slight so uh but it was it was so i think i know 1129 02:09:58,159 --> 02:10:04,739 i was the first on uh i know for a gosh darn fact uh and everyone was 1130 02:10:04,739 --> 02:10:11,329 like here's how i've like okay i mean and granted we could all have been going down ... 1131 02:10:11,329 --> 02:10:18,159 rabbit hole together but i also know who was like liking my post and then 1132 02:10:18,159 --> 02:10:24,930 but again this is one of those times where i'm not even gonna be like 1133 02:10:24,930 --> 02:10:31,930 i mean cool tag me next time bro i'm like no actually yeah you found it not me i will n... 1134 02:10:31,930 --> 02:10:38,439 push the subject actually i truly it's like one of those like 1135 02:10:38,760 --> 02:10:45,279 you gotta give like a miss america kind of answer like i'm just glad people are seein... 1136 02:10:45,279 --> 02:10:52,010 even if someone like literally just steals like significant significant amount like... 1137 02:10:52,010 --> 02:10:59,000 to share i would ultimately rather be seen uh i would also ultimately rather connect 1138 02:10:59,029 --> 02:11:06,060 with people who like that kind of stuff because that's what i'd you know feel like... 1139 02:11:06,060 --> 02:11:12,609 i'd be cool to like you know have some face face time i kind of find i find the 1140 02:11:12,609 --> 02:11:19,569 act of like that like i mean content theft that's the internet in general but like wh... 1141 02:11:19,649 --> 02:11:26,340 purposefully like crop out like a user handle or whatever like at least let people go fi... 1142 02:11:26,340 --> 02:11:32,859 cutting off the information information ecosystem and you're adding actually nothi... 1143 02:11:32,859 --> 02:11:39,369 you're putting it out there putting it to like your big audience but like if you are... 1144 02:11:39,369 --> 02:11:45,909 ss reader basically uh i want to connect with people who are actually doing the work i... 1145 02:11:45,909 --> 02:11:52,600 many followers they have or like big or small i find that kind of shit it's like you're... 1146 02:11:52,600 --> 02:11:57,460 like sharing ecosystem online for your fucking Twitter payout. Fuck you. 1147 02:11:57,750 --> 02:12:09,090 But. Anyways. I think they did take 1148 02:12:09,090 --> 02:12:24,939 a steam down. Did they? we 1149 02:12:24,939 --> 02:12:35,180 don't know what any of it means 1150 02:12:35,180 --> 02:12:44,840 though this is actually the mark of a far right whatever Matthew 1151 02:12:44,840 --> 02:12:51,359 Hammond thanks for the dollar Billy Bob Thornton and Landman and Goliath is good t... 1152 02:12:51,439 --> 02:12:58,609 Sly Stallone and Tulsa King is good I'll take your word for it uh Providence 1153 02:12:58,609 --> 02:13:05,340 rumbles one of my first tweets to Elle August 8th 2020 1154 02:13:05,340 --> 02:13:12,239 oh how do you make so much content tweets articles videos yaza I'm saying when 1155 02:13:12,239 --> 02:13:19,289 the when the when I'm it was just easy I don't know and I was doing 1156 02:13:19,289 --> 02:13:26,449 it all on my cell phone too I the last thing I've got laid off uh I decided 1157 02:13:26,449 --> 02:13:33,140 the time I know I've told this to for anybody does it but for anybody I got deplatformed... 1158 02:13:33,140 --> 02:13:40,710 right during election season right after because I've made and gate the whole like... 1159 02:13:40,710 --> 02:13:47,270 fraud crap um I had been laid off like two weeks prior uh my program lost its funding 1160 02:13:47,270 --> 02:13:54,140 they didn't renew like it's it was just like at the end and i was like you know what i ... 1161 02:13:54,199 --> 02:14:00,890 in on like a hundred ish thousand followers i'd never like i'd never tried to monetize... 1162 02:14:00,890 --> 02:14:07,619 some savings i've got like good momentum going uh i just got laid off maybe this 1163 02:14:07,619 --> 02:14:14,310 is maybe this is a sign and then like a week after that i got deplatformed 1164 02:14:14,310 --> 02:14:21,220 uh but so the last thing i bought with my last paycheck uh was my computer because 1165 02:14:21,220 --> 02:14:27,720 I didn't have one I had a Samsung Galaxy Note 9 that I docked with DeX uh that 1166 02:14:27,720 --> 02:14:34,300 the last great cell phone was the Galaxy Note 9 but it has a Samsung has a feature 1167 02:14:34,300 --> 02:14:40,960 called DeX where you can plug it into like a little dock where you can just hook it up ... 1168 02:14:40,960 --> 02:14:47,819 and you can use it as like a it's not i mean it's not as fast as a pc but uh it's like... 1169 02:14:47,819 --> 02:14:54,319 a little desktop i did all of my editing uh i did everything from 1170 02:14:54,319 --> 02:15:00,949 a cell phone which is crazy even with the decks because like it's it's 1171 02:15:00,949 --> 02:15:08,029 still like kind of it's like a basically a just i i don't know how i did it but it fe... 1172 02:15:08,029 --> 02:15:14,710 i don't know uh and it and it just when it's when it's working 1173 02:15:14,710 --> 02:15:21,329 right when all the when all the stars are aligned and all that i don't know 1174 02:15:21,329 --> 02:15:27,989 i feel i feel the it's returning like it has like the the drive and 1175 02:15:27,989 --> 02:15:34,800 the like i just i gotta like i gotta figure out where we're going from here 1176 02:15:34,800 --> 02:15:41,380 but like i'm she's she's back bitch has been back for like a week and then it's like i... 1177 02:15:41,579 --> 02:15:48,659 gonna go with it but it's going somewhere for sure it just feels easy and right and i wa... 1178 02:15:48,699 --> 02:15:55,380 i want to be able to like convey it well and i want to share it with people i want peop... 1179 02:15:55,380 --> 02:15:59,399 uh and like especially like the Peter Daszak EcoHealth Alliance. 1180 02:15:59,399 --> 02:16:07,880 Like I did, I made the, uh, I made like a, uh, like a mini documentary, like... 1181 02:16:07,890 --> 02:16:12,039 Hello. I made a mini documentary, uh, about Peter Daszak. 1182 02:16:12,039 --> 02:16:18,689 It's on Rumble. It's a little dramatic. The editing's like, if I had to go back and do... 1183 02:16:18,689 --> 02:16:25,779 , it's a little corny, but the information is solid, uh, solid, lot, a lot of work. 1184 02:16:25,779 --> 02:16:32,459 Uh, I wrote a, like, 150-page, no, it wasn't that much, 1185 02:16:32,459 --> 02:16:38,319 like, 100-page, like, novella on the Cuomo nursing home scandal. 1186 02:16:38,690 --> 02:16:45,079 Painstaking work, but, like, I wanted to write it. 1187 02:16:45,079 --> 02:16:48,889 I wanted to write it. I don't know, I just wanted, I like doing those things. 1188 02:16:48,889 --> 02:16:55,690 I like making stuff, and it just, it always felt right. And my goal with all of it was... 1189 02:16:55,690 --> 02:17:02,520 to be able to, uh, condense. I mean, like, I guess that's like the whole point of like... 1190 02:17:02,520 --> 02:17:09,110 online or in theory, right. It's like, I understand that it is, I am, I'm privilege... 1191 02:17:09,110 --> 02:17:13,639 I mean, I am, I'm not trying to say that like ironically, I am able to do this full time... 1192 02:17:13,840 --> 02:17:20,399 And it happened since then. And I have honestly not always been, I don't feel lik... 1193 02:17:21,239 --> 02:17:27,819 Uh, and I understand that, uh, what a gift 1194 02:17:27,860 --> 02:17:34,420 , what a gift that is honestly. And I'm so grateful for it. 1195 02:17:34,629 --> 02:17:41,180 Uh, and I, and I, I'm aiming to make y'all proud, but, uh, I understand that I can 1196 02:17:41,219 --> 02:17:49,489 dedicate, you know, autism time to things and really learn them like, and really, really... 1197 02:17:49,680 --> 02:17:53,100 And if you can't learn them and then you can explain them simply, then you don't know it. 1198 02:17:53,180 --> 02:17:59,760 It's kind of, you know, that's kind of the standard. My goal is always just to be abl... 1199 02:17:59,760 --> 02:18:06,590 all that were there or anyone in a way that someone would feel competent 1200 02:18:06,860 --> 02:18:13,260 to also then begin to discuss it more thoroughly and not like. 1201 02:18:13,469 --> 02:18:20,209 and you can't blame people for not knowing the ins and outs of like all of the like... 1202 02:18:20,209 --> 02:18:27,389 and and uh like that that was my job uh and that was always 1203 02:18:27,389 --> 02:18:34,250 kind of the goal of mine was that i want to be able to be able to speak about it compet 1204 02:18:34,250 --> 02:18:40,840 ently people tend to think i'm like a super genius uh because i do i practice the art ... 1205 02:18:40,840 --> 02:18:47,350 know about I don't know about a lot of stuff I just don't talk about it uh because I do... 1206 02:18:47,350 --> 02:18:54,120 be like I don't know enough about that uh or you know we can try to bash our way throug... 1207 02:18:54,120 --> 02:19:00,799 to talk about more stuff competently so uh it's it's end goal in mind for me but 1208 02:19:00,799 --> 02:19:07,350 I think if if that's the end goal in mind for me and that's what can come come about fro... 1209 02:19:07,350 --> 02:19:13,899 way that allows someone else to feel like they know something well enough to discuss... 1210 02:19:13,899 --> 02:19:20,750 just in general and i think that's good especially about like technical i mean oka... 1211 02:19:20,750 --> 02:19:28,450 a retard in my house but like just like subjects that should be discussed 1212 02:19:28,450 --> 02:19:36,079 in more i guess thorough terms like covid tyranny of course 1213 02:19:36,079 --> 02:19:42,780 like yeah no don't lock me in my house ever again i'll kill you i would not i'm just... 1214 02:19:42,780 --> 02:19:49,360 the the mental like the the ramifications of like kind of on society like like 1215 02:19:49,360 --> 02:19:56,139 i want to talk about the cause and effect of the the uh fogarty john fogarty internatio... 1216 02:19:56,430 --> 02:20:02,940 transferring their eco health alliance contracts over to the nih putting like dr 1217 02:20:02,940 --> 02:20:09,959 fauci and like putting everyone on a path of collision and then funding the like the... 1218 02:20:10,159 --> 02:20:16,680 that they like pretend all don't come from the same bat that make a whole bunch of li... 1219 02:20:16,680 --> 02:20:23,200 go talk about it too and stuff that like people are gonna be like oh wow i didn't k... 1220 02:20:23,200 --> 02:20:30,100 only that did you know this and it's like something that matters it was like it's... 1221 02:20:30,319 --> 02:20:37,360 always almost always been COVID and then election stuff and then I got banned and t... 1222 02:20:37,360 --> 02:20:45,319 of like European anti-fascists haha I got so 1223 02:20:45,319 --> 02:20:53,969 canceled uh fuck them fuck them losers and to be fair I 1224 02:20:53,969 --> 02:21:00,559 probably shouldn't have antagonized them after the fact but i 1225 02:21:00,559 --> 02:21:07,350 that like what was it it was karma 161 was the user handle he 1226 02:21:07,430 --> 02:21:14,250 would always find me first uh and he he would always block me so i would always 1227 02:21:14,479 --> 02:21:21,319 know uh when like i would keep an eye on his page and whenever he would block me i'd kn... 1228 02:21:21,530 --> 02:21:28,129 like found me again and i would know that like the the like band brigade was coming... 1229 02:21:28,129 --> 02:21:34,670 down and also they had like people that worked at twitter at the time i remember w... 1230 02:21:34,670 --> 02:21:41,510 like trust and safety uh they had like a direct line of communication so i get bann... 1231 02:21:41,510 --> 02:21:48,129 so i'd always just like tag him and call him a retard and he'd get mad so i did that a ... 1232 02:21:48,129 --> 02:21:54,850 was fun fun times i haven't been banned from anything in so long it's unfair uh 1233 02:21:54,850 --> 02:22:05,190 i asked y'all to stop arguing in the 1234 02:22:05,190 --> 02:22:11,739 chat you're still doing it all right good love to see it love to see it all right go... 1235 02:22:11,739 --> 02:22:18,540 right cool i think i've caught up uh and yeah i'm not a tranny guy too i had to do my... 1236 02:22:18,739 --> 02:22:25,340 to do there well oh yeah about your transmission yeah uh all right hang on let me 1237 02:22:25,340 --> 02:22:32,290 catch up on twitter chat again uh i had i had read the other day charlie's work needs to... 1238 02:22:32,290 --> 02:22:40,360 able for the kids uh papa g it's the zion 1239 02:22:40,360 --> 02:22:46,969 ists okay i don't i don't doubt you sure uh i 1240 02:22:47,030 --> 02:22:53,819 don't know what i'm supposed to do about them so i'm gonna keep doing what 1241 02:22:53,819 --> 02:23:01,090 i'm doing you know what i mean we'll get there eventually i reckon 1242 02:23:01,090 --> 02:23:07,780 we always you know we always do uh i can get again i can get baristas fired 1243 02:23:07,780 --> 02:23:14,479 and i can scrape websites i can't like what am i gonna do about zionists 1244 02:23:14,479 --> 02:23:21,200 so that's how i feel about it right now i think that 1245 02:23:21,290 --> 02:23:27,950 i there's bigger problems no it's the problem okay sure fine that's 1246 02:23:27,950 --> 02:23:34,780 not my the problem currently it's not the thing i want to focus on no 1247 02:23:34,780 --> 02:23:42,159 mean jelly mean it's the Jews okay fair sure what am 1248 02:23:42,250 --> 02:23:49,610 I supposed to do about that okay I get I'm still gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna do my little 1249 02:23:49,610 --> 02:24:01,370 thing I'm doing over here good argument fair point not 1250 02:24:01,489 --> 02:24:08,510 even making fun of it either i guess i kind of am but like just like i don't know what... 1251 02:24:08,510 --> 02:24:15,030 're taking their bi-weekly trip to the whaling wall to take their to 1252 02:24:15,040 --> 02:24:21,860 go smooch on it like i mean like i see it i know i see it but like i got i'd rather fo... 1253 02:24:22,079 --> 02:24:28,889 stuff that is more i think pressing currently because they're gonna keep going over ther... 1254 02:24:28,889 --> 02:24:35,549 about it like whether i'm like hey quit doing that why why do y'all do that so often why... 1255 02:24:35,549 --> 02:24:42,600 our congress in israel right now come back or stay there declare 1256 02:24:42,600 --> 02:24:49,200 your intent i like it it is a multi-millennia 1257 02:24:49,409 --> 02:24:56,450 sand people blood feud thing going on over there i don't think we're gonna resolve it... 1258 02:24:56,450 --> 02:25:03,180 know and sorry if you're a sand person and sorry i always call y'all 1259 02:25:03,180 --> 02:25:09,700 sand people but i just think it's funny to say so i don't really i 1260 02:25:09,760 --> 02:25:16,520 don't really think there's any uh just just clean the room moments 1261 02:25:16,520 --> 02:25:23,409 that i can accomplish there not mean what would happen if someone when leaning on th... 1262 02:25:23,409 --> 02:25:30,409 it to fall over is it not like a bit is it not is is it something that could fall ove... 1263 02:25:30,409 --> 02:25:37,090 it was like built into like raw i don't even know what it is i mean i know what it is... 1264 02:25:37,090 --> 02:25:43,940 where they go you know touch it touch the wall i don't know well now i gotta 1265 02:25:43,940 --> 02:25:50,680 look at it hang on let's go get like some professional images 1266 02:25:50,680 --> 02:25:59,920 i thought can go get all their politicians there right now uh wailing wall there 1267 02:26:00,250 --> 02:26:10,469 you go see i'm multi i 1268 02:26:10,469 --> 02:26:17,329 know i got cultural knowledge oh no it's just like a 1269 02:26:17,329 --> 02:26:23,860 brick wall i don't get it i just i don't know 1270 02:26:24,059 --> 02:26:30,780 what i guess i just thought it was like the side of a mountain i don't know why it kin... 1271 02:26:30,780 --> 02:26:38,260 like what it's like uh man i don't get it 1272 02:26:38,260 --> 02:26:50,750 that's fine though seems to be happening a lot frequently what 1273 02:26:50,829 --> 02:26:57,819 do i know nothing i don't know nothing about nothing even 1274 02:26:57,940 --> 02:27:04,829 i'm just like getting images i'm just curious like what 1275 02:27:04,829 --> 02:27:11,500 the why did i think it was a mountain or like like a 1276 02:27:11,600 --> 02:27:18,180 i i don't know what i thought it was uh ain't this though uh 1277 02:27:18,180 --> 02:27:29,860 newest let's see well neat 1278 02:27:29,860 --> 02:27:39,920 you know we learn a new thing 1279 02:27:39,920 --> 02:27:46,819 every day the thing that's called a wall is actually a wall and not the side of a shee... 1280 02:27:50,829 --> 02:28:00,299 Mars says if I recall correctly the wailing wall is the 1281 02:28:00,299 --> 02:28:07,010 only part of Solomon's temple still standing but I'm probably wrong on that you know mo... 1282 02:28:07,120 --> 02:28:13,969 got you got to go touch it smooch on it a little bit it's 1283 02:28:13,969 --> 02:28:21,209 pretty stone I mean that's you're welcome for that uh 1284 02:28:21,209 --> 02:28:28,190 enriching commentary i i don't know that's my take uh the 1285 02:28:28,260 --> 02:28:36,700 funny thing about the jews argument is if it's true 1286 02:28:36,889 --> 02:28:43,770 did you secretly control everything since forever uh then they did all the shit you... 1287 02:28:43,770 --> 02:28:54,209 's more like the institutions of power uh financial cultural entertainment like 1288 02:28:54,459 --> 02:29:01,040 that kind of stuff uh it's not everything first of all yakub made us in a cave 1289 02:29:01,079 --> 02:29:07,709 if you're if you're what you can thank yakub for that yakub however you say it is it yakub 1290 02:29:07,709 --> 02:29:13,879 how do you pronounce it I gotta get that. I gotta get my pronunciation proper. 1291 02:29:13,879 --> 02:29:20,899 Uh, so that actually was his job. Um, Jews did the rest though, I guess. 1292 02:29:21,100 --> 02:29:27,700 Unironically, that's what I, in my head, that's like what the, uh, black 1293 02:29:27,739 --> 02:29:32,819 Israel, black Hebrew Israelites believe. I don't know what they believe. 1294 02:29:32,879 --> 02:29:37,770 I don't care, but wailing wall, uh, is just the feed on blue sky. 1295 02:29:37,770 --> 02:29:44,819 Hey, Oh, that's pretty good. Uh, the God of the Jews, Yahweh, that's my God, the God o... 1296 02:29:44,819 --> 02:29:57,219 I mean, I'm a, Listen 1297 02:29:57,219 --> 02:30:04,340 . Sounds good to me. I don't know know uh every 1298 02:30:04,709 --> 02:30:13,159 time i learn anything about religious history i then go on to 1299 02:30:13,200 --> 02:30:19,739 find out that like i like i did a whole like dive on 1300 02:30:19,739 --> 02:30:26,829 kind of like the uh uh oh shit what's like the word i'm thinking 1301 02:30:26,829 --> 02:30:33,420 of not hegelian uh i'll find it give me 1302 02:30:33,420 --> 02:30:39,920 a second or i might not what's the word i'm 1303 02:30:40,790 --> 02:30:47,770 thinking of like oh man it's gonna bother me i'll think about 1304 02:30:47,780 --> 02:30:54,530 it in like 20 minutes uh oh i had it and then it went away again you know 1305 02:30:54,530 --> 02:31:01,170 like when you stop thinking about something is when you can think about it i like i ha... 1306 02:31:01,299 --> 02:31:07,840 't have it um whatever it doesn't matter like i can't think of the right word but like l... 1307 02:31:07,840 --> 02:31:14,629 proliferation of people like alistair crowley crowley basically and like kind of trace... 1308 02:31:14,889 --> 02:31:21,530 like the like sabbatian uh like the frankest there's like a back essentially the... 1309 02:31:21,559 --> 02:31:28,180 aanites however you say uh and it's fascinating you know and you trace that... 1310 02:31:28,280 --> 02:31:35,129 and a lot of that like it's like the crypto jew and the uh not like cryptocurrency it'... 1311 02:31:35,129 --> 02:31:41,690 like jews running around and but like the uh like hidden uh in 1312 02:31:41,690 --> 02:31:48,799 society uh and like and then i was like oh this is fascinating 1313 02:31:48,799 --> 02:31:55,350 it's just interesting um it's like you know it's a matter of public 1314 02:31:55,350 --> 02:32:01,989 historical record and then like i started like reading what people would say like i ... 1315 02:32:01,989 --> 02:32:08,719 interesting i want to talk about it and i was like if you talk about that you're a shill... 1316 02:32:08,750 --> 02:32:15,260 know you can't do it generally speaking you can't do enough 1317 02:32:15,260 --> 02:32:22,110 to please anyone ever uh but again a multi-millenn 1318 02:32:22,110 --> 02:32:30,659 ia like uh blood feud religious feud it's like ethnic religious 1319 02:32:30,690 --> 02:32:37,479 regional it's like a land bay i don't ultimately currently I 1320 02:32:37,500 --> 02:32:44,079 'd like to care about that as little as possible. Perhaps after reading some... 1321 02:32:44,079 --> 02:32:51,219 more adamant about it, but God has not laid that on my heart personally that I am awar... 1322 02:32:51,479 --> 02:33:01,809 So, we'll see. My brain only works the same way 1323 02:33:01,809 --> 02:33:05,239 . Can't think of the thing. 20, 30 months goes by and got it. 1324 02:33:05,719 --> 02:33:12,389 only way to uh late to matter well you know what's funny is i know that i used the... 1325 02:33:12,520 --> 02:33:19,100 about when we when we did like a we talked about um stonehenge and it was on the summ... 1326 02:33:19,100 --> 02:33:25,719 i could go look and find that word because then it's like on one of my show titles bu... 1327 02:33:25,719 --> 02:33:35,870 think i'm trying to exercise my brain more let 1328 02:33:35,870 --> 02:33:42,700 me train my like short-term memory i don't know if i can or not uh silent is rage 1329 02:33:42,729 --> 02:33:49,379 baiting in the chat i love to see it just for the love of the game good stuff 1330 02:33:49,479 --> 02:33:56,899 don't just read scripture study it okay like i don't read at all right now so anything ... 1331 02:33:56,899 --> 02:34:03,549 uh from what i have been doing it's it's yeah i understand that a dense book um 1332 02:34:03,549 --> 02:34:10,239 i i intend to that's i know you're trying to help but 1333 02:34:10,440 --> 02:34:17,170 like i my journey my faith in god my relationship with god is is i mean 1334 02:34:17,170 --> 02:34:23,719 it's it's steadfast unshaking unwavering uh i 1335 02:34:23,719 --> 02:34:33,610 got a comfort i got divine confirmation essentially when I needed it 1336 02:34:33,610 --> 02:34:40,790 and um ever since then it's it's been a lot of just 1337 02:34:40,790 --> 02:34:47,889 learning how to trying to learn you know I'm saying I 1338 02:34:47,889 --> 02:34:55,170 'm an expert just to to to to ask for God's blessing and favor 1339 02:34:55,170 --> 02:35:02,250 in my life on things that like having like the notion of 1340 02:35:02,459 --> 02:35:08,979 the God doesn't want to worry about like actually God wants to worry about every... 1341 02:35:08,979 --> 02:35:15,750 it's like the ultimate uh submission to God's authority to give him the little things an... 1342 02:35:15,750 --> 02:35:23,899 the bad things and put it all into his hands. And that's been my journey 1343 02:35:24,000 --> 02:35:30,690 and my relationship with God over the last few years. I felt the call to join a... 1344 02:35:30,709 --> 02:35:37,229 I started the shopping around process last weekend. But it's just so deeply personal 1345 02:35:37,229 --> 02:35:43,940 , and it's maybe not the path that everyone would take in their own 1346 02:35:43,940 --> 02:35:50,520 uh you know growing in their relationship with god but it's it's what works for me i 1347 02:35:50,520 --> 02:35:57,280 do plan to study it but it's it's a dense book uh ain't ain't easy 1348 02:35:57,280 --> 02:36:04,979 reading if people dedicate their entire lives to being a biblical scholar 1349 02:36:04,979 --> 02:36:11,520 and then uh you know it's a it's a it's a lifelong, I think, uh, commitment to 1350 02:36:11,639 --> 02:36:18,280 trying to reach some sort of understanding. But at the core of it is I 1351 02:36:18,280 --> 02:36:24,309 know my, my faith in God is unshakable. 1352 02:36:24,309 --> 02:36:30,739 So there's that. That's pretty good. That's, that's pretty cool. 1353 02:36:30,739 --> 02:36:37,469 Yeah. It's actually everything. So, um, the rest of it i'm just 1354 02:36:37,469 --> 02:36:44,709 kind of figuring it out it's great what is the air 1355 02:36:44,709 --> 02:36:51,530 speed man why are y'all why are y'all always arguing about 1356 02:36:51,530 --> 02:36:58,069 gender essentialism in my chat it's so annoying why are y'all so annoying stop it... 1357 02:36:58,069 --> 02:37:04,909 love looking over and just like that's what you sound like 1358 02:37:04,909 --> 02:37:12,069 you sound like a swarm of angry mosquitoes not really but that's 1359 02:37:12,069 --> 02:37:22,379 how i imagine it oh goodness gracious uh uh 1360 02:37:22,520 --> 02:37:29,520 uh it is our task to weave god throughout our lives and spread 1361 02:37:29,520 --> 02:37:36,319 the message of goodwill and compassion rumble chat sucks donkey dicks 1362 02:37:36,379 --> 02:37:43,729 everett's talking shit i mean there's just a couple of my problem children 1363 02:37:43,729 --> 02:37:50,360 and i love them they all know exactly what to say to piss each other off and to 1364 02:37:50,360 --> 02:37:56,989 get each other arguing and then they'll just like that's just they love it they love it... 1365 02:37:56,989 --> 02:38:03,489 much they can literally never stop even when i'm like can you not no i 1366 02:38:03,489 --> 02:38:10,530 got my answer asked and answered uh the chat's been like 1367 02:38:10,600 --> 02:38:17,120 this for years ellis parlor yeah and i'm gonna look over and get annoyed with you... 1368 02:38:17,120 --> 02:38:23,719 my brain and then i'm like that's the trade-off that's what we get i get to call... 1369 02:38:23,719 --> 02:38:30,569 with affection and annoyance but ultimately that's just that's the deal 1370 02:38:30,569 --> 02:38:37,100 i get to tell you you drive me nuts that's it uh uh thank you for 1371 02:38:37,100 --> 02:38:43,639 the raid uh not seeing the charm and it's the reason i rarely 1372 02:38:43,639 --> 02:38:50,569 come come here anymore says quaios there is that too uh i don't know i kind 1373 02:38:50,569 --> 02:38:57,239 of do hate it uh to be honest sometimes but i i guess if i don't 1374 02:38:57,239 --> 02:39:04,360 know consider that you make people not want to come hang out 1375 02:39:04,360 --> 02:39:11,139 with us when you're being annoying as fuck and ultimately that affects me and my 1376 02:39:11,139 --> 02:39:17,950 life's trajectory and i to be to be perfectly selfish uh i think it's kind 1377 02:39:17,950 --> 02:39:24,620 of unfair i do ask y'all to stop sometimes and you don't take it into consideration b... 1378 02:39:24,620 --> 02:39:31,280 't think it's worth like starting a major i don't want to like chew you like a new one... 1379 02:39:31,280 --> 02:39:38,079 me that all the time they're like your chat uh sucks sometimes uh and it's usually... 1380 02:39:38,079 --> 02:39:44,850 of just a absolutely drawn out the entire show argument over the same thing with uh... 1381 02:39:44,850 --> 02:39:51,479 you're never gonna reach any sort of meaningful agreement let's be honest and... 1382 02:39:51,479 --> 02:39:58,090 okay uh but you're you are affecting actually uh my life by doing that my ultimate like... 1383 02:39:58,090 --> 02:40:04,629 the trajectory my life can take you or do affect it you never know who you're runnin... 1384 02:40:04,629 --> 02:40:11,139 that if you won't do it for you know the sake of me requesting it maybe for that and if you 1385 02:40:11,139 --> 02:40:18,540 don't care about that then that's fine again i don't want to run you off uh ultimately 1386 02:40:18,540 --> 02:40:25,040 i want you here uh it is rude though uh do the it's the jews crowd think that if 1387 02:40:25,040 --> 02:40:31,840 we cut ties with israel all the commies here in the states are just going to magically ... 1388 02:40:32,139 --> 02:40:44,120 that's all right that's great i don't 1389 02:40:44,129 --> 02:40:59,059 know what 1390 02:40:59,059 --> 02:41:05,940 a great question i don't know yes uh the magical evil 1391 02:41:05,940 --> 02:41:12,540 jew spell will be broken uh and not only that you will get to 1392 02:41:12,540 --> 02:41:19,079 uh once a month be able to demand upon uh request any jews jew gold and 1393 02:41:19,079 --> 02:41:26,299 they can't say they have to give it over to you uh that's the if we we gotta break the... 1394 02:41:26,299 --> 02:41:32,940 though uh we gotta divest so it's good to have 1395 02:41:32,940 --> 02:41:39,450 goals i guess i don't know uh i always just kind of think about it i 1396 02:41:39,450 --> 02:41:46,200 compartmentalize it kind of it's just like institutional like judaism kind of like i... 1397 02:41:46,209 --> 02:41:52,850 about like and i i know tell me man i know okay whatever it's kind of how i'm just... 1398 02:41:52,860 --> 02:41:59,860 i think about it within though i think about like the levers of power that organization... 1399 02:41:59,870 --> 02:42:07,219 psl dsa uh adl and i tend to when being 1400 02:42:09,030 --> 02:42:16,129 critical focus on those things because that's something more i don't know copper like... 1401 02:42:16,270 --> 02:42:23,979 i can kind of understand without understanding the blood viewed um because 1402 02:42:23,979 --> 02:42:30,889 whatever you try to understand or study it's never the right thing and i think 1403 02:42:30,889 --> 02:42:37,579 that judaism and jewishness in general it does have that unique not to use their word 1404 02:42:37,700 --> 02:42:44,610 but intersectionality of being a religion a uh you know a nation uh ethno state 1405 02:42:44,649 --> 02:42:51,700 uh and a uh like not what's the word i'm thinking of uh like 1406 02:42:51,700 --> 02:42:58,309 like ethnicity i guess you know what i mean maybe like an ethnic religious 1407 02:42:58,329 --> 02:43:05,090 uh national like you'd be a couple different kinds of like jewish 1408 02:43:05,090 --> 02:43:11,670 uh and all of them can be blanket protected under anti-se 1409 02:43:11,950 --> 02:43:18,479 mitism which is crazy uh and then you take they've like the 1410 02:43:18,479 --> 02:43:25,469 institutional judaism judaism enjoyers i don't know i can't talk right 1411 02:43:25,479 --> 02:43:31,989 now uh like greenblatt adl have wielded that sort of cultural capital 1412 02:43:31,989 --> 02:43:38,510 to then go on to punish expressions of dissent from zionism which is ultimately 1413 02:43:38,510 --> 02:43:45,290 again the prioritization of israel which i'd like fun i don't put your country first i ... 1414 02:43:45,409 --> 02:43:52,040 first damn it uh so that's what i tend to think about the most is like that is 1415 02:43:52,040 --> 02:43:58,709 crazy i don't really care if someone has matzo ball soup or does state or like 1416 02:43:58,770 --> 02:44:05,530 i don't realistically i care about that more than i care like you know uh i 1417 02:44:05,649 --> 02:44:15,979 feel badly for people being slaughtered uh 1418 02:44:16,239 --> 02:44:23,989 in Gaza ultimately I don't think I can do much about 1419 02:44:23,989 --> 02:44:31,059 it you know uh but I can try to uh identify again 1420 02:44:31,059 --> 02:44:38,270 like the like socio-cultural levers of power within my own nation 1421 02:44:38,270 --> 02:44:44,979 and uh discuss those and try to unravel those so that's how i kind 1422 02:44:44,989 --> 02:44:51,709 of compartmentalize it i try to learn the rest of it uh but one woman 1423 02:44:51,709 --> 02:44:58,329 stands against the idf i don't think that's gonna go well could probably 1424 02:44:58,329 --> 02:45:05,000 not though uh so if you've ever just kind of wondered in generally where my head's at that 1425 02:45:05,000 --> 02:45:11,709 's just kind what it is I'm trying to just try to 1426 02:45:11,709 --> 02:45:21,200 keep my focus on things that I think ultimately the outcome can 1427 02:45:21,280 --> 02:45:27,969 be affected on I don't think I can change a war overseas 1428 02:45:28,159 --> 02:45:34,690 that's been going on forever forever I don't think I don't think I I can, 1429 02:45:34,690 --> 02:45:39,659 you know, appeal to Netanyahu's better nature. 1430 02:45:39,909 --> 02:45:43,620 Stop, this isn't like you. Actually, it kind of seemed like it might be. 1431 02:45:43,719 --> 02:45:50,219 So, but I can, you know, I don't know. Is that the right way to think about it? 1432 02:45:50,250 --> 02:45:53,840 I don't know. Is there a right way to think about something in a wrong way? Actually,... 1433 02:45:53,940 --> 02:45:58,670 Never mind. That's an objective truth. But, yes, of course there is. 1434 02:45:59,100 --> 02:46:03,680 But that's just kind of how I tend to compartmentalize. 1435 02:46:03,860 --> 02:46:10,690 there's plenty of stuff I don't understand and there's plenty of stuff that I want to... 1436 02:46:10,690 --> 02:46:17,329 but I don't really know what I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it 1437 02:46:17,329 --> 02:46:24,000 I'm not one of those like awareness like awareness of a of 1438 02:46:24,000 --> 02:46:30,850 a of it is enough I want more so I don't know uh leave 1439 02:46:30,850 --> 02:46:37,629 to Greta tunberg the job of storming the beaches of gaza man someone needs to get t... 1440 02:46:37,629 --> 02:46:44,200 haircut i know she's got i know she's focused on different stuff but every time 1441 02:46:44,200 --> 02:46:51,069 i see her i'm like really someone seems to like hate her who cuts her hair you know l... 1442 02:46:51,069 --> 02:46:57,659 it's not even like in that like uh like the micro bang 1443 02:46:57,659 --> 02:47:04,350 like intentional intentional ugliness to subvert patriarchy or capitalism or whatev... 1444 02:47:04,350 --> 02:47:11,040 fuck it's like just bad haircut i feel like put it in a ponytail girl you know i mean 1445 02:47:12,170 --> 02:47:18,950 uh oh mandatory sorry i saw that aware a well-protected 1446 02:47:19,090 --> 02:47:25,620 public being necessary to the security of a free state the duty of the people to keep ... 1447 02:47:25,620 --> 02:47:32,709 shall be enforced thanks my guy uh good to see you sorry i missed that earlier uh i'm... 1448 02:47:32,709 --> 02:47:39,319 me and mine and my nation i'm gonna put i'm put me first i'm gonna put my neighbor sec... 1449 02:47:39,319 --> 02:47:45,930 put my nation but you know what i mean not me i'm gonna be a little 1450 02:47:46,510 --> 02:47:53,620 biased for my for my own uh i'll assume that wasn 1451 02:47:53,670 --> 02:48:00,309 't for me unless correct it what da da da how many 1452 02:48:00,309 --> 02:48:07,059 uh people wound up getting fired so far over i don't 1453 02:48:07,069 --> 02:48:13,840 think anyone's keeping a tally oh that's another thing too man i should have stuck... 1454 02:48:13,840 --> 02:48:20,579 it too so like this if you have not seen it i don't know what the development is on it i... 1455 02:48:20,819 --> 02:48:27,399 this account out out like five days ago and then people were like you're wrong there i... 1456 02:48:27,459 --> 02:48:34,110 site it's not a scam and so i felt bad because it's like the four charlie like th... 1457 02:48:34,110 --> 02:48:40,610 a database and like i was like you haven't put anything up you're taking donations th... 1458 02:48:40,610 --> 02:48:47,329 or shut up and like people are like there is stuff there was like the same 20 names on ... 1459 02:48:47,329 --> 02:48:53,979 't see that there was anything at all and like i think now the account is gone... 1460 02:48:53,979 --> 02:49:00,680 're your friend are not your friend i'm just gonna say that uh i might get 1461 02:49:01,030 --> 02:49:07,649 something wrong uh i might make you ultimately upset with the things that i sa... 1462 02:49:07,649 --> 02:49:14,420 lie to you or like start shit for the sake of it i actually i don't like that i shun it ... 1463 02:49:14,420 --> 02:49:20,979 like the plague i should have fucking stuck by my guns though but i was like ah well i... 1464 02:49:20,979 --> 02:49:28,520 to like i don't want to go up to like the like fuck those people and if it's actuall... 1465 02:49:28,850 --> 02:49:36,540 have softened my heart for a damn second oh they changed 1466 02:49:36,659 --> 02:49:45,489 it to charlie kirk foundation if that's not owned 1467 02:49:46,319 --> 02:49:56,319 by his family i would sue the shit out of him all 1468 02:49:56,319 --> 02:50:06,479 they do is just post shit I mean and people 1469 02:50:06,479 --> 02:50:13,239 are it's like I mean literally submit all evidence like literally 1470 02:50:13,319 --> 02:50:20,690 hasn't put hadn't put up a damn thing change it to the Charlie Kirk Foundation for what... 1471 02:50:20,700 --> 02:50:27,770 have stuck by it I should have stuck by it they gr 1472 02:50:27,770 --> 02:50:34,379 ift I'm fuck you I know that doesn't matter if that's not owned by his family 1473 02:50:34,379 --> 02:50:41,309 i hope they sue the shit out of him they just post platitudes on twitter that 1474 02:50:41,309 --> 02:50:47,950 pisses me off so much and i don't think any like who wants to be the person to call ou... 1475 02:50:47,950 --> 02:50:54,620 lie kirk foundation and i think it's intentional like for a while the website h... 1476 02:50:54,620 --> 02:51:01,500 're trying to make a fucking shit coin out of it pisses me off i should have i could hav... 1477 02:51:01,500 --> 02:51:08,899 that shit off at the past five days ago um it's not there's nothing 1478 02:51:08,899 --> 02:51:15,670 on it the website is down it had the same 20 names on 1479 02:51:15,670 --> 02:51:22,239 it they're like keep sending stuff in it's like it's they're just it's 1480 02:51:22,239 --> 02:51:28,750 uh anyways nobody wants to be the person to call the charlie kirk foundation and i... 1481 02:51:28,899 --> 02:51:35,639 mean i'll fucking do it i should have not it makes me 1482 02:51:35,639 --> 02:51:42,590 mad no they keep saying we're collecting they just post it's just 1483 02:51:42,590 --> 02:51:49,110 this it's like a trust the plan charlie kirk edition it's it there's no 1484 02:51:49,110 --> 02:51:56,159 indication right now that my instincts are incorrect they do nothing to 1485 02:51:56,159 --> 02:52:03,040 allay anyone's concerns uh and just keep kicking the can down 1486 02:52:03,139 --> 02:52:09,719 the road and then for like people who are not chronically online and like slowly seethin... 1487 02:52:09,719 --> 02:52:16,239 oring deeper and deeper like anger over it uh like me uh like i don't 1488 02:52:16,340 --> 02:52:23,239 i don't know i don't know what to do about it so i haven 1489 02:52:23,239 --> 02:52:30,430 't done anything yet but i i think about it and piss 1490 02:52:30,430 --> 02:52:37,389 me off who's like because the momentum of the movement's already like 1491 02:52:37,389 --> 02:52:44,930 already i mean it's starting to fade so the benefit of collecting all of that information 1492 02:52:44,930 --> 02:52:51,600 ultimately is diminishing by the day see fundraise for what we're like oh 1493 02:52:51,600 --> 02:52:58,190 i'm getting mad about it again anyway so if i get into a big fat fight on twitter with the 1494 02:52:58,190 --> 02:53:04,790 charlie kirk foundation it's because it's a scam and if it's not a scam there's... 1495 02:53:04,790 --> 02:53:11,579 they fundraise god knows how much money from people who are bereaved grieving 1496 02:53:11,579 --> 02:53:18,459 wanting to help uh people have sent all of this information the the momentum 1497 02:53:18,469 --> 02:53:25,110 has i mean a lot's gotten but like there was a lot of like trust placed in some like so... 1498 02:53:25,159 --> 02:53:31,860 who are gonna get doxxed essentially i'll fucking find you i'll find you i'll find y... 1499 02:53:31,860 --> 02:53:38,420 the ends of the earth you fuckers i don't like it anyways so i guess maybe 1500 02:53:38,670 --> 02:53:45,530 that'll be next we doxx the charlie kirk foundation i can do it i have the skills i... 1501 02:53:45,790 --> 02:53:52,530 But it's not a great look. And ultimately. I don 1502 02:53:52,530 --> 02:54:01,750 't know. Some people will still be the realization that some 1503 02:54:01,760 --> 02:54:08,379 people will still be placated by nothing because they don't want to mist 1504 02:54:08,379 --> 02:54:14,079 rust something that, you know, it's sunk cost fallacy. 1505 02:54:14,200 --> 02:54:20,700 in general people will cling to a mistake because they spent a long time making it o... 1506 02:54:20,700 --> 02:54:27,819 it this far oh well they said like i don't know you don't you don't owe people 1507 02:54:27,819 --> 02:54:34,760 you don't know your loyalty you don't owe them i don't feel like i'm having 1508 02:54:34,760 --> 02:54:44,319 to tell but you don't owe them actually anything trust respect 1509 02:54:44,329 --> 02:54:51,100 uh is is a reciprocal thing that can truly only ever built be built over time uh 1510 02:54:51,440 --> 02:54:58,180 and they don't they don't earn shit for me i just didn't want to be the one to pick a... 1511 02:54:58,180 --> 02:55:12,709 with the like charlie kirk memorial page but i'll do it uh 1512 02:55:12,760 --> 02:55:19,430 what about shapiro swooping in on the charlie kirk show today that piss 1513 02:55:19,469 --> 02:55:26,020 es me right off they've been people have been uh people have been taking it looks like... 1514 02:55:26,020 --> 02:55:33,010 people in they he they're inviting different people to host it jd vance did yesterday d... 1515 02:55:33,270 --> 02:55:40,579 that i i'm not trying to make it into a lecture i'm just saying they've been inviting 1516 02:55:40,610 --> 02:55:47,690 jack posobiec uh did too i think he was invited so i think 1517 02:55:47,690 --> 02:55:54,340 he did it it pisses you off because he's jewish it's okay to admit it 1518 02:55:54,340 --> 02:56:00,840 but let's be honest about what it is uh and that's fair because ben shapiro is annoyin... 1519 02:56:00,840 --> 02:56:07,479 i don't like him uh but like they've it's just they've been inviting different peopl... 1520 02:56:07,479 --> 02:56:13,979 's just part of the he's just part of the the bro club i guess this pair is just an... 1521 02:56:13,979 --> 02:56:20,569 like whiny guy i get it it's fine he literally said he's ready to pick up 1522 02:56:20,569 --> 02:56:27,159 the blood-soaked microphone within 20 a lot of people a lot of people said 1523 02:56:27,159 --> 02:56:33,680 a lot of things that i think they thought were like it's 1524 02:56:33,680 --> 02:56:40,700 kind of like i i really was putting entirely too much pressure like with like i wanted 1525 02:56:40,700 --> 02:56:47,229 to say something uh just meaningful to y'all uh at the start of the show and then i had an 1526 02:56:47,229 --> 02:56:54,069 i had two subsequent errors with my streaming i like i've never seen those before in my... 1527 02:56:54,069 --> 02:57:00,690 minutes troubleshooting and not even live so i kind of like because i was like it kind ... 1528 02:57:00,690 --> 02:57:07,610 like but i think to give some charitable assumption and maybe it's not earned 1529 02:57:07,610 --> 02:57:14,649 i don't know i think i i saw quite a few like people were like 1530 02:57:14,649 --> 02:57:24,610 i don't know dude but charitable assumption given meant well I 1531 02:57:24,659 --> 02:57:33,360 don't know dude kind of thing I don't like Ben 1532 02:57:33,360 --> 02:57:45,379 Shapiro so that's fine I and I feel 1533 02:57:45,959 --> 02:57:52,620 I used to I mean I think Ben Shapiro is kind of like one of those like I guess they've... 1534 02:57:52,870 --> 02:57:59,409 fallen but like in 20 like I don't know 16 17 when I was like kind of first gaining the... 1535 02:57:59,420 --> 02:58:06,670 like like sentience uh obviously I fell down the alt-right pipeline on on on YouTube li... 1536 02:58:06,670 --> 02:58:13,180 used to watch Ben Shapiro owns liberals with facts and logic like compilations 1537 02:58:13,180 --> 02:58:20,059 and shit uh so you know he had of place in in the timeline but if you wanted 1538 02:58:20,069 --> 02:58:26,610 i really began to dislike him after like i mean it's such a stupid 1539 02:58:26,610 --> 02:58:33,340 thing but um he did like a review of the barbie movie that came out a few years ago 1540 02:58:33,340 --> 02:58:39,840 this is so stupid but like the barbie movie i thought was pretty cute uh i thought it was 1541 02:58:39,840 --> 02:58:46,440 pretty cute i don't think it was really made like with men in mind to 1542 02:58:46,440 --> 02:58:53,059 enjoy because it was it's barbie it's barbie movie i think guys could watch it and like... 1543 02:58:53,069 --> 02:58:59,590 like it's barbie and ben shapiro after his like parking lot review of 1544 02:58:59,590 --> 02:59:06,399 the barbie like set a barbie doll on fire in a parking lot 1545 02:59:06,399 --> 02:59:13,260 and i was just like okay dude neat good job uh i just like 1546 02:59:13,270 --> 02:59:19,879 like what are you doing i i don't really uh it's not for you 1547 02:59:19,979 --> 02:59:26,559 it's for girls barbies are for girls and i just like i don't genuinely like 1548 02:59:26,670 --> 02:59:33,200 rub me the wrong way so badly i was like what are you doing you're mad at the 1549 02:59:33,309 --> 02:59:39,940 barbie movie because it didn't appeal to your like man senses okay shocker it's barbie i... 1550 02:59:40,010 --> 02:59:46,770 for you pink girls are pink toys are for girls and blue toys are for boys i thought... 1551 02:59:46,770 --> 02:59:53,370 uh the differences in gender i don't know it pissed me off because they were like at th... 1552 02:59:53,370 --> 02:59:59,879 didn't want to play with baby dolls anymore they wanted to play with barbies and they... 1553 02:59:59,879 --> 03:00:04,319 i remember that like feeling as a little girl and you understand that, Ben Shapiro. 1554 03:00:04,420 --> 03:00:08,329 You'd never understand wanting to stop playing with your baby dolls and wanting t... 1555 03:00:08,540 --> 03:00:14,700 That was like a thing. Piss me off. Stupid! 1556 03:00:14,700 --> 03:00:18,299 Stupid fucking take! It's not for you! You're a man! 1557 03:00:18,540 --> 03:00:26,979 You set a Barbie doll in a parking lot on fire? Owned with facts and logic. 1558 03:00:26,979 --> 03:00:33,670 Just stupid. That's how I feel about it. uh it's actually i i enjoyed it i didn't 1559 03:00:33,670 --> 03:00:40,459 think there was anything in it that was like nothing in it to me felt like 1560 03:00:40,459 --> 03:00:47,219 a like toxic feminist message there were definitely aspects of it that were 1561 03:00:47,219 --> 03:00:53,750 not like speaking directly to my soul but like the conversation about like mothers a... 1562 03:00:53,750 --> 03:01:00,479 still so you can see how far your daughter came oh my god sobbing like a baby i love ... 1563 03:01:00,479 --> 03:01:07,139 him more on the show uh because he's you know willingly entered the like you know he's h... 1564 03:01:07,139 --> 03:01:14,489 he's going to adopt gig he stated his intent so uh we're gonna go live with him in the... 1565 03:01:14,489 --> 03:01:21,250 i guess jk but uh you know my dad entered the this arena willingly and and like 1566 03:01:21,329 --> 03:01:27,840 it's gotten to know y'all a little bit and know like when i talk like you know he pop... 1567 03:01:27,840 --> 03:01:34,520 has not done that uh which is fine i'm not asking her to i actually prefer that she... 1568 03:01:34,520 --> 03:01:41,280 't really feel like relegating my like family members is like 1569 03:01:41,379 --> 03:01:47,950 i i shouldn't ask for any of our details we've discussed online or offered them 1570 03:01:47,950 --> 03:01:53,590 up herself but I love my mama. My mom and I have a, I love my mama. 1571 03:01:53,590 --> 03:01:57,750 I'd fight a bear, punch it right in the face. 1572 03:01:57,909 --> 03:02:03,600 I'd march down to hell and slap Satan for my mom. You know, I would die for my mom in a... 1573 03:02:03,700 --> 03:02:07,049 My dad too. But like, I love my mom. My mom is so good to me. 1574 03:02:07,049 --> 03:02:13,459 My mom has been, has the heart of like, I don't know, just, she is just the woman. 1575 03:02:13,459 --> 03:02:20,219 So there was so much about like mothers and daughters in that relationship that 1576 03:02:20,219 --> 03:02:26,760 like really i'm boohooing boohooing like a little baby i thought it was so good that ... 1577 03:02:26,760 --> 03:02:33,440 like well i didn't even care i thought it was really nice it was for women uh it's barbi... 1578 03:02:33,440 --> 03:02:40,049 it that's how i feel about it so again that's kind of a weird thing to like really 1579 03:02:40,049 --> 03:02:46,649 dislike benji like he there's plenty of other things like i find it i like generally fou... 1580 03:02:46,649 --> 03:02:53,319 the owning liberals with facts and logic phase of my alt-right alt-right pipeline 1581 03:02:53,340 --> 03:02:59,979 experience uh it didn't appeal to me anymore and none of his like standalone content 1582 03:02:59,979 --> 03:03:06,559 is appealing to me which is fine if you like like his stuff or if you like it i follow ... 1583 03:03:06,559 --> 03:03:13,270 they're okay i don't know uh he doesn't as far as i know doesn't like 1584 03:03:13,270 --> 03:03:19,780 engage i might might be for good reason now but he's like do more 1585 03:03:19,840 --> 03:03:26,520 like debate style stuff on like he didn't do that anymore charlie had taken that role i... 1586 03:03:26,719 --> 03:03:33,379 there's other people that do it too but like i just i don't find him appealing and then... 1587 03:03:33,379 --> 03:03:40,739 because he didn't like a movie that wasn't made about him just seemed 1588 03:03:40,739 --> 03:03:47,579 kind of silly uh uh mars says l that's not how 1589 03:03:47,579 --> 03:03:54,379 you do it you make them die not you well i mean yeah but like 1590 03:03:54,379 --> 03:04:00,909 i would uh whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa says Cornelius but knuckle this is 1591 03:04:00,909 --> 03:04:07,520 bitch pure we're talking about he's not exactly he doesn't exactly have what we ca... 1592 03:04:07,520 --> 03:04:14,129 not exactly gonna go into the woods and chop down a tree I pay money to see that I'd 1593 03:04:14,129 --> 03:04:21,190 pay five dollars I would I would do that I would get it what you're trying 1594 03:04:21,250 --> 03:04:27,809 to chop down a tree how many swings do you think it would take to cut down like a like 1595 03:04:27,850 --> 03:04:34,600 a i don't know like pine tree i'm guessing a few i'm guessing a few 1596 03:04:34,600 --> 03:04:41,239 misses in there bless him i don't know it's just i'm 1597 03:04:41,340 --> 03:04:47,870 i'm not his target audience i don't think that's fine i get unlike the barbie em 1598 03:04:47,870 --> 03:04:54,610 ulator i it's just not for me and that's fine uh i don't really watch anyone's shit again 1599 03:04:54,639 --> 03:05:01,510 i don't know why i pray i appreciate y'all watching uh this shot i do from time to ti... 1600 03:05:01,549 --> 03:05:08,219 rob guvea over the last couple days again i go through phases with him but i like i... 1601 03:05:08,219 --> 03:05:14,760 legal stuff i'm interested in i always watch his stuff now and previously too uh 1602 03:05:14,760 --> 03:05:21,559 he is rob guvea is super sharp i'm a big fan 1603 03:05:21,610 --> 03:05:32,239 of his uh oh i'm glad you're doing that 1604 03:05:33,139 --> 03:05:41,309 jay i don't well then build a bird i don 1605 03:05:41,309 --> 03:05:48,159 't okay then do it jay i don't i'll help if i can i don 1606 03:05:48,159 --> 03:05:54,879 't know uh but if you're asking me for help but i can we can 1607 03:05:54,879 --> 03:06:01,520 try that's a nice cause i know you're a good guy i like you have a good heart 1608 03:06:01,750 --> 03:06:08,979 barbie's movies barbie movies feminist themes were about a surface 1609 03:06:08,979 --> 03:06:15,559 level at best well and to be quite honest like even though it was barbie movie let's... 1610 03:06:15,569 --> 03:06:22,090 ryan gosling did a good i i still think what's his face should have played ken... 1611 03:06:22,129 --> 03:06:28,709 the boyfriend on scream queens which is another one of those like i like campy sho... 1612 03:06:28,709 --> 03:06:35,409 i do uh scream queens was a really stupid great show what's the guy he was also he... 1613 03:06:35,409 --> 03:06:41,940 like the the country boy in the twister movie which is one of the like three movies i've... 1614 03:06:41,940 --> 03:06:48,719 ever in the last like 10 years this is the new twisters movie uh i think he would have 1615 03:06:48,719 --> 03:06:55,260 played a better ken but i think ryan gossing did a good job and like it was ultimately... 1616 03:06:55,260 --> 03:07:02,129 win back barbie land it was about her it's barbie it's a barbie movie uh but like it... 1617 03:07:02,129 --> 03:07:08,969 that was just like that's how girl like ken was always like i had like 12 barbies 1618 03:07:08,969 --> 03:07:15,600 maybe not that many i had a lot of barbies and they had all the clothes and all the... 1619 03:07:15,600 --> 03:07:22,229 i actually had two kens i had one ken that like his legs didn't move or and like he w... 1620 03:07:22,229 --> 03:07:29,049 an off brand i don't know and then one like actual ken uh they came in the 1621 03:07:29,090 --> 03:07:35,799 clothes they came in and like i only ever played with like the real 1622 03:07:35,799 --> 03:07:42,770 ken not the brunette ken sorry brunettes and uh like he would never be doing anything 1623 03:07:42,770 --> 03:07:49,280 uh fun or good he would always be like i don't know do i don't know 1624 03:07:49,389 --> 03:07:55,950 you don't play fair with ken and barbie but ken does like the chores and 1625 03:07:55,950 --> 03:08:02,819 stuff it's it's it's a girl thing and i'm just if you don't get it it's because you ... 1626 03:08:02,819 --> 03:08:09,350 girl playing with barbies ken does not get treated well you get you play well with yo... 1627 03:08:09,350 --> 03:08:15,950 have like a couple barbies and like i'm they're not worth jack shit but like my... 1628 03:08:15,950 --> 03:08:22,840 rolling my eyes but i love them but like my granny would buy me like the christmas... 1629 03:08:22,840 --> 03:08:30,040 single one from 1990 through like uh i don't know 2010 1630 03:08:30,329 --> 03:08:37,020 it's kind of cool you don't take those out though they stay in the box they stay... 1631 03:08:37,020 --> 03:08:43,819 a nascar barbie still in the box i'm just saying but i don't know it's it's just 1632 03:08:43,819 --> 03:08:50,629 it's oh yeah one of my kin like his like foot snapped and like it was just 1633 03:08:50,629 --> 03:08:57,479 like a little like stick poor guy i mean poor guy he went through a lot um but it wasn 1634 03:08:57,479 --> 03:09:04,040 't about him it never was it was about barbie it was about uh i liked actually the uh i 1635 03:09:04,040 --> 03:09:10,719 liked stacy a lot too like the like teen sister i guess i liked her a lot 1636 03:09:10,719 --> 03:09:17,500 she was actually my fave but it wasn't about him he could have his little stump 1637 03:09:17,500 --> 03:09:24,280 leg he was fine he didn't care he never complained did i look at the i don 1638 03:09:24,430 --> 03:09:31,569 't know where did you post it jb i didn't see it i don't what 1639 03:09:31,569 --> 03:09:38,200 uh just tell me where to look at it and i will but no i did 1640 03:09:38,200 --> 03:09:44,739 not uh i can only speak for myself i found that denying someone the fight they want... 1641 03:09:44,739 --> 03:09:51,500 does more damage to the ego than anything it makes them feel like they are beneath you... 1642 03:09:51,500 --> 03:09:58,340 reach a conclusion i do that all the time i had quite a few people in my mentions on... 1643 03:09:58,340 --> 03:10:05,090 days who like i mentioned like a uh like this like cult band that like uh 1644 03:10:05,090 --> 03:10:12,180 the the gays and their peripherals all like have like 1645 03:10:12,280 --> 03:10:18,819 a cultural niche subculture obsession with i posted about it and they all 1646 03:10:18,819 --> 03:10:25,450 started quote tweeting me and they're like oh yeah i killed charlie kirk i like this but... 1647 03:10:25,450 --> 03:10:32,079 respond to any of them uh I wanted to but like I and they left like they just 1648 03:10:32,079 --> 03:10:38,870 they wanted to like swarm in and like argue I don't actually care what you think 1649 03:10:38,870 --> 03:10:45,870 I'm talking about something that actually matters to me you don't matter to me go aw... 1650 03:10:45,870 --> 03:10:52,639 sit and engage with it and that like once someone smells like blood in the water you 1651 03:10:52,639 --> 03:10:59,170 know the sharks will start sharking i don't even get in the 1652 03:10:59,170 --> 03:11:06,020 water because i don't like it and i can't swim that well so i am on the shore well 1653 03:11:06,020 --> 03:11:17,639 ultimately sometimes it is fun to argue 1654 03:11:19,920 --> 03:11:27,819 I know that, you know, I'll bicker with y'all in here because it's a, you know, safe spa... 1655 03:11:28,030 --> 03:11:34,690 But like, I am so like, the whole notion of like, 1656 03:11:34,690 --> 03:11:42,889 I guess, your main participatory thing on the internet just 1657 03:11:43,079 --> 03:11:52,950 being like blood sports and just fucking shit stirring is like that 1658 03:11:52,950 --> 03:11:59,840 makes me want to like it makes my palm sweaty not even i just like i don't i don't get t... 1659 03:11:59,840 --> 03:12:06,709 if anyone ever tries to start shit with me i will try to quash it privately or i will n... 1660 03:12:06,709 --> 03:12:13,540 you until you leave me alone because you'll do it quickly i don't i don't care 1661 03:12:13,540 --> 03:12:21,559 enough tbh i care enough to argue with y' 1662 03:12:21,569 --> 03:12:28,180 all or tell you that you're being annoying because i care about you i don't care abou... 1663 03:12:28,180 --> 03:12:36,709 ards on the internet I'll be checking my I don't 1664 03:12:36,709 --> 03:12:43,280 I haven't checked my DMs in like three days but I will I have okay I've been checking... 1665 03:12:43,280 --> 03:12:49,860 I've been DMing with a couple people but I bet I know people are wanting my 1666 03:12:49,860 --> 03:12:56,629 help or want me to see stuff but I've been I've been getting a 1667 03:12:56,770 --> 03:13:03,299 massive influx of tags on Twitter lately and if it's like something that's new I don 1668 03:13:03,309 --> 03:13:10,059 't I don't because like yeah if it's like something it's like needs to be like... 1669 03:13:10,059 --> 03:13:16,920 tagging me on posts that like have been seen like five million times like it's like it'... 1670 03:13:16,920 --> 03:13:23,909 gone somewhere and like i appreciate that i really do i'm not gonna i don't i mean it... 1671 03:13:23,909 --> 03:13:30,440 like it's a thing it's like they got it handled um but it's nice to be thought 1672 03:13:30,440 --> 03:13:37,069 of I do wonder what the thought process was to get there but it's nice 1673 03:13:37,069 --> 03:13:44,120 to be thought of I should just be grateful I guess I mean not I guess I I should be... 1674 03:13:44,120 --> 03:13:50,649 uh and and not feeling annoyed by it but it it's I tend to check my 1675 03:13:50,649 --> 03:13:57,180 tags constantly throughout the day in case something it just in general uh and it's b... 1676 03:13:57,180 --> 03:14:03,840 a bit murky right now so uh it's okay i'm blessed blessed uh fine la 1677 03:14:03,909 --> 03:14:10,409 uren i'm sorry i'll let the people who i have no respect for say their stuff but i will... 1678 03:14:10,409 --> 03:14:17,360 with a big but like if you don't respect them i would think why 1679 03:14:17,360 --> 03:14:23,959 would you talk to them that's kind of my i think if i don't give a fuck what you 1680 03:14:24,010 --> 03:14:31,159 have to say I'm not gonna ask you to try to say it but if we 1681 03:14:31,159 --> 03:14:39,379 are all wired differently and that is I guess maybe I mean 1682 03:14:39,379 --> 03:14:46,030 since I'm super duper famous obviously it's just maybe it's just a I try to I don't want 1683 03:14:46,040 --> 03:14:52,860 to get burnt out with being on the internet for a living you know and I think that 1684 03:14:52,860 --> 03:15:01,020 would be a surefire way to really kind of burn through 1685 03:15:01,020 --> 03:15:08,290 like any longevity or like fire you have to build into to do something 1686 03:15:08,290 --> 03:15:15,329 meaningful if it's just moving from group to group until you stir 1687 03:15:15,329 --> 03:15:22,430 shit or excommunicate it again which happens you kind of see that trend over time with... 1688 03:15:22,430 --> 03:15:29,090 factions like i don't know i don't know if anything i'm saying 1689 03:15:29,090 --> 03:15:38,059 makes sense but it makes sense in my brain uh well micro 1690 03:15:38,059 --> 03:15:44,559 we're like the only two people who isn't full i think you're painting with 1691 03:15:44,629 --> 03:15:53,250 a broad brush silent i i think i think you might be confirming 1692 03:15:53,549 --> 03:16:03,559 that by it's usually just people arguing with you 1693 03:16:03,559 --> 03:16:10,079 but that's not the whole chat and in fact like kind of like what was being said earl... 1694 03:16:10,079 --> 03:16:16,739 's a like there's a i mean granted people do lurk uh or like are driving i know there's... 1695 03:16:16,860 --> 03:16:23,360 's people that are like going like i you know so there's some people that sleep to this... 1696 03:16:23,360 --> 03:16:30,110 i like this oh it's a sensor it's like like just like i find your show relaxing that 1697 03:16:30,110 --> 03:16:37,190 's fine that's nice I guess I'm like I'm your sleepy time bedtime 1698 03:16:37,190 --> 03:16:44,079 story that's fine but I do sometimes wonder if more people would chime 1699 03:16:44,079 --> 03:16:50,649 in if it wasn't just like constant bickering never 1700 03:16:50,649 --> 03:16:57,350 been able to find that one out but you know hey we all have 1701 03:16:57,350 --> 03:17:03,899 our battles so maybe uh good night y'all have a busy day tomorrow rest well enjoy 1702 03:17:03,899 --> 03:17:10,399 your evenings no yes ma'am miss builder babe i like that name i used to fall asleep 1703 03:17:10,399 --> 03:17:16,940 to your show that's i find i find that nice though i'm glad that it i don 1704 03:17:16,940 --> 03:17:24,680 't ever want to like uh you know be like some i i find that 1705 03:17:25,149 --> 03:17:31,770 nice so i i don't mind hearing it i just i found it kind of surprising to hear but it... 1706 03:17:31,770 --> 03:17:38,389 fall asleep to my show hey that counts as a view i'll take it i'll take it i think it'... 1707 03:17:38,459 --> 03:17:45,110 only know the hits too i'm more metalhead with a 1708 03:17:45,110 --> 03:17:52,610 love for synthwave nice the corona covid thing was fake and 1709 03:17:52,610 --> 03:17:59,729 gay and so many fell for it that's fair uh well like i said 1710 03:17:59,840 --> 03:18:07,000 lauren i admit was not trying to change their minds i was trying to collect their tears ... 1711 03:18:07,000 --> 03:18:14,420 we'll say maybe we can set like a ground rule that like saturday 1712 03:18:14,649 --> 03:18:21,219 streams tend to be more casual maybe we'll say we leave that we leave the bickering f... 1713 03:18:21,219 --> 03:18:27,729 for the boys and bickering but uh something like that we can we can set 1714 03:18:27,729 --> 03:18:34,700 like we can set some some parameters some agreements some generally accepted principles 1715 03:18:34,930 --> 03:18:41,600 sorry there's cat lurking but uh i don't know is it annoying yeah 1716 03:18:41,600 --> 03:18:48,860 sometimes is it always annoying also no sometimes it's really really 1717 03:18:48,860 --> 03:18:56,180 i'm amused by it uh but i would i guess in general i am hoping to continue 1718 03:18:56,180 --> 03:19:05,610 to exercise the actually getting good work done muscle and to continue 1719 03:19:05,629 --> 03:19:12,270 to do more and more good work and discuss it more on the show which is 1720 03:19:12,280 --> 03:19:18,950 how the show used to be so with that in mind there there 1721 03:19:18,950 --> 03:19:26,620 may be times where it can feel a little uh demot 1722 03:19:26,620 --> 03:19:33,489 ivating to be in the middle of something that i have worked 1723 03:19:33,489 --> 03:19:40,049 hard it's not just me yapping and look over and it's just like it's it's just blood... 1724 03:19:40,200 --> 03:19:46,829 in the chat like you know like it doesn't feel good uh ultimately it's not about like 1725 03:19:46,840 --> 03:19:53,440 it it's it's just like all right then um this is i can't stop me but you know what 1726 03:19:53,549 --> 03:20:00,079 i mean because i like look over to see if anyone's like chiming in it was just and it 1727 03:20:00,079 --> 03:20:06,700 's not even about it's not about my thing and that's what it's about 1728 03:20:06,700 --> 03:20:13,290 um but i i do intend to continue to ramp up my work and i'm there may be times 1729 03:20:13,290 --> 03:20:19,959 where i uh the expectation is to to adhere to the rigid rules of pay attention to me chat 1730 03:20:19,959 --> 03:20:26,909 or nothing but just like maybe wait maybe we'll just sell like hey we'll fight on th... 1731 03:20:26,909 --> 03:20:33,680 fight club is on the weekends weekdays are for talking about the weather and 1732 03:20:33,680 --> 03:20:40,209 politics i don't know we'll come up with something i'm about it you know 1733 03:20:40,209 --> 03:20:46,870 but that to to explain it that's essentially how it feels it's like oh i guess i just i... 1734 03:20:46,870 --> 03:20:53,510 kind of the one temperature check i have and the temperature is they're not even listen... 1735 03:20:53,510 --> 03:21:00,190 you are they're not they don't have nothing and it doesn't feel great but hey somewher... 1736 03:21:00,190 --> 03:21:06,940 there someone fell asleep to it and that i can put a feather in that cap whatever the... 1737 03:21:06,989 --> 03:21:13,659 is i keep slouching more and more it's like terrible posture 1738 03:21:13,870 --> 03:21:20,590 barbie was cool we can all agree on that except for the guys they had 1739 03:21:20,590 --> 03:21:27,459 gi joe gi joe had a pretty goofy um cartoon too boys had 1740 03:21:27,459 --> 03:21:37,459 the better cartoons growing up for sure i feel like all the 1741 03:21:37,459 --> 03:21:44,049 like it's just like so it was i don't know but also i think barbies were objective i ... 1742 03:21:44,049 --> 03:21:50,860 bar i had a nice little barbie mansion it wasn't like a super duper fancy one but like 1743 03:21:50,959 --> 03:21:57,719 i i definitely think that my parents well also i'm the baby and the only girl in my... 1744 03:21:57,719 --> 03:22:04,440 so whatever uh but like i think my parents definitely got me more like special toys 1745 03:22:04,440 --> 03:22:11,239 like barbie stuff and whatnot but like my brother had cartoons and i didn't like a l... 1746 03:22:11,239 --> 03:22:17,739 because they were for boys and they did not appeal to me uh i did like swat cats thoug... 1747 03:22:17,739 --> 03:22:23,649 that up plenty of times i love i love the show Swaggats. 1748 03:22:23,649 --> 03:22:29,600 It's great. Uh, uh, no, no, no. 1749 03:22:29,600 --> 03:22:36,409 I wasn't meaning to like, sorry. I know sometimes 1750 03:22:36,510 --> 03:22:39,940 I get redundant and repetitive when I'm talking about it. 1751 03:22:39,940 --> 03:22:46,549 It's more like me just like trying to hone delivery of something 1752 03:22:46,549 --> 03:22:53,530 uh it's like a skill set to try to become a better speaker 1753 03:22:53,530 --> 03:23:00,059 but sometimes i just repeat myself a few times and like slightly varying sentences ... 1754 03:23:00,059 --> 03:23:06,799 not like a do you understand me it's just me trying to figure out if i actually am... 1755 03:23:06,799 --> 03:23:13,469 what i think i'm expressing by expressing it multiple times i don't know do you understand 1756 03:23:13,469 --> 03:23:20,149 me silent i need a nod from you right now lock eye contact lock 1757 03:23:20,149 --> 03:23:26,659 in with me no sorry uh i get real i do some real weird repetitive like 1758 03:23:26,770 --> 03:23:33,860 tism shit sometimes uh I don't mind I don't I don't hate 1759 03:23:33,860 --> 03:23:40,489 you I don't think about you I don't hate you I don 1760 03:23:40,829 --> 03:23:47,649 't I oh oh by the way I actually didn't I was planning on addressing this person uh like... 1761 03:23:47,649 --> 03:23:54,770 't because I haven't been able to do a show because I've been sick uh that person who'... 1762 03:23:54,770 --> 03:24:01,899 ing uh and telling their like it turns out that didn't ever actually 1763 03:24:02,190 --> 03:24:09,250 stop uh and it turns out that uh while the demand was to never 1764 03:24:09,250 --> 03:24:17,959 contact again uh that instead this person thought that they were messaging 1765 03:24:17,959 --> 03:24:24,860 my dad they were not uh they were messaging one of you and i only heard from the family 1766 03:24:24,860 --> 03:24:31,399 member of this person who sister-in-law reached out to warn me 1767 03:24:31,600 --> 03:24:38,170 was like i would want to know if this were me uh which is how i knew what was happening ... 1768 03:24:38,170 --> 03:24:44,819 't see anything but i actually saw all the chats uh and if for some reason that perso... 1769 03:24:44,819 --> 03:24:51,450 sorry that just reminded me uh i know where you live and i know your name i know your ... 1770 03:24:51,450 --> 03:24:58,049 lives i know your number i know your address i plan on serving you papers i got distrac... 1771 03:24:58,090 --> 03:25:04,860 ever how dare you think you can contact my father are you fucking insane you don't know 1772 03:25:04,860 --> 03:25:11,420 me you don't know a damn thing about me if you come near anyone in my family because ... 1773 03:25:11,620 --> 03:25:18,370 to reach out to my mother you have no right whatsoever i will make you regret it and 1774 03:25:18,420 --> 03:25:24,930 i'm can almost guarantee you you're watching i will make you regret it you will rue the... 1775 03:25:25,079 --> 03:25:31,750 i will haunt your fucking steps you will not make a move without 1776 03:25:31,760 --> 03:25:38,290 me ruining something in your life you will regret it it's a choice you 1777 03:25:38,290 --> 03:25:45,120 can make I was planning on just kind of letting it go really it was 1778 03:25:45,120 --> 03:25:51,709 weird but hey uh I do believe in second chances but that was it and you already bl... 1779 03:25:51,709 --> 03:25:58,319 unless you want me to serve your serve you papers while you're having a family dinner... 1780 03:25:58,319 --> 03:26:05,049 that lives close by and make it real embarrassing for you so they all know what... 1781 03:26:05,049 --> 03:26:11,739 fucking dare you are you fucking kidding me anyways I don't think about any of you like 1782 03:26:11,739 --> 03:26:18,739 that I don't hate you I don't have feelings towards you I don't have like I care about... 1783 03:26:18,739 --> 03:26:25,340 a cousin okay uh so I don't I don't want you to conf like you know 1784 03:26:25,399 --> 03:26:31,909 I don't want it to get weird ever like that that actually uh was a whole thing but wit... 1785 03:26:31,909 --> 03:26:38,549 just kind of like moved i moved on from it but that was infuriating uh and anyways i... 1786 03:26:38,700 --> 03:26:47,579 everything about you actually fucking retard the only reason i'm not 1787 03:26:47,579 --> 03:26:54,120 mentioning your name is because i might serve you papers and i don't want you know i don't 1788 03:26:54,260 --> 03:27:00,940 want poison that well so that's not a courtesy to you it's a 1789 03:27:01,030 --> 03:27:07,579 courtesy to me no it's it's actually some sick fuck shit 1790 03:27:07,579 --> 03:27:14,329 dude like i i thought they were contacting my father it was 1791 03:27:14,370 --> 03:27:20,989 like one of y'all so again i'm not actually as concerned for my safety 1792 03:27:20,989 --> 03:27:27,709 as i was because clearly this person is retarded because the person this person 1793 03:27:27,709 --> 03:27:34,219 but like us you'll regret it i think you might be too obtuse to understand what i'm... 1794 03:27:34,219 --> 03:27:41,299 will regret it i will make your life hell period see that 1795 03:27:41,299 --> 03:27:48,329 's that's the way to get the chat to unite so 1796 03:27:48,329 --> 03:27:54,840 i don't have like i don't i don't hate you jb but like i really i'm not gonna sit here l... 1797 03:27:54,840 --> 03:28:01,889 don't want to engage in that kind of discussion like like oh no i'm not like i ... 1798 03:28:01,889 --> 03:28:08,459 ate towards you like i would a weird cousin that my mom makes me hang out with that's ... 1799 03:28:08,459 --> 03:28:15,299 uh i'm not some idealized uwu girlfriend of yours i don't have romantic feelings for a... 1800 03:28:15,299 --> 03:28:21,969 why would i ruin my own show my own like my future my career to date a fucking 1801 03:28:21,969 --> 03:28:28,729 like viewer of my show how delusional do you have to be like what the fuck is wrong 1802 03:28:28,729 --> 03:28:35,500 with you anyways i don't think this person is smart enough to understand that i mean it ... 1803 03:28:35,500 --> 03:28:48,659 out if you want no 1804 03:28:48,659 --> 03:28:56,260 it's a dummy real dummy and it's there's there is i understand 1805 03:28:56,319 --> 03:29:03,600 like the kind of you know hey in in a in a world where i'll fucking 1806 03:29:03,649 --> 03:29:18,409 find you no like i understand feeling lonely i understand l 1807 03:29:18,590 --> 03:29:25,370 atching on to something as like a comfort thing and i don't even like if that's... 1808 03:29:25,370 --> 03:29:32,200 we don't actually know each other i've met paul in real life and chris and cla 1809 03:29:32,200 --> 03:29:39,250 ire i guess that's about that's about it uh and i have this 1810 03:29:39,250 --> 03:29:46,090 dance right now probably gi jeep at some point sometime soon i think my dad really... 1811 03:29:46,090 --> 03:29:49,959 to go visit him But that's because G.I. 1812 03:29:49,959 --> 03:29:54,700 Jeep and my dad love each other now, and G.I. Jeep's an old man in the hills. 1813 03:29:54,799 --> 03:30:01,620 I swear, I think my dad would adopt him and ditch me if he could 1814 03:30:01,620 --> 03:30:08,139 , but he me if he could but he can't so uh that's about it we don't we don 1815 03:30:08,139 --> 03:30:14,760 't know each other i don't mind if this is like your comfort show but you don't 1816 03:30:14,760 --> 03:30:21,639 know me i'm not i'm not when i say stuff like i'm deeply flawed uh and that 1817 03:30:21,790 --> 03:30:28,479 i would ruin your life i will I would enjoy it too that's the problem I would actually... 1818 03:30:28,479 --> 03:30:35,379 it I turns out I have some of that in me uh and not it wouldn't be fun for 1819 03:30:35,379 --> 03:30:46,100 you so uh any sort of information gaps about 1820 03:30:46,100 --> 03:30:52,649 my life or my like the you know if you're like oh she's 1821 03:30:52,649 --> 03:30:59,190 not yeah it's probably intentional i don't i know i share a lot on here but i i don't... 1822 03:30:59,850 --> 03:31:06,479 intimate details of like all aspects of my life because it's really frankly none of y... 1823 03:31:06,479 --> 03:31:14,219 to share thoughts on things that are relating to the world uh and just kind of like life... 1824 03:31:14,219 --> 03:31:20,780 i don't owe you details in my life and if there's i haven't if i haven't offered the... 1825 03:31:21,030 --> 03:31:28,030 ideas in there it just means it's none of your fucking business because i don't know... 1826 03:31:28,100 --> 03:31:36,250 if you're okay with being weird cousins that you know our 1827 03:31:36,250 --> 03:31:43,059 moms make us hang out then that's that's kind of how i think about all of you... 1828 03:31:43,069 --> 03:31:49,829 's obligated do you want silent me to go rough this 1829 03:31:50,200 --> 03:31:57,440 guy uh no i i it was i think it was like last tuesday 1830 03:31:57,440 --> 03:32:04,129 i think it's been like a week uh since i caught wind of this and then it was like... 1831 03:32:04,170 --> 03:32:10,940 got murdered so it was just the timing of it all it was right after arina because i was... 1832 03:32:10,940 --> 03:32:17,729 on uh a report on charlotte and i was so furious because 1833 03:32:17,729 --> 03:32:24,809 the timing was like this like satan actual satan timing uh and then 1834 03:32:24,840 --> 03:32:31,479 i haven't thought about it since i just i just sorry i just thought 1835 03:32:31,479 --> 03:32:38,149 about it just now and i just because i i haven't done a show since then i don't don... 1836 03:32:38,149 --> 03:32:44,889 i was i had the bouncy castle blues aka it's probably some whatever uh but i just 1837 03:32:44,889 --> 03:32:51,899 wanted to go ahead and express that intent because i do i've gotten the impression that 1838 03:32:52,030 --> 03:32:58,540 they do still watch uh i don't want to ever know that you're here i guess i can't... 1839 03:32:58,870 --> 03:33:05,659 ip ban you or i would uh i don't want to know you exist anymore i don't want you to ever... 1840 03:33:05,659 --> 03:33:12,379 you are in any vicinity of anyone I know or anyone who watches the show no one wants t... 1841 03:33:12,379 --> 03:33:19,420 you really you're not really a part of the community you hang out sometimes but I don... 1842 03:33:19,430 --> 03:33:26,229 you ever again that's the deal and if you break those rules you will regret it perio... 1843 03:33:26,649 --> 03:33:33,409 you broke the trust that like we all kind of have in each other to not fucking make it... 1844 03:33:33,409 --> 03:33:40,739 it weird you're not welcome made it real fucking weird dude so bye no i don't think... 1845 03:33:40,739 --> 03:33:47,440 acquaintances i'm talking to literally someone else entirely i don't i don't want... 1846 03:33:47,440 --> 03:33:54,340 the mean like the nature of any of our relationship truly because they're like we... 1847 03:33:54,340 --> 03:34:01,020 that's it that's how we ever gonna be no yeah this was 1848 03:34:01,020 --> 03:34:08,219 weird again because they're so incompetent that i i had a safety concern 1849 03:34:08,219 --> 03:34:14,790 truly uh but clearly retarded so there's that didn't learn 1850 03:34:15,170 --> 03:34:21,680 anything and i'll never learn the damn thing on this show which is 1851 03:34:22,040 --> 03:34:28,760 sad but good i guess stay retarded leave me alone you do have a super soothing 1852 03:34:28,760 --> 03:34:36,159 voice that's so nice thank you now i feel like i'm gonna 1853 03:34:36,159 --> 03:34:42,659 think about it i don't want i don't aside from sorry yelling at 1854 03:34:42,659 --> 03:34:49,219 a faceless stranger that none of y'all know uh you might be able to probably not it's 1855 03:34:49,219 --> 03:34:56,459 just like someone who has been around before who has been still around but quietly 1856 03:34:56,459 --> 03:35:03,120 you're not welcome go away uh aside from that that brief uh 1857 03:35:03,120 --> 03:35:09,940 bitch break i don't ever want to like i don't i don't like leaving uh the show 1858 03:35:09,940 --> 03:35:16,690 with like a feeling of just like just i don't want to just be angry about you know you 1859 03:35:16,690 --> 03:35:23,520 'd like you gotta choose battles juicy beetles uh talking about 1860 03:35:23,520 --> 03:35:30,329 stalker well i just was putting some putting some shit on 1861 03:35:30,329 --> 03:35:36,969 the record was all it's all good it's all gucci uh how some people act tougher 1862 03:35:37,120 --> 03:35:43,940 or cooler on the internet to compensate for themirl that's me too silent honest answer... 1863 03:35:44,069 --> 03:35:50,569 size four jeans i'd like average uh do you think i and i i'm 1864 03:35:50,940 --> 03:35:57,500 not i'm not like super scrappy at the moment do you think you could beat me in a fight 1865 03:35:57,860 --> 03:36:04,579 honest answer i want to know i'm very aggressively average and have like no 1866 03:36:04,579 --> 03:36:11,250 upper body strength can i win without playing like we had to like actually 1867 03:36:11,620 --> 03:36:18,719 fight you think you'd win you probably do i feel like you're strong i just wanted to 1868 03:36:18,770 --> 03:36:25,600 know you think pvp uh jb i like just i'm not it 1869 03:36:25,680 --> 03:36:32,209 's not it's not about you stop saying weird shit in the chat ew 1870 03:36:32,299 --> 03:36:43,700 i hate chicago naperville do you ride the metro 1871 03:36:43,850 --> 03:36:50,399 metro is that like a train maybe if i had a keyblade but otherwise 1872 03:36:50,399 --> 03:36:57,159 i think i could okay all right it's a silent okay for micro 1873 03:36:57,290 --> 03:37:04,649 put my hand on your forehead and hold my arm out silence 1874 03:37:04,709 --> 03:37:12,209 the violence that's my tactic sorry i don't like i 1875 03:37:12,209 --> 03:37:25,290 don't you're fine jb just like i don't know i think i'm being crabby For 1876 03:37:25,290 --> 03:37:29,110 whatever reason, it's annoying me. And it's not your fault, but it is annoying me. 1877 03:37:29,200 --> 03:37:35,180 I'm sorry. I don't know. It has been a hell of a week. 1878 03:37:35,309 --> 03:37:39,469 The no shit of the month. But, you know what I mean. 1879 03:37:39,750 --> 03:37:49,780 I have a severe physical reaction to liars, and it's hard for me 1880 03:37:49,780 --> 03:37:58,159 to not correct it. I kind of feel like I do that too. 1881 03:37:58,239 --> 03:38:07,219 I don't know exactly what you mean by severe physical reaction, but I used to have, lik... 1882 03:38:07,530 --> 03:38:14,200 I started that habit, I guess, when I was in college, when I was trying to 1883 03:38:14,200 --> 03:38:20,889 , like, kind of keep my, like, shitty decisions away from my parents. And if you... 1884 03:38:20,889 --> 03:38:27,489 the time, it just it bleeds into everything and it turns out uh that ultimately 1885 03:38:27,799 --> 03:38:34,409 you no longer you just start like your response your initial response 1886 03:38:34,780 --> 03:38:41,700 will be like the instinct to lie or just like make shit up whatever the first thing you... 1887 03:38:41,719 --> 03:38:48,239 uh and you compromise and compromise and compromise on like your actual reality ver... 1888 03:38:48,239 --> 03:38:55,049 it it's so pervasive so that it put a massive strain on my relationship with my family u... 1889 03:38:55,049 --> 03:39:01,819 it or not shocker uh and i wasn't i wasn't able to 1890 03:39:01,819 --> 03:39:08,389 keep myself from just like lying about stuff like little shit like what 1891 03:39:08,389 --> 03:39:15,010 'd you have for lunch yesterday i just makes some shit up you know what i mean 1892 03:39:15,010 --> 03:39:21,719 um which is so deeply troubling in so many ways uh and it it took me 1893 03:39:21,930 --> 03:39:29,540 many many many years to like undo that like some of the like deep psychological 1894 03:39:29,540 --> 03:39:36,319 like patterns i had kind of really carved in there and I get I 1895 03:39:36,370 --> 03:39:42,989 like self edit in the middle of a sentence if I feel like I've said something incorrectly 1896 03:39:42,989 --> 03:39:49,639 because I'm like I it has to be I'm constantly like in an like audit mode so I... 1897 03:39:49,639 --> 03:39:56,610 get what you mean uh if that's not what you're talking about we'll still let some... 1898 03:39:56,750 --> 03:40:03,610 all the decisions I've made in my life like not realizing how much 1899 03:40:03,610 --> 03:40:10,659 i was poisoning my brain by just like lying all the time about nonsense 1900 03:40:10,670 --> 03:40:17,219 uh was i would go back and probably change that because it did put a strain on... 1901 03:40:17,219 --> 03:40:24,399 eds into every aspect of your life and i'm so grateful that my parents have like allowed 1902 03:40:24,479 --> 03:40:31,030 me to the privilege of being able to re-earn their actual trust but it's a rough thing... 1903 03:40:31,030 --> 03:40:37,809 you realize like not only do your parents not trust you you've given them no reason to a... 1904 03:40:37,819 --> 03:40:44,479 my mom was like i want to trust you but i don't and would like ask for like 1905 03:40:44,610 --> 03:40:51,159 you know just like can i like can you prove that to me or whatever because and it was... 1906 03:40:51,159 --> 03:40:57,959 a bit like that hurts but like i had done nothing to like you know what i mean I don... 1907 03:40:58,090 --> 03:41:04,659 I just was didn't want my parents to like understand how 1908 03:41:04,850 --> 03:41:11,750 much I was binge drinking and being a piece of shit in college you know what I mean 1909 03:41:12,190 --> 03:41:22,239 I think silent looks like her uh profile picture not you 1910 03:41:22,430 --> 03:41:29,309 're good JB it's fine dude just I don't know it's fine I don't know why you 1911 03:41:29,309 --> 03:41:35,819 're annoying me right now but I'm sorry I just feel like I should just 1912 03:41:35,819 --> 03:41:42,520 I don't know I'm sorry for being snippy at you I think maybe I'm a bit on guard right 1913 03:41:42,520 --> 03:41:50,959 now with someone essentially forming an entire insane relationship in their head 1914 03:41:50,959 --> 03:41:57,489 uh and then trying to contact my father about it i don't 1915 03:41:57,489 --> 03:42:04,010 want i don't know i'd add anything that looks like emotional like charged language 1916 03:42:04,010 --> 03:42:10,520 just like towards or around or i just i don't know i don't have a tolerance for right 1917 03:42:10,520 --> 03:42:21,059 now i think that's probably it that's all 1918 03:42:21,059 --> 03:42:28,969 okay um uh toucan spam sorry i wish there were uh 1919 03:42:28,969 --> 03:42:35,559 time stamps oh four minutes ago nice uh have i discussed george zen yet honestly we kin... 1920 03:42:35,559 --> 03:42:42,610 't do i haven't done a stream in like a week and a half because got sick um i have been... 1921 03:42:42,610 --> 03:42:49,530 radix was working let me see if she's put up anything uh he's like one of those 1922 03:42:49,530 --> 03:42:56,389 like uh he's apparently been everywhere a bunch all the time and uh he's like if y'a... 1923 03:42:56,389 --> 03:43:03,049 wondering who he's talking about george zen was the like old dude who like 1924 03:43:03,049 --> 03:43:09,860 was initially taken into custody uh after charlie was murdered and was like shoot me... 1925 03:43:09,860 --> 03:43:17,819 he's like this fucking like old man he's probably i mean like some mk ultra weather... 1926 03:43:17,950 --> 03:43:24,450 man i don't know i don't i that's just i don't know any of that for 1927 03:43:24,819 --> 03:43:31,370 certain whatsoever just like what the fuck dude there's so many like very 1928 03:43:31,370 --> 03:43:40,399 old radicals right now that are all like it's like 1929 03:43:40,399 --> 03:43:48,129 they're realizing that like their their life span is not infinite 1930 03:43:48,129 --> 03:43:55,079 and that there's like just so much fucking anger over it i don't know where 1931 03:43:55,209 --> 03:44:01,729 or what i don't know but you see it everywhere it's like very it's like 70 plu... 1932 03:44:01,729 --> 03:44:09,450 woodstock type they're just full of hate of everyone and everything 1933 03:44:09,450 --> 03:44:16,239 and resentment it's weird uh he was at the boston 1934 03:44:16,290 --> 03:44:25,479 bombing i believe you know who else like uh uh yeah i 1935 03:44:25,479 --> 03:44:32,280 learned the other day this isn't anything like that but i learned the other day that... 1936 03:44:32,530 --> 03:44:39,569 he started to pick up uh as an artist that dead or well the guy the artist 1937 03:44:39,569 --> 03:44:46,250 known as dead mouse uh joel was supposed to be on a flight to go to like a big event 1938 03:44:46,620 --> 03:44:53,139 and he and his like bandmate they were doing like a like a little collaborative thing a... 1939 03:44:53,450 --> 03:45:00,290 were supposed to get on his flight to go to this thing and they missed it and that fli... 1940 03:45:00,290 --> 03:45:07,090 then within like a minute crashed and everyone on board died there's so many... 1941 03:45:07,459 --> 03:45:13,979 like that out there it's crazy uh and ultimately i'm horribly you know 1942 03:45:14,110 --> 03:45:20,889 sorry to anyone who lost their family in the flight that dead mouse was supposed to be ... 1943 03:45:20,889 --> 03:45:27,469 wow he's like he's favored all time seth mcfarland was supposed 1944 03:45:27,469 --> 03:45:34,450 to be uh on a flight that was supposed to on 9-11 there's a few people that 1945 03:45:34,819 --> 03:45:41,670 had some misses throughout the years huh police asked him if they 1946 03:45:41,670 --> 03:45:48,909 could look at his phone he said no because there's child 1947 03:45:48,909 --> 03:45:55,930 porn well and it turned out to be true yeah at least that was the word on the screen 1948 03:45:56,090 --> 03:46:02,809 it was like liana you know i was i wonder what the li 1949 03:46:02,959 --> 03:46:09,659 ana when was it the boston boss she was a lot of different 1950 03:46:09,659 --> 03:46:16,180 places too where's the overlap they've got to form a form like a v 1951 03:46:16,180 --> 03:46:23,229 enn diagram somewhere probably maybe i don't know uh he has been interviewed saying he ... 1952 03:46:23,579 --> 03:46:33,770 the twin towers uh what's his name george 1953 03:46:33,770 --> 03:46:41,239 zinn z-i-n-n let's see 1954 03:46:41,239 --> 03:46:48,770 if i look up you'll never guess what i'm gonna 1955 03:46:48,770 --> 03:46:57,100 do we'll look up in a newspaper Z-I- 1956 03:46:57,100 --> 03:47:03,850 N-N I think? Let's see, he probably 1957 03:47:04,079 --> 03:47:13,020 wasn't living in the early 1800s, let's go 1958 03:47:13,200 --> 03:47:21,899 to like, uh, probably not in 1912. 1959 03:47:22,030 --> 03:47:28,530 was he like 70 so that would make it we're in like the 50s probably somewhere around 1960 03:47:28,899 --> 03:47:35,670 there i'm guesstimating ages i'm just trying to like see where to adjust the i'll take ... 1961 03:47:35,670 --> 03:47:52,000 because he wouldn't be if he was mentioned just be like a birth a boy T 1962 03:47:52,030 --> 03:48:00,219 .S. mid-70s I feel like that might be kind of a common name the 1963 03:48:00,219 --> 03:48:10,629 Reverend with the 1964 03:48:10,639 --> 03:48:24,770 same name a figure skater highly doubt it okay seems 1965 03:48:24,770 --> 03:48:36,840 a bit late on the timeline 1966 03:48:36,969 --> 03:48:43,579 that's 1983 well maybe not how old is that dude oh 1967 03:48:43,579 --> 03:48:50,540 wait i meant to look at radix but if you don't follow radix by the way you 1968 03:48:50,540 --> 03:48:57,270 're missing out 10 out would recommend uh Uh... 1969 03:49:25,510 --> 03:49:34,309 i'm gonna be honest there people really don't know how 1970 03:49:34,370 --> 03:49:40,979 to behave when someone dies and there's not there's no like official written rule book 1971 03:49:40,979 --> 03:50:08,700 but there are like rules of like polite society and decorum no you're not mean Thank 1972 03:50:09,620 --> 03:50:25,360 you. 1973 03:50:25,510 --> 03:50:36,000 there we go uh there were four people on site 1974 03:50:36,700 --> 03:50:46,780 acting as distractions to help the real 1975 03:50:46,780 --> 03:50:57,870 shooter George Zinn Zachariah oh god I don 1976 03:50:57,870 --> 03:51:19,569 't see it let's see yes 1977 03:51:20,229 --> 03:51:32,379 hiva world news what? 1978 03:51:33,299 --> 03:51:43,719 ew. 1979 03:51:44,309 --> 03:52:08,420 was retarded about that except for me i had i have the right take everyone else is wrong P 1980 03:52:08,469 --> 03:52:15,420 atsy numero uno, George Zinn, was at the 1988 GOP National Convention without credentials 1981 03:52:15,420 --> 03:52:21,670 and Reagan Secretary of Education, T.H. Bell, let him sleep on the floor of his hotel. 1982 03:52:22,190 --> 03:52:31,799 What the fuck? Different types. 1983 03:52:38,469 --> 03:53:08,569 Fuck. Okay. Bizarre. I 1984 03:53:08,569 --> 03:53:16,709 don't know maybe I'm not maybe I'm not like 1985 03:53:16,709 --> 03:53:25,100 jaded and I don't know maybe I'll learn something 1986 03:53:26,530 --> 03:53:33,040 from this that I haven't learned before but about things that should be sticking 1987 03:53:33,370 --> 03:53:45,389 out to me Mm-hmm 1988 03:53:45,389 --> 03:54:08,840 . George 1989 03:54:09,209 --> 03:54:18,049 Zinn, the Kirk clipping diversion and first arrested suspect admitted 1990 03:54:18,049 --> 03:54:25,110 to investigation he was glad he shot the individual so the real 1991 03:54:25,469 --> 03:54:32,819 suspect could get away. He'd been charged with obstructing justice and they found CS... 1992 03:54:38,469 --> 03:54:50,319 bizarre arrest dating back 1993 03:54:50,610 --> 03:55:00,790 to the 80s okay where 1994 03:55:00,790 --> 03:55:12,510 is utah there it is Okay 1995 03:55:12,879 --> 03:55:23,520 , that's it 1996 03:55:23,879 --> 03:55:38,399 . I 1997 03:55:38,469 --> 03:55:43,420 think he wrote into the paper a lot. I was like... Maybe. 1998 03:55:43,819 --> 03:55:51,670 What's his middle name? Is it H? 1999 03:55:52,579 --> 03:55:58,909 Oh well. I don't even get to see him, you know. 2000 03:55:58,909 --> 03:56:09,559 Sorry, excuse me. Looks like 2001 03:56:09,559 --> 03:56:16,659 you wrote into the paper a lot, which is what people... 2002 03:56:16,790 --> 03:56:20,709 53 and 07. Oh, yeah, sounds like a boot, right? 2003 03:56:20,709 --> 03:56:38,770 Let's see. about 2004 03:56:38,770 --> 03:56:45,360 the simpsons i guess i don't know lord have mercy i think you would have to go i'm sor... 2005 03:56:45,489 --> 03:56:52,239 getting sleepy all of a sudden i'm hitting the wall uh i have not to answer your... 2006 03:56:52,239 --> 03:57:08,840 aware of him no radix so she's gonna dig into him uh I 2007 03:57:09,510 --> 03:57:18,950 don't know. 2008 03:57:18,950 --> 03:57:25,110 Maybe, maybe I don't get it. Maybe I'm not. 2009 03:57:25,500 --> 03:57:30,979 Maybe I'll learn a lesson from this for like the thing. 2010 03:57:31,030 --> 03:57:35,899 I don't know. I'm still in Normieville over here, I guess. 2011 03:57:38,469 --> 03:57:45,309 Then they hit it and do it. No rifle in hand on video. 2012 03:57:45,469 --> 03:57:55,120 It was a blatantly obvious op. 2013 03:57:55,120 --> 03:58:02,129 Fair enough. I don't know. Oh, Belushi, dude. 2014 03:58:02,129 --> 03:58:06,959 Thanks for the raid. Just in time. For sleepy time. 2015 03:58:08,469 --> 03:58:16,760 maybe I'm clinging to rules of imaginary decorum in 2016 03:58:16,760 --> 03:58:24,899 my mind that are ultimately not, I don't know. 2017 03:58:33,690 --> 03:58:37,620 Life is for the living. I'm trying to learn it. 2018 03:58:37,670 --> 03:58:42,840 I don't know, though. You know, hey, we'll find out eventually. 2019 03:58:42,940 --> 03:58:48,340 Or we'll never will. So there's that. Reassuring. 2020 03:58:48,469 --> 03:58:56,649 Hmm. I don't know. 2021 03:58:56,809 --> 03:59:03,159 I don't want to. I'm not going to. I'm not going to, like, look through imagery of... 2022 03:59:03,690 --> 03:59:10,190 either uh i was actually i was thinking about lee keltner last night uh which if you don 2023 03:59:10,559 --> 03:59:17,299 't recall he was murdered in denver at the i forget 2024 03:59:17,299 --> 03:59:24,100 the they just had like a like a rally in denver and 2025 03:59:24,250 --> 03:59:30,899 they had agitators there all day there was an agitator that stalked lee and his like gro... 2026 03:59:30,899 --> 03:59:37,690 um and he was ultimately shot by matt dolliff who was security for 2027 03:59:37,700 --> 03:59:44,379 nine news uh it was like the contract was bizarre he was like improperly licensed i'... 2028 03:59:44,450 --> 03:59:51,159 like are you gonna like he like it was weird he was like contracted through the pinkert 2029 03:59:51,159 --> 03:59:58,000 ons uh but like under a different credential he wasn't supposed to be armed lee maced a... 2030 03:59:58,110 --> 04:00:02,209 at him and he shot him right in the face. I broke down the footage of that. 2031 04:00:02,440 --> 04:00:09,329 I. I mean, ultimately, the footage of him being shot was not terribly 2032 04:00:09,329 --> 04:00:17,219 gruesome, but I don't think I could ever I don't want to do that ever again. 2033 04:00:17,309 --> 04:00:24,059 I still, I think, I mean, I'm, I'm not sad to, I am sad to think about it, but, uh, I... 2034 04:00:24,219 --> 04:00:32,120 't think that's good for my brain. So someone kept posting, like, I just, I don't know. 2035 04:00:32,120 --> 04:00:40,590 I think that people tend to assume that we all have the same, uh, desensitization to... 2036 04:00:40,809 --> 04:00:47,590 I don't. So, by all means, if you go down those rabbit holes, don't tell me about 2037 04:00:47,639 --> 04:00:51,920 them, because I, frankly, I don't want to know. 2038 04:00:52,020 --> 04:00:58,979 I think about Lee all the time. I was thinking about him a lot over the last 2039 04:00:59,100 --> 04:01:09,229 couple days, so, yeah. Oh 2040 04:01:09,299 --> 04:01:12,690 , yeah, I saw I saw the way they framed it on the news. 2041 04:01:12,690 --> 04:01:17,379 It was grotesque. Oh, and then, oh, my God. 2042 04:01:17,760 --> 04:01:25,090 Anyways. As again, seeing the the the clear and present 2043 04:01:25,500 --> 04:01:33,809 danger posed domestically currently by others, I guess that's 2044 04:01:33,809 --> 04:01:39,799 just what my brain's focused on. for the most part. 2045 04:01:40,180 --> 04:01:46,809 Regardless of any circumstances that might be abnormal or glaring to others, 2046 04:01:47,059 --> 04:01:53,739 they're not necessarily to me, but the subsequent cheering, celebrating 2047 04:01:54,739 --> 04:02:01,899 , the perverse and demonic way that people have discussed Erica 2048 04:02:02,280 --> 04:02:11,790 and their children, it's just... ultimately just complete and 2049 04:02:11,790 --> 04:02:18,569 utter ruin of anything they've ever had loved or built, uh, to last as a cultural 2050 04:02:18,569 --> 04:02:24,350 institution, in my opinion, uh, is that I ain't going to hear nobody out. 2051 04:02:24,350 --> 04:02:31,190 I don't give a shit. So that's, I guess most, that's how my head 2052 04:02:31,190 --> 04:02:41,239 's been at, I guess. who the fuck 2053 04:02:41,280 --> 04:02:49,870 are you cool frog no it's just shitty it's shitty 2054 04:02:50,909 --> 04:02:57,760 behavior and it's more just in general like what you're surrounded 2055 04:02:57,760 --> 04:03:06,090 with and the like performative obtuseness is so fucking 2056 04:03:06,090 --> 04:03:12,709 frustrating i don't know it just is what it is i do want the 2057 04:03:12,709 --> 04:03:23,700 truth too again the collecting uh like 2058 04:03:24,409 --> 04:03:40,729 stuff is Hmm 2059 04:03:40,729 --> 04:03:52,069 . 2060 04:03:59,100 --> 04:04:05,760 never go to utah it's full of cults great uncle barry rest in peace i have a no i'm... 2061 04:04:05,870 --> 04:04:12,770 actually drove through salt lake city when i was moving back from californ 2062 04:04:12,770 --> 04:04:19,379 ia and i always get the it was either 2018 or 2019 whatever year that 2063 04:04:19,379 --> 04:04:26,030 was uh sorry i was just trying to i just realized there was some some new folks in ... 2064 04:04:26,030 --> 04:04:32,549 just trying to assess your uh what your deal was you're all good um at least as far 2065 04:04:32,549 --> 04:04:39,350 as i can tell for now but uh i was thinking about i drove through the corner of idaho ... 2066 04:04:39,350 --> 04:04:46,479 bear lake that it's gorgeous i would like to revisit idaho i think but utah all the 2067 04:04:46,799 --> 04:04:53,729 beer was like three percent mormons are got some weird stuff 2068 04:04:53,729 --> 04:05:00,479 going on and ultimately i don't know we uh like the great salt 2069 04:05:00,620 --> 04:05:07,299 lakes are pretty for sure and the just like surrounding i guess 2070 04:05:07,409 --> 04:05:14,420 desert uh it's nice but idaho stunning i'd really like to go back 2071 04:05:14,799 --> 04:05:21,780 there fair lake is like i we were just driving we're gonna go up through 2072 04:05:21,780 --> 04:05:28,299 like wyome i guess we're gonna go through like the tetons and then like just you kno... 2073 04:05:28,299 --> 04:05:34,840 badlands and then back down through alabama i mean obviously it's a long trip but like o... 2074 04:05:34,840 --> 04:05:41,610 never been in idaho let's go cut through the corner and we ended up driving it's like y... 2075 04:05:41,610 --> 04:05:48,299 do it justice it's like one of the most breathtaking like just wow this is i don 2076 04:05:48,299 --> 04:05:55,100 't know this spoke to my soul but i don't know utah made their 2077 04:05:55,139 --> 04:06:11,209 beer full straight did they really nice uh I 2078 04:06:11,239 --> 04:06:19,840 don't know. I mean, I'm not going to I don't want to like I don't want to get into the... 2079 04:06:19,909 --> 04:06:23,670 I'm pretty sensitive to that stuff. I can't I can't do it. 2080 04:06:23,940 --> 04:06:30,680 So. I know there's plenty like we had my buddy, you know, known, 2081 04:06:30,840 --> 04:06:36,799 but Carl, who hangs out every now and then, he does work. 2082 04:06:36,920 --> 04:06:43,420 does like paramedic work and i know everyone delighted in it but he told a bunch of gro... 2083 04:06:43,479 --> 04:06:50,459 i can't i'm a sensitive lady oh yeah i mean 2084 04:06:50,569 --> 04:06:59,079 like none of the everything it does kind of feel like uh 2085 04:07:00,840 --> 04:07:07,520 like it's just kind of its own like brand of weird salt lake 2086 04:07:07,639 --> 04:07:14,489 city has like a small kind of like tech hub i don't know what in particular 2087 04:07:14,489 --> 04:07:22,270 is like their speciality um i guess beautiful so there's 2088 04:07:22,719 --> 04:07:29,969 that like all the like it it's pretty the the the 2089 04:07:30,280 --> 04:07:35,559 I guess if you're into Mormon stuff, you're in the right spot. 2090 04:07:35,940 --> 04:07:46,540 Brigham Young, isn't that what BYU is? 2091 04:07:46,920 --> 04:07:54,180 Used to be like a main recruiting hub for intelligence agencies back in the day. 2092 04:07:54,280 --> 04:07:58,559 Not even necessarily for something like, oh, they like that. 2093 04:07:59,239 --> 04:08:06,569 because Mormons don't drink and have, I guess, traditional 2094 04:08:06,979 --> 04:08:14,700 good behaviors and are hard to corrupt, was the theory. 2095 04:08:15,079 --> 04:08:20,000 There's a lot of Mormons in intelligence agencies in the mid-1900s. 2096 04:08:20,090 --> 04:08:26,959 I think they probably I mean it's probably still likely that they have a higher than the 2097 04:08:27,340 --> 04:08:34,180 population total like average of representation in intelligence agencies bu... 2098 04:08:34,280 --> 04:08:41,229 has tapered off since then significantly there's like a I have a copy of it somewhe... 2099 04:08:41,229 --> 04:08:47,780 did a maybe it wasn't there's a documentary that was from like the 80s 2100 04:08:47,780 --> 04:08:54,600 or 90s about it was pretty good we watched it on the show once so there's that uh ancestry 2101 04:08:54,600 --> 04:09:01,139 like the uh mormon church i believe i think latter-day saints owned all of like the... 2102 04:09:02,040 --> 04:09:08,549 ancestry sorry from alabama so i had extra syllables sometimes uh all of the ancestry... 2103 04:09:08,549 --> 04:09:15,340 but they sold it and then um was jicky bought it 2104 04:09:15,340 --> 04:09:22,440 and for 23 and me and then now i think she's out as ceo and they filed 2105 04:09:22,440 --> 04:09:29,040 and then they filed for bankruptcy i think but i think it's all still within utah too... 2106 04:09:29,350 --> 04:09:36,569 banks are for 23 and me i might be making that up but i'm like 95 sure something along 2107 04:09:36,569 --> 04:09:45,809 those lines yeah chart squad i don't know if i know 2108 04:09:45,809 --> 04:09:53,000 that one let me look that shit up well i was getting sleepy now i'm getting curious 2109 04:09:53,100 --> 04:10:01,610 again hang on chart squad personal health record sorry i'm getting 2110 04:10:01,610 --> 04:10:09,690 slouchy in my chair though pardon the uh Absolutely terrible posture. 2111 04:10:09,799 --> 04:10:17,899 I never even heard of that. What does short squad do 2112 04:10:17,899 --> 04:10:23,280 a service that allows patients to create personal health records so like the like. 2113 04:10:23,379 --> 04:10:29,920 I almost kind of sounds like the whole like digital. 2114 04:10:29,920 --> 04:10:39,090 The. That was something they were trying to kind of implement during COVID for vaccine... 2115 04:10:39,260 --> 04:10:43,079 And then, well, it could be applied to other things, too. But I guess just privately... 2116 04:10:43,459 --> 04:11:04,920 Interesting. Sorry 2117 04:11:05,020 --> 04:11:08,489 , I know y'all can't see the screen. It's not that exciting. Why is like there? 2118 04:11:08,500 --> 04:11:16,180 Hang on. What a weird thing. I'm on their like about us page. 2119 04:11:16,180 --> 04:11:23,110 Like, is that I don't know if this is blues 2120 04:11:24,120 --> 04:11:33,209 , like what is it like? Men in black dudes up there or whatever. 2121 04:11:33,379 --> 04:11:37,819 I feel like they're about to flash you and. Erase your memory. 2122 04:11:38,200 --> 04:11:45,000 Interesting. Melanie and Chris Carpenter talk about the origin of Chart Squad. 2123 04:11:45,379 --> 04:11:50,559 Can I say, can I like, they look Mormon. 2124 04:11:50,620 --> 04:11:56,200 I don't really know how else to say it. Maybe they're not, but they look it. 2125 04:12:01,819 --> 04:12:12,219 interesting uh tell me another one i get rambly that 2126 04:12:12,239 --> 04:12:20,659 's fine it's it's also uh i usually start streaming around like 9 p. 2127 04:12:20,659 --> 04:12:27,270 m central and go to about midnight but you know also creature of the night so it's al... 2128 04:12:27,270 --> 04:12:34,389 to be honest welcome back a and b you haven't missed much to be honest 2129 04:12:34,389 --> 04:12:41,040 i've been kind of i went through like just a bunch of random life shit over the last... 2130 04:12:41,040 --> 04:12:48,340 of years and haven't really been good at my job i don't know i feel like i haven't bee... 2131 04:12:48,479 --> 04:12:55,450 a while uh but have sort of rekindled that flame and just trying to figure out how 2132 04:12:55,559 --> 04:13:02,100 to how to hone it again so there you're caught up you don't miss 2133 04:13:02,129 --> 04:13:08,719 much as many uh early lds church especially under brigham young was basically terrorist 2134 04:13:08,719 --> 04:13:17,819 organizations i don't well i mean i believe you uh i 2135 04:13:18,000 --> 04:13:26,969 hold the same streaming hours per se with extra on my weekends 2136 04:13:28,420 --> 04:13:35,389 i try i try to like keep the cutoff time time why am i talking weird i try to keep 2137 04:13:35,500 --> 04:13:42,299 the cutoff time like pretty consistent at midnight it's been i didn't stream all las... 2138 04:13:42,299 --> 04:13:48,829 i jumped around in a bouncy castle with a bunch of kiddos and then got all their ger... 2139 04:13:48,829 --> 04:13:55,389 last week so i haven't done a show in a while so they're just catching back up but i try... 2140 04:13:55,389 --> 04:14:02,200 pretty consistent but you never know i'm a creature of the night at heart look 2141 04:14:02,200 --> 04:14:15,530 up the lebaron mormon blood atonement okay Evil 2142 04:14:15,639 --> 04:14:22,389 LeBaron. Ervil? No, I can't read. Ervil LeBaron, a notorious polygam 2143 04:14:22,569 --> 04:14:28,860 ist cult leader. This is the AI overview of Google, which is, of course, the most... 2144 04:14:28,959 --> 04:14:36,020 But never a bad place. The leader of a polygamist Mormon fundamentalist group who... 2145 04:14:36,020 --> 04:14:44,489 the killing of many of his opponents, both within his own sect and in rival polygamis... 2146 04:14:45,360 --> 04:14:51,850 using the religious doctrine of blood atonement. Exhibisqueeze me? 2147 04:14:52,239 --> 04:14:59,219 Blood atonement was a practice in the history of Mormonism, still adhered to by some... 2148 04:14:59,219 --> 04:15:03,780 ist splinter groups, under which the atonement of Jesus does not redeem eternal... 2149 04:15:04,209 --> 04:15:10,799 To atone for eternal sin, the sinner should be killed in a way that allows their 2150 04:15:10,850 --> 04:15:17,500 blood to be shed upon the ground. the hell? Sacrificial 2151 04:15:17,500 --> 04:15:20,920 offering so they do not become the son of perdition. 2152 04:15:20,989 --> 04:15:24,159 I've heard that phrase before. Never looked it up. Okay. 2153 04:15:24,159 --> 04:15:32,819 Okay. Okay. We're learning here. Latter-day Saints has denied the validity of the... 2154 04:15:33,200 --> 04:15:39,979 Execution by firing squad of John D. Lee for his 2155 04:15:39,979 --> 04:15:50,000 role in the Mountain Meadows Massacre. wow 2156 04:15:51,000 --> 04:15:57,739 okay see i just i thought a lot of it was i knew 2157 04:15:57,739 --> 04:16:04,389 some of the magic underwear stuff and you know the song from the south 2158 04:16:04,389 --> 04:16:12,739 park thing oh my god so ervil ervil le bar 2159 04:16:12,739 --> 04:16:22,459 on uh killed people used blood atonement to justify murders 2160 04:16:22,840 --> 04:16:29,620 sentenced to life in prison uh orchestrating murder of an opponent like a political... 2161 04:16:29,719 --> 04:16:36,590 or just like someone he had beef with and died in 1981 maybe his name should have 2162 04:16:36,629 --> 04:16:46,760 been evil le baron everyone okay 2163 04:16:47,139 --> 04:16:53,860 born in mexico died in draper the mormon man 2164 04:16:53,940 --> 04:17:08,590 son well that's a hell of a title No 2165 04:17:08,590 --> 04:17:15,829 , shit, hang on. I'm logged in. 2166 04:17:16,239 --> 04:17:23,350 You can't see my password. Sorry. 2167 04:17:23,350 --> 04:17:38,959 Okay. Squizzy. Here 2168 04:17:39,860 --> 04:17:47,020 's the arrestee. Uh huh. 2169 04:17:47,020 --> 04:17:53,700 Okay, 1974. 2170 04:17:53,700 --> 04:18:04,979 So I want to find like a paper on it from like 2171 04:18:05,360 --> 04:18:12,350 the time from that time. 2172 04:18:12,350 --> 04:18:22,739 This is from the Daily Times Advocate 2173 04:18:22,770 --> 04:18:32,809 from Escondido, California, September 5 2174 04:18:32,809 --> 04:18:40,489 th, 1972. Two held in Baja shooting. Two of seven persons sought a connection. 2175 04:18:40,489 --> 04:18:49,139 The shooting death of the leader of a polygamist religious colony have been... 2176 04:18:49,659 --> 04:18:56,319 Police say today that Mark Chenoweth, 20, of San Diego, and Donald Sullivan, 20, of Galena 2177 04:18:56,459 --> 04:19:03,120 , Mexico, were arrested late Sunday at Los Molinos headquarters of the religious colo... 2178 04:19:03,120 --> 04:19:07,489 a splinter group of Church of Jesus Christ Latter-day Saints. 2179 04:19:08,299 --> 04:19:14,920 Five other persons, three Americans and two Mexicans, are still sought in connection w... 2180 04:19:15,120 --> 04:19:19,819 who was shot to death August 28th during a dispute over control of the colony. 2181 04:19:20,200 --> 04:19:28,559 Okay. So they didn't have a reputation, kind of 2182 04:19:28,559 --> 04:19:38,610 on a slide here, huh? It's 2183 04:19:38,610 --> 04:19:45,559 from like a year later. You can get turkey for 59 2184 04:19:46,559 --> 04:19:53,379 cents a pound. November 1973, by the way. 2185 04:19:53,479 --> 04:19:56,979 So get that time machine going. You'll be good to go. 2186 04:19:57,440 --> 04:20:04,139 Man sentenced in fratricide over religion. 2187 04:20:04,239 --> 04:20:12,440 A man excommunicated from LDS, Latter-day Saints was sentenced to 12 years in prison... 2188 04:20:12,510 --> 04:20:18,120 I guess that is what fratricide means, huh? Cain killed Abel, but it's Erbil. 2189 04:20:18,500 --> 04:20:25,010 And they're in a Mormon colony. Convicted of murder in 2190 04:20:25,010 --> 04:20:30,840 a fight over leadership of a sect his family had established in Baja, California. 2191 04:20:30,940 --> 04:20:34,950 The sect called the Church of the Firstborn of the Fullness of Time. 2192 04:20:38,100 --> 04:20:44,639 sorry it's not funny it's just a little funny uh was active 100 miles south of ensignada 2193 04:20:44,739 --> 04:20:51,399 ensignada i don't know how to say uh in the agricultural village of las molinos near... 2194 04:20:51,579 --> 04:20:58,209 vincente okay uh lebaron family members had arrived there from 2195 04:20:58,209 --> 04:21:05,200 utah at his trial lebaron said his brother joel 49 was killed in august of 72 for... 2196 04:21:05,760 --> 04:21:13,860 church doctrine and his teachings. LeBaron was convicted by District Court Judge Anto... 2197 04:21:14,239 --> 04:21:22,579 That's about it, I reckon. And also the lot of turkey on this page. 2198 04:21:22,959 --> 04:21:33,690 So he's like the boogeyman of the Mormons 2199 04:21:33,739 --> 04:21:39,700 . I wish I could remember what that I wonder if it was 60 minutes. 2200 04:22:02,100 --> 04:22:14,709 LDS living 2201 04:22:14,879 --> 04:22:21,780 why Mormons make great FBI recruits how the Mormon myth about the how 2202 04:22:21,829 --> 04:22:29,280 the myth about FBI Mormon mafia again well is it because you 2203 04:22:29,510 --> 04:22:39,280 are doing these blood murders? Is that what it is? 2204 04:22:39,659 --> 04:22:47,520 The Mormon FBI agent who took down Babyface Nelson. That's exciting, I guess. 2205 04:22:47,899 --> 04:22:53,479 This was published in 2015, I think. Yeah, okay. 2206 04:22:59,139 --> 04:23:07,100 60% of Mormons in 2010-ish, I guess, said that Americans are uninformed about... 2207 04:23:07,430 --> 04:23:14,020 Mormons make up about 2% of the American population, about the same as Jews, but... 2208 04:23:14,100 --> 04:23:20,799 the rest of the country quite understands or accepts them. Over 2209 04:23:20,920 --> 04:23:27,520 whelmingly, most Mormons describe misperceptions about their religion or lac... 2210 04:23:27,620 --> 04:23:32,790 But there's at least one place in America where Mormons have found an unusual degree... 2211 04:23:32,899 --> 04:23:37,110 In agencies like the Department of Homeland Security, FBI, or CIA. 2212 04:23:37,500 --> 04:23:47,659 That's fair. I guess. It's 2213 04:23:47,680 --> 04:23:52,930 like not a very informative article. I wish I could remember. 2214 04:23:53,030 --> 04:23:57,590 I'll have to think about it. Maybe do it next time. 2215 04:23:57,590 --> 04:24:01,750 Uh, I'm gonna have to do the stream y'all though. 2216 04:24:01,750 --> 04:24:07,239 I am sleepy. And uh, you know, it's been a lot lately. 2217 04:24:07,680 --> 04:24:15,260 I'll try to have something... I've been pulling at a thread basically 2218 04:24:15,260 --> 04:24:22,000 all day today trying to solidify something that I've suspected about 2219 04:24:22,000 --> 04:24:29,040 one of the... I don't even want to demonize the nature of it being a militia. 2220 04:24:30,500 --> 04:24:37,079 Because I don't, you know, ultimately, I don't want there to be 2221 04:24:37,129 --> 04:24:43,770 , like, you know, not a gun grabber, but, like, these milit 2222 04:24:44,200 --> 04:24:51,270 ant leftist, I guess, organizations that, it's, like, in their 2223 04:24:51,270 --> 04:24:58,040 , like, written doctrine. just like the way the perception of 2224 04:24:58,170 --> 04:25:04,770 what is violent and truly they've redefined the word genocide in a way that is 2225 04:25:04,770 --> 04:25:11,569 batshit but I don't really have anything else to say that's like half of thought 2226 04:25:11,709 --> 04:25:18,479 but I will have something concrete in front of us on Thursday but it was nice 2227 04:25:18,479 --> 04:25:25,450 to like I don't know I got a lot I want to do so there's that 2228 04:25:25,750 --> 04:25:32,620 uh the midwest might not have the most exciting scenery but our idea 2229 04:25:32,620 --> 04:25:39,340 of a scandal is when someone is slow about taking his garbage cans back in i mean lis... 2230 04:25:39,440 --> 04:25:46,479 y'all have cleveland so the collective armpit of 2231 04:25:46,479 --> 04:25:52,989 the midwest i'm just kidding if you live in cleveland i think it's 2232 04:25:53,479 --> 04:25:59,989 great I don't have my entire opinion of that city formed around a goofy video on YouTube 2233 04:26:00,579 --> 04:26:07,569 from like 2006. Not at all. Ugh. Oh, 2234 04:26:07,569 --> 04:26:18,299 goodness gracious. 2235 04:26:24,040 --> 04:26:31,370 good night wise elk i am too i'm cb i gotta 2236 04:26:31,780 --> 04:26:38,600 go uh but we'll reconvene this here outfit on thursday 2237 04:26:38,979 --> 04:26:45,500 and go from there sorry i hit the wall fast that about yeah 2238 04:26:45,610 --> 04:26:52,309 turns out all right that's the uh that's the out of things to say 2239 04:26:52,309 --> 04:26:59,250 quota we've tapped it i guess uh i will see y'all on the next one thanks for being her... 2240 04:26:59,250 --> 04:27:05,870 thank you for the very interesting topic of just like just kind 2241 04:27:05,889 --> 04:27:12,420 of a random offshoot day that's i'd never heard of any of that before that's a whole... 2242 04:27:12,799 --> 04:27:19,780 trying not to sing it to you so there's that i'm doing a big update on i know i keep... 2243 04:27:19,780 --> 04:27:26,360 i mean it this time um i've been doing i have not updated my obsidian in so long i've be... 2244 04:27:26,469 --> 04:27:32,969 the last couple days get the like core stuff set i had to they they i didn't even know... 2245 04:27:32,969 --> 04:27:39,690 but a couple of uh a bunch of updates ago they like changed the whole launcher blah... 2246 04:27:39,690 --> 04:27:46,780 no uh notes alongside the show maybe on the next one maybe by like next week i'm gonna... 2247 04:27:47,159 --> 04:27:53,979 because we're gonna do stuff that's worth taking notes for and uh it's about that ma... 2248 04:27:54,360 --> 04:28:02,420 something maybe you didn't but maybe it was the friends we made along the way or... 2249 04:28:02,799 --> 04:28:09,479 good night i don't even know if i have to have music shit oh i do 2250 04:28:09,479 --> 04:28:19,590 okay cool okay bye this is not what 2251 04:28:19,590 --> 04:28:29,840 i thought it was oops my bad no whatever it 2252 04:28:29,840 --> 04:28:50,569 works Thank 2253 04:28:51,659 --> 04:29:07,559 you. 2254 04:29:07,959 --> 04:29:20,569 Thank 2255 04:29:21,659 --> 04:29:37,559 you. 2256 04:29:37,959 --> 04:29:50,079 Thank 2257 04:29:50,079 --> 04:30:05,079 you. 2258 04:30:05,100 --> 04:30:24,969 ♪♪ ♪♪ 2259 04:30:30,100 --> 04:30:43,620 Thank 2260 04:30:43,620 --> 04:30:59,979 you. 2261 04:31:00,100 --> 04:31:13,620 Thank 2262 04:31:13,620 --> 04:31:29,979 you. 2263 04:31:30,100 --> 04:31:43,620 Thank 2264 04:31:43,620 --> 04:31:59,979 you. 2265 04:32:00,100 --> 04:32:13,620 Thank 2266 04:32:13,620 --> 04:32:29,979 you. 2267 04:32:30,100 --> 04:32:43,620 Thank 2268 04:32:43,620 --> 04:32:59,979 you. 2269 04:33:00,100 --> 04:33:09,819 okay good night